歌手：江美琪 专辑：想起
词:十一郎 曲:张宇
刚刚风无意吹起
花瓣随着风落地
我看见多么美的一场樱花雨
闻一闻的茶的香气
哼一段旧时旋律
要是你一定欢天喜地
你曾经坐在这里
谈吐得那么阔气
就像是所有幸福都能被预期
你打开我的手心
一切都突然安静
你要我承接你的真心
花季虽然会过去
今年明年
有一样的风情
相爱以为是你给的美丽
让我惊喜让我庆幸
我有一生的风景
命运插手得太急
我来不及
全都要还回去
从此是一段长长的距离
偶尔想起总是欷虚
如果当初懂珍惜
我知道眼泪多余
笑变得好不容易
特别是只能面对回忆和空气
多半的自言自语
是用来安慰自己
也许你字字句句倾听
Saturday, December 8, 2007
心碎
近来， 来自大陆的歌真的很不错。
我也渐渐的接受了， 也被感动了。。
（可是好像都是悲伤的歌咧~ :p）
心碎 -- 易欣
人潮渐散去 痴心已粉碎
这里故事仍然望有再继续
缘分在这里 盼望能再追
不知不觉 心冷空虚
匆匆转身去 我默然允许
独剩低心痛自我默默承受了罪
啊~~~~~~~~
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
痛失悲伤里
人潮渐散去 痴心已粉碎
这里故事仍然望有再继续
缘分在这里 盼望能再追
不知不觉 心冷空虚
匆匆转身去 我默然允许
独剩低心痛自我默默承受了罪
ye~~~啊~~~~~~~~
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
痛失悲伤里
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
痛失悲伤里(更加心碎)
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
更加心碎
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
我也渐渐的接受了， 也被感动了。。
（可是好像都是悲伤的歌咧~ :p）
心碎 -- 易欣
人潮渐散去 痴心已粉碎
这里故事仍然望有再继续
缘分在这里 盼望能再追
不知不觉 心冷空虚
匆匆转身去 我默然允许
独剩低心痛自我默默承受了罪
啊~~~~~~~~
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
痛失悲伤里
人潮渐散去 痴心已粉碎
这里故事仍然望有再继续
缘分在这里 盼望能再追
不知不觉 心冷空虚
匆匆转身去 我默然允许
独剩低心痛自我默默承受了罪
ye~~~啊~~~~~~~~
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
痛失悲伤里
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
痛失悲伤里(更加心碎)
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
更加心碎
她已伤我心 不理我是谁
回望已别去 栖身冰冷中
为何漠然离开 心如何替待
缘分已尽了不再追
我是真的爱你
再来， 这首歌是来自一个大陆歌手的： 段千寻
听了你就知道！
以下是这首歌的歌词：
深夜里 看着窗外的灯火
我知道她不再属于我
我的心 已经没有了颜色
就在你转身的那一刻
爱上你 我不曾后悔
却不知不觉总让你流泪
这世界 除了你还有谁
能让我忘了所有疲惫
我是真的爱你 我真的痛你
我真的了解你
别在让我独自流泪
我是真的想你 我真的恋你
我不能没有你
别再说爱是难收 的 覆水
为什么 相爱注定要让人心碎
却不能从容面对
为什么 没有幻想中的那么美
却总让人 憔悴
我是真的爱你 我真的痛你
我真的了解你
别在让我独自流泪
我是真的想你 我真的恋你
我不能没有你
别再说爱是难收 的 覆水
别再说爱是难收 的 覆水
听了你就知道！
以下是这首歌的歌词：
深夜里 看着窗外的灯火
我知道她不再属于我
我的心 已经没有了颜色
就在你转身的那一刻
爱上你 我不曾后悔
却不知不觉总让你流泪
这世界 除了你还有谁
能让我忘了所有疲惫
我是真的爱你 我真的痛你
我真的了解你
别在让我独自流泪
我是真的想你 我真的恋你
我不能没有你
别再说爱是难收 的 覆水
为什么 相爱注定要让人心碎
却不能从容面对
为什么 没有幻想中的那么美
却总让人 憔悴
我是真的爱你 我真的痛你
我真的了解你
别在让我独自流泪
我是真的想你 我真的恋你
我不能没有你
别再说爱是难收 的 覆水
别再说爱是难收 的 覆水
还是好朋友
这个月， 将会介绍一连串的好歌给大家， 来拟补不能添上文章的我。。。
今天的介绍是：
王心凌 - 还是好朋友
已经忘记了到底等待了多久
你还没把那句话说出口
街上的情侣手牵着手
我们只有沉默
从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤
你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果
会不会就这样落空
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
但朋友的线我们早跨过
脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道 你也有同样感受
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我
从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤
你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果
会不会就这样落空
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
但朋友的线我们早跨过
脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道 你也有同样感受
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我
多少寂寞(多少寂寞)
因为有你的陪伴而度过
不要想的太多 想想曾有的
不该没把握 唔耶
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
在这个位置等待了多久
静静守着彼此我们都能够接受
为何要留下为什么
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我 说你爱我
不知道你可曾有如此的经验呢？
明明双方就有感觉， 但是就是不愿开口说出来。
是害怕吗？ 还是不愿意改变原有的关系呢？
这种关系又能维持多久呢？
难道就不担心其中一方选择放弃吗？
若其中一方放弃了， 你还会在继续这原有的地位吗？
今天的介绍是：
王心凌 - 还是好朋友
已经忘记了到底等待了多久
你还没把那句话说出口
街上的情侣手牵着手
我们只有沉默
从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤
你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果
会不会就这样落空
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
但朋友的线我们早跨过
脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道 你也有同样感受
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我
从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤
你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果
会不会就这样落空
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
但朋友的线我们早跨过
脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道 你也有同样感受
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我
多少寂寞(多少寂寞)
因为有你的陪伴而度过
不要想的太多 想想曾有的
不该没把握 唔耶
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
在这个位置等待了多久
静静守着彼此我们都能够接受
为何要留下为什么
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我 说你爱我
不知道你可曾有如此的经验呢？
明明双方就有感觉， 但是就是不愿开口说出来。
是害怕吗？ 还是不愿意改变原有的关系呢？
这种关系又能维持多久呢？
难道就不担心其中一方选择放弃吗？
若其中一方放弃了， 你还会在继续这原有的地位吗？
Friday, December 7, 2007
难得的一天
很少在如此的夜里，上着网，播着感人的歌。。。
对我来说，这是一种难得的享受。
也是奖励已辛苦多天的我。
没有任何旁人的打扰，没有时间的监督
如此自在的在网上游荡~
让我回想我在大学时的日子。
回想起我那时的朋友们。真是难得的回忆~
说真的，还蛮想念当时的朋友和读书的日子。
有时候，还真想找大家出来聚聚，但很多时候都只是想想而已。。
就好像，靠着这些回忆来填补那难得静下来的寂寞。
今天，就慢慢的享受这一天吧~
对我来说，这是一种难得的享受。
也是奖励已辛苦多天的我。
没有任何旁人的打扰，没有时间的监督
如此自在的在网上游荡~
让我回想我在大学时的日子。
回想起我那时的朋友们。真是难得的回忆~
说真的，还蛮想念当时的朋友和读书的日子。
有时候，还真想找大家出来聚聚，但很多时候都只是想想而已。。
就好像，靠着这些回忆来填补那难得静下来的寂寞。
今天，就慢慢的享受这一天吧~
忙碌 + 满足
最近真的超级忙。。
每天的日子几乎是一样的。。。
早上6.45起床，7.25上班，7.50到公司。。。
8点开始一边吃早餐，一边忙工作。
忙到大概12点，闹钟似的肚子不断的喧闹才急急忙忙的和同事们随便吃个午餐。
大概一点钟回到工作上，又在继续原有的忙碌。
这时会忙碌到大概六点，同事们就会宣告肚子饿，然后就一起吃一些小吃，如糕点或泡面。
再来又继续忙碌。。。 又是忙到甘愿离开工作桌。。。
如此的日子，持续了大概一个月多。。。
真的是没日没夜！
老实说，这真的是很累。
可是，我还蛮喜欢的。
感觉上，我一天的日子并没有白费。
尤其当我在一天内解决了很多事，或做了很多事； 那种满足感真的是很好，很棒。
哈哈。。。 我知道有人想说我是工作狂了。 不过，我承认啦。。
记得从前的我， 总是说我的朋友是工作狂。现在我想这些朋友一定也在一旁讥笑我了。
正是“paiser” 哦 :p
每天的日子几乎是一样的。。。
早上6.45起床，7.25上班，7.50到公司。。。
8点开始一边吃早餐，一边忙工作。
忙到大概12点，闹钟似的肚子不断的喧闹才急急忙忙的和同事们随便吃个午餐。
大概一点钟回到工作上，又在继续原有的忙碌。
这时会忙碌到大概六点，同事们就会宣告肚子饿，然后就一起吃一些小吃，如糕点或泡面。
再来又继续忙碌。。。 又是忙到甘愿离开工作桌。。。
如此的日子，持续了大概一个月多。。。
真的是没日没夜！
老实说，这真的是很累。
可是，我还蛮喜欢的。
感觉上，我一天的日子并没有白费。
尤其当我在一天内解决了很多事，或做了很多事； 那种满足感真的是很好，很棒。
哈哈。。。 我知道有人想说我是工作狂了。 不过，我承认啦。。
记得从前的我， 总是说我的朋友是工作狂。现在我想这些朋友一定也在一旁讥笑我了。
正是“paiser” 哦 :p
Thursday, December 6, 2007
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
Today, while busying with my work, I noticed this nice song.. So intro to you guys here...
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我 -TRY
柔柔的晚风轻轻吹过
我的心情平静而寂寞
都想忘记爱情去勇敢生活
是谁到我身边唱起了情歌
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口能留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候
用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给我快乐
那过去的伤 总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多 那虚假的承诺
让我 为爱 再次后悔犯下的错
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口能留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候
用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给我快乐
那过去的伤 总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多 那虚假的承诺
让我 为爱 再次后悔犯下的错
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我 -TRY
柔柔的晚风轻轻吹过
我的心情平静而寂寞
都想忘记爱情去勇敢生活
是谁到我身边唱起了情歌
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口能留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候
用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给我快乐
那过去的伤 总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多 那虚假的承诺
让我 为爱 再次后悔犯下的错
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口能留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候
用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给我快乐
那过去的伤 总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多 那虚假的承诺
让我 为爱 再次后悔犯下的错
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Count-down for the meet up
Wah.... I been a long time didn't update my blog already.
OK.. This will be the first for December 2007, hopefully there will have continuous later.
Time passing so fast, now already in December. Remembered I was just joined this company not long only. In fact, it's already one year plus & don't really realized it just one year time been here only.
Well... In December, always got a lot of holidays & is the time for us to clear leave. So am I...
There are only 2 days is public holiday in my company here, but since I still have lot of leave (7.5 days, & only 5 days can bring forward), so my buddy invite me go holiday with her & I'm agreed too! :D
Holiday?? Where is my holiday?
Erm.. For me, it's not far la... It's only Malacca. Our university located place.
Me & My buddy was planned it mid of November. We booked everything once everything confirmed, which is end of November....
At first, I was thinking of celebrate Christmas at Malacca too, but due to my dancing class & also the charges for stays, etc... So, we plan it on 20 - 22 December.
& I think the date will not crash with the x-mas celebration in KL....
I know my dancing teacher will organize x-mas party too, but during the time, I do not know exact date yet & I remember my teacher said it might be either on 23 or 24th December. So, no crash for the party too mar...
But, when everything booked & confirmed, my teacher said the x-mas party will be held on 21 Dec, where I'm in Malacca eating at somewhere....
Ai.... So sad to hear about that :( Because I really planned to join the party mar...
Anyway, Still wish everyone who joined the party have a great & wonderful night! (Erm... seem like wish too early already.. hehe...)
OK. Don't think about sad things.
Now, I'm counting-down for the meet up with my buddy. Because it almost 2 years we didn't meet up already. Wow.. I'm excited when I'm thinking of this. Hehe...
Don't know how my buddy look like now.. Fat la, thin la, pretty la, still gila gila la, etc...
Hehe... eventhough we still chat in MSN everyday, email to each other whenever my msn got problem, chat in the phone when I'm stuck in the jam, etc...
Buddy.. Now, we still have 15 days to go for the meet up...
In this 15 days, we have to try our best to complete all the things before get stuck by the stupid job! :D
Good Luck~!
OK.. This will be the first for December 2007, hopefully there will have continuous later.
Time passing so fast, now already in December. Remembered I was just joined this company not long only. In fact, it's already one year plus & don't really realized it just one year time been here only.
Well... In December, always got a lot of holidays & is the time for us to clear leave. So am I...
There are only 2 days is public holiday in my company here, but since I still have lot of leave (7.5 days, & only 5 days can bring forward), so my buddy invite me go holiday with her & I'm agreed too! :D
Holiday?? Where is my holiday?
Erm.. For me, it's not far la... It's only Malacca. Our university located place.
Me & My buddy was planned it mid of November. We booked everything once everything confirmed, which is end of November....
At first, I was thinking of celebrate Christmas at Malacca too, but due to my dancing class & also the charges for stays, etc... So, we plan it on 20 - 22 December.
& I think the date will not crash with the x-mas celebration in KL....
I know my dancing teacher will organize x-mas party too, but during the time, I do not know exact date yet & I remember my teacher said it might be either on 23 or 24th December. So, no crash for the party too mar...
But, when everything booked & confirmed, my teacher said the x-mas party will be held on 21 Dec, where I'm in Malacca eating at somewhere....
Ai.... So sad to hear about that :( Because I really planned to join the party mar...
Anyway, Still wish everyone who joined the party have a great & wonderful night! (Erm... seem like wish too early already.. hehe...)
OK. Don't think about sad things.
Now, I'm counting-down for the meet up with my buddy. Because it almost 2 years we didn't meet up already. Wow.. I'm excited when I'm thinking of this. Hehe...
Don't know how my buddy look like now.. Fat la, thin la, pretty la, still gila gila la, etc...
Hehe... eventhough we still chat in MSN everyday, email to each other whenever my msn got problem, chat in the phone when I'm stuck in the jam, etc...
Buddy.. Now, we still have 15 days to go for the meet up...
In this 15 days, we have to try our best to complete all the things before get stuck by the stupid job! :D
Good Luck~!
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Block!
Ermm.. Been complaint by my supporters here already due to long long time didn't update my blog. Ok la, today let's come out a topic la~
Recently I used to leave my house 7.30am and reach office around 7.50am or 8am depends on the traffic conditions. Today, I came out from home as usual. When the time I reach the junction to the main road, it was so jam....
At first I don't know what cause this jam, but after a while I knew already... This is because of our "kind & hardworking" police. They had choose a RIGHT time to block the road! This timing always is the busier one, & when everyone rushing to work, they just don't care & set the booth over there & standing besides the road. So ours, as a driver have to squeeze in from 3 lanes become 1 lane... Before the block area, there are 2 traffic police are controlling the jam situation, but when reach the block area, it become super jam... (Let me felt that police & traffic police never communicate!)
After that, I thought everything is fine. But, the smooth only remain a while & back to jam again. What happened now again? (this road normally also jam one la... But, not as this time la..) Who know, about 5km after, there is another block in front! This road even worst, because this road is the bottle neck! So, can you imagine how serious of the jam?
I don't understand why have to set 2 blocks for the road which is only 10km from this end to that end? & it's only one straight road. If they want to block, should not choose this busier time, right? Sometimes, really felt frustrated on them with their "great & creative" idea!
Anyway, this is the topic come out in my mind when I was stuck in the jam just now~
Recently I used to leave my house 7.30am and reach office around 7.50am or 8am depends on the traffic conditions. Today, I came out from home as usual. When the time I reach the junction to the main road, it was so jam....
At first I don't know what cause this jam, but after a while I knew already... This is because of our "kind & hardworking" police. They had choose a RIGHT time to block the road! This timing always is the busier one, & when everyone rushing to work, they just don't care & set the booth over there & standing besides the road. So ours, as a driver have to squeeze in from 3 lanes become 1 lane... Before the block area, there are 2 traffic police are controlling the jam situation, but when reach the block area, it become super jam... (Let me felt that police & traffic police never communicate!)
After that, I thought everything is fine. But, the smooth only remain a while & back to jam again. What happened now again? (this road normally also jam one la... But, not as this time la..) Who know, about 5km after, there is another block in front! This road even worst, because this road is the bottle neck! So, can you imagine how serious of the jam?
I don't understand why have to set 2 blocks for the road which is only 10km from this end to that end? & it's only one straight road. If they want to block, should not choose this busier time, right? Sometimes, really felt frustrated on them with their "great & creative" idea!
Anyway, this is the topic come out in my mind when I was stuck in the jam just now~
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Backache
When I'm in age 17, I was experience a serious backache...
What caused this backache happened?
Actually I don't know what things cause this backache.
After faced this pain for some times, I decided talked to my parents & my dad brought me to the orthopedics specialist.
After checking those necessary things, the doctor informed that the backache is due to my spine bone touch on my nerves... Therefore, on & off I can felt the pain. It something like "骨刺". If serious, then have to do operation to cut off the bone.
But due to the growth period, the doctor is not recommend me to do any operation. Therefore, he gave me some medicines & taught me some exercises.... Besides, all the heavy exercises have to be stop & minimize.
Luckily, the medicine is helpful on my backache. But it have some side effect too, which is almost every night, my legs will get cramp, or 2 nights once!
Serious? Har... But I think that is better than do operation la, right?
Yeah... Luckily I recovered after the medicine.
But after recovered for 7-8 years time, now I felt the pain again...
Therefore, today I went to the specialist to check up why is it..
No worry. For the first suspection, just muscular joint problem.
He gave me some medicines, & if it is recover in within 2 weeks time, then it's ok.
If this backache is not recover after 2 weeks, then I have to check it up again.
So don't worry, friends ^^
What caused this backache happened?
Actually I don't know what things cause this backache.
After faced this pain for some times, I decided talked to my parents & my dad brought me to the orthopedics specialist.
After checking those necessary things, the doctor informed that the backache is due to my spine bone touch on my nerves... Therefore, on & off I can felt the pain. It something like "骨刺". If serious, then have to do operation to cut off the bone.
But due to the growth period, the doctor is not recommend me to do any operation. Therefore, he gave me some medicines & taught me some exercises.... Besides, all the heavy exercises have to be stop & minimize.
Luckily, the medicine is helpful on my backache. But it have some side effect too, which is almost every night, my legs will get cramp, or 2 nights once!
Serious? Har... But I think that is better than do operation la, right?
Yeah... Luckily I recovered after the medicine.
But after recovered for 7-8 years time, now I felt the pain again...
Therefore, today I went to the specialist to check up why is it..
No worry. For the first suspection, just muscular joint problem.
He gave me some medicines, & if it is recover in within 2 weeks time, then it's ok.
If this backache is not recover after 2 weeks, then I have to check it up again.
So don't worry, friends ^^
Friday, November 2, 2007
Friendship
Today, was read a blog from a best friend.
It's regarding friendship. So, today I would like to start this topic in my blog as well..
Anyway, what you think about friendship?
Do you treasure & appreciate your friendship?
What kind of friendship that you prefer in your life?
Well... I believe, if you are true person, you will prefer to have a true friends, which can shared happiness, sadness, painfulness, etc...
So am I? As I treat friends good, I also wanted to get the return too... But in reality, it doesn't work. When you treat people good, doesn't means they appreciate it. But, may be those friend that you not care much, they really treasure your friendship. Do you notice it?
I do not have lot of friends. But among these best friends, we been experience a lot, before we getting closer & closer.
The experience here doesn't means only cases happened among us, but with other friends too. The only moral that we learnt is we know how to treasure our friendship.
Remembered, when I'm in primary 4, I have a best friend.
We study in the same school, we went to school together, we back from school together, we play together, we shared privacy together, etc.. The only thing is we are not in the same class...
So, we are doing well for 2 years...
When I'm in Primary 6, we went into same class. She found a good friend in the class, & I also know some new friends in the class. But I still love this friend. Some issue happened & she choose to trust her new friend which is not true and blame on me with nothing...
Yes, I was angried & sad. Due to that, I know I lost a best friend already, but I still treat her as my friend; the only difference is no privacy will be shared after that.
As lucky am I, when I'm in remove, I knew some friends... Easy going, friendly & truly friends.
I appreciate them as we have a very happy memories for at least 2 years in secondary school. We didn't compare result, we didn't conceal anythings among each others, we shared every feeling, we shared knowledge, etc... From don't know to understand each other well...
When I'm in Form 1, I knew my neighbour which is same school as me. From that point of level, we start to get closer. Whenver free or feeling to have some chat, we will come out & chit chat for few hours... We had been get close until I further my studied to University. May be I staying far after that, so we seldom contact each other. & also may be she got bf already, so she neglect me as her friend... Well, I still treat her as my best friend in my heart. (at least I trusted she will remember me as her friend, no matter is normal friend or best friend) Therefore, no matter she look for me when her bf not around, I still will meet up with her. Eventhough, for sometimes I felt she only ask for my accompanied. But, think wise... at least, she still remember can ask for my accompany...
When I'm in Uni, I thought I can find some best friends too...
Yes... At first I do, but after that, for some reason, the gang has been broke up...
Of course, sad & disappointed.
But, also a lucky for me, I still able to find a best friend when last year in the Uni, eventhough we are split after graduated.
I believe friends will never be ended if you really treasure them.
Friendship no need everyday meet up, no need always contact, when you treasure this friend, then they will always in your heart, then no matter how far both of you.
Therefore, no matter how you disappointed on your friendship now, you may have some true friends beside you too. Turn around & look through them, you will feel much touch to get these kind of "invisible" true friends.
Cheer~
It's regarding friendship. So, today I would like to start this topic in my blog as well..
Anyway, what you think about friendship?
Do you treasure & appreciate your friendship?
What kind of friendship that you prefer in your life?
Well... I believe, if you are true person, you will prefer to have a true friends, which can shared happiness, sadness, painfulness, etc...
So am I? As I treat friends good, I also wanted to get the return too... But in reality, it doesn't work. When you treat people good, doesn't means they appreciate it. But, may be those friend that you not care much, they really treasure your friendship. Do you notice it?
I do not have lot of friends. But among these best friends, we been experience a lot, before we getting closer & closer.
The experience here doesn't means only cases happened among us, but with other friends too. The only moral that we learnt is we know how to treasure our friendship.
Remembered, when I'm in primary 4, I have a best friend.
We study in the same school, we went to school together, we back from school together, we play together, we shared privacy together, etc.. The only thing is we are not in the same class...
So, we are doing well for 2 years...
When I'm in Primary 6, we went into same class. She found a good friend in the class, & I also know some new friends in the class. But I still love this friend. Some issue happened & she choose to trust her new friend which is not true and blame on me with nothing...
Yes, I was angried & sad. Due to that, I know I lost a best friend already, but I still treat her as my friend; the only difference is no privacy will be shared after that.
As lucky am I, when I'm in remove, I knew some friends... Easy going, friendly & truly friends.
I appreciate them as we have a very happy memories for at least 2 years in secondary school. We didn't compare result, we didn't conceal anythings among each others, we shared every feeling, we shared knowledge, etc... From don't know to understand each other well...
When I'm in Form 1, I knew my neighbour which is same school as me. From that point of level, we start to get closer. Whenver free or feeling to have some chat, we will come out & chit chat for few hours... We had been get close until I further my studied to University. May be I staying far after that, so we seldom contact each other. & also may be she got bf already, so she neglect me as her friend... Well, I still treat her as my best friend in my heart. (at least I trusted she will remember me as her friend, no matter is normal friend or best friend) Therefore, no matter she look for me when her bf not around, I still will meet up with her. Eventhough, for sometimes I felt she only ask for my accompanied. But, think wise... at least, she still remember can ask for my accompany...
When I'm in Uni, I thought I can find some best friends too...
Yes... At first I do, but after that, for some reason, the gang has been broke up...
Of course, sad & disappointed.
But, also a lucky for me, I still able to find a best friend when last year in the Uni, eventhough we are split after graduated.
I believe friends will never be ended if you really treasure them.
Friendship no need everyday meet up, no need always contact, when you treasure this friend, then they will always in your heart, then no matter how far both of you.
Therefore, no matter how you disappointed on your friendship now, you may have some true friends beside you too. Turn around & look through them, you will feel much touch to get these kind of "invisible" true friends.
Cheer~
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
祝福给于我的朋友
很快的， 她离开了公司两个月了。
在她离开的期间， 我的工作如常， 除了工作就只有工作而已。。
没有她的陪伴， 我的怨气出不来， 导致火气旺盛 :p
虽然如此， 有时我们还有再网路上联络。。。
昨晚， 她给我写个信息。。
说她要离开了。
她， 要去澳洲了。。。
虽说有点不舍， 但为了她的前途与人生， 我还是祝福她：
朋友， 祝你一切顺利， 平安。。。
在她离开的期间， 我的工作如常， 除了工作就只有工作而已。。
没有她的陪伴， 我的怨气出不来， 导致火气旺盛 :p
虽然如此， 有时我们还有再网路上联络。。。
昨晚， 她给我写个信息。。
说她要离开了。
她， 要去澳洲了。。。
虽说有点不舍， 但为了她的前途与人生， 我还是祝福她：
朋友， 祝你一切顺利， 平安。。。
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Phrases!
Recently I was really dislike few phrases.
Why? All related to work again!
1. Let's see how
Why always have the thought already, still want to see how first? I understand that sometimes we need to depends on the customer or vendor for some issue; but what about those things that not depends on other people? Really make me felt fed-up for sometimes!
2. Worst case ...
I know many things in our life will be uncertainty & I know when something happen in sudden, we have to think of other ways. I know you have plan & not worry about uncertainty happen. But you know, whenever you said worst case, you will do this and that, it just make me feel like, this is not uncertainty, just yourself plan it or assume it as uncertainty.
3. Quick one!
Normally how we judge that is quick one? Less than a minute? Only one short question? The answer is either yes or no? etc... But, always... Everytime when you want to interrupt, you will just said this is a quick one. & everytime when you said this is quick one, it still took more than 20 minutes! Is it still consider quick?
4. The only thing...
Normally this Only thing as mentioned, how do you think? That might be only ONE thing will come out in your mind, right? But, always when only thing you would like to inform/mentioned/highlight, there will not be only one thing. It might be come with many other things...
Why? All related to work again!
1. Let's see how
Why always have the thought already, still want to see how first? I understand that sometimes we need to depends on the customer or vendor for some issue; but what about those things that not depends on other people? Really make me felt fed-up for sometimes!
2. Worst case ...
I know many things in our life will be uncertainty & I know when something happen in sudden, we have to think of other ways. I know you have plan & not worry about uncertainty happen. But you know, whenever you said worst case, you will do this and that, it just make me feel like, this is not uncertainty, just yourself plan it or assume it as uncertainty.
3. Quick one!
Normally how we judge that is quick one? Less than a minute? Only one short question? The answer is either yes or no? etc... But, always... Everytime when you want to interrupt, you will just said this is a quick one. & everytime when you said this is quick one, it still took more than 20 minutes! Is it still consider quick?
4. The only thing...
Normally this Only thing as mentioned, how do you think? That might be only ONE thing will come out in your mind, right? But, always when only thing you would like to inform/mentioned/highlight, there will not be only one thing. It might be come with many other things...
5. .............
Recently you always don't want to answer the things, you will just pass it to me. But, the funny things is you are the right person to answer it, not me. I do not have the authority to give any answer on it le! Feel like you are playing Tai Zi & push everything to me! Remember a funny thing. A customer called me in the morning: Yesterday I was sent an email to your boss, why he didn't reply me ar? "Erm... Yesterday he was half day leave, may be he do not have internet access there, so can't reply your email" Oh.. Then can you help me to check & give me the answer by today? "Er.. I try my best la.. But I still need to discuss with boss before give you any confirmation." OK. Thanks.
For my readers, I'm not sure how you feel on the phrases, may be didn't feel any annoying feeling la. At first, I also didn't feel anything one. But, after some time, these phrases really annoying me already, especially come out from bosses mouth!
Friday, October 19, 2007
Someone abnormal
Since don't know when, whenever I reached office & start my laptop, I will on my msn also. (FYI, msn is prohibited in my company. Well, how I login, sure got my way la :p )
No matter how busy I am, I also will reply anyone who msn me. That is me...
Unless I'm in the moody don't wanna talk to people, then only I will ignore it. (but, the percentage will be very low as 10% only.)
Today, I'm on my msn as usual. I'm busy on my work as usual too...
But, someone is abnormal today!
Here is the conversation & I'm still busy with my work at the same time:
"You" suddenly said: hey! I watching a drama XXX recently, it's nice!
"Yeah, I'm also watching it & almost finish already."
You said: I'm wondering, what if I have a child, don't know how can know him well..
"Erm... I think through communication lo. From there, you should know him well one. Why? You wanted to have a child already?"
You said: Hahaha.. Just think only. If I have child, then my wife will take care of it mar...
"Erm... Hahaha.."
You said: But, don't know who is my wife le..
"Hahaa.. This is why I'm laughing lo..."
You said: ..........
"Then, when you plan to have a gf, when to marry, when to have first child? :p "
You said: Hahaha... don't know! How about you? When plan to have bf, when to marry, when to have baby?
"Hahaha.. No plan now, no one want me :( "
(I'm away from my seat & rushing something...)
Back to the seat.... Read your replied on:
You said: I want I want!
"Huh? What you want?"
...................... (silent & after a while)
You said: You said no one want you mar.. So, I want you la..
"Hahaha... I'm not toys le.. How you want me oh?"
You said: I know ar.. That's why I said I want you specially to be mine lo...
(I'm been calling by my boss on doing other things & have some discussion again..)
You said: How 我等到花儿也谢了？
"Huh? What 等到花儿也谢了?" (Blur blur after back from long discussion~)
You said: No la.. My flower died only la..
"Oh.. Ok la.. Back to work la... "
You said: Ok la Ok la! Bye!
"Bye!"
Both of us stop the conversation here, because we are started busy again...
Keke... ^^
No matter how busy I am, I also will reply anyone who msn me. That is me...
Unless I'm in the moody don't wanna talk to people, then only I will ignore it. (but, the percentage will be very low as 10% only.)
Today, I'm on my msn as usual. I'm busy on my work as usual too...
But, someone is abnormal today!
Here is the conversation & I'm still busy with my work at the same time:
"You" suddenly said: hey! I watching a drama XXX recently, it's nice!
"Yeah, I'm also watching it & almost finish already."
You said: I'm wondering, what if I have a child, don't know how can know him well..
"Erm... I think through communication lo. From there, you should know him well one. Why? You wanted to have a child already?"
You said: Hahaha.. Just think only. If I have child, then my wife will take care of it mar...
"Erm... Hahaha.."
You said: But, don't know who is my wife le..
"Hahaa.. This is why I'm laughing lo..."
You said: ..........
"Then, when you plan to have a gf, when to marry, when to have first child? :p "
You said: Hahaha... don't know! How about you? When plan to have bf, when to marry, when to have baby?
"Hahaha.. No plan now, no one want me :( "
(I'm away from my seat & rushing something...)
Back to the seat.... Read your replied on:
You said: I want I want!
"Huh? What you want?"
...................... (silent & after a while)
You said: You said no one want you mar.. So, I want you la..
"Hahaha... I'm not toys le.. How you want me oh?"
You said: I know ar.. That's why I said I want you specially to be mine lo...
(I'm been calling by my boss on doing other things & have some discussion again..)
You said: How 我等到花儿也谢了？
"Huh? What 等到花儿也谢了?" (Blur blur after back from long discussion~)
You said: No la.. My flower died only la..
"Oh.. Ok la.. Back to work la... "
You said: Ok la Ok la! Bye!
"Bye!"
Both of us stop the conversation here, because we are started busy again...
Keke... ^^
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Wasted a long Holiday!
Such a wasted holiday ar~
During this Raya, I have altogether 4 days holiday...
But, in this 4 days, I only stay at home sleep, online, watch TV, eat, etc.. without go anywhere~
Really wasted & boring holiday!
Ai... I really wanted to go somewhere one...
But, a bit fed-up..
My holiday start from Saturday (13 Oct 2007):
That day I was busy, because I'm busy baking a cheese cake & a pizza.
and then, I had a gathering dinner with friends~
That's the happening day for me during this long holiday!
Next day, Sunday (14 Oct 2007):
At first, I planned to go Taman Pertanian cycling..
Invited few friends, but due to some issue, it been cancel!
Disappointed!
Fine! Then, Monday (15 Oct 2007):
Whole day stay at home & playing with the baby!
Tuesday (16 Oct 2007):
At least went out for few hours.
A friend looking for me & bring me to Mid Valley to have a lunch & movie.
After that, back home & played with baby again~
What a boring holiday?
Next time really have to plan properly. If other people can't go, also can go alone one...
Not to wait for others~
During this Raya, I have altogether 4 days holiday...
But, in this 4 days, I only stay at home sleep, online, watch TV, eat, etc.. without go anywhere~
Really wasted & boring holiday!
Ai... I really wanted to go somewhere one...
But, a bit fed-up..
My holiday start from Saturday (13 Oct 2007):
That day I was busy, because I'm busy baking a cheese cake & a pizza.
and then, I had a gathering dinner with friends~
That's the happening day for me during this long holiday!
Next day, Sunday (14 Oct 2007):
At first, I planned to go Taman Pertanian cycling..
Invited few friends, but due to some issue, it been cancel!
Disappointed!
Fine! Then, Monday (15 Oct 2007):
Whole day stay at home & playing with the baby!
Tuesday (16 Oct 2007):
At least went out for few hours.
A friend looking for me & bring me to Mid Valley to have a lunch & movie.
After that, back home & played with baby again~
What a boring holiday?
Next time really have to plan properly. If other people can't go, also can go alone one...
Not to wait for others~
Thursday, October 11, 2007
知己不需要多，只要知心的就好
虽说好友，知己不需要多，只要知心的就好。。。
无可否认，那是正确的。
但，若在你少数的几位好友中都少了联系，多了生活的伴侣，那种曾经美好的友谊还真的存在吗？这我真的无法确认了。。
可能， 大家都成长了， 所追求的目标也不一样了。。
又或者， 我对好友的要求也太高了。。。
我对好友， 并不求什么回报啊。。
我不过是一个很简单的人， 我对好友的好， 就只希望他们也当我为他们的好友。
可能， 这也算是回报吧~
虽说是个简单的回报， 但是也不是每个人做得到。。。
打个比喻吧：
老实说， 今年的生日是有点失望。。
因为， 我希望得到好友的祝福落空了。
我没有生气， 只是失望而已。 这可以说是没有心的遗忘还是真的太忙碌而没时间给于祝福呢？
所幸的是得到其他朋友的祝福， 虽然不是那么的熟悉~
由于忙碌， 所以也很少和好友联络。。
想到即将有长假和时间， 所以就打算找好友聚聚。。。
也知道好友最近的心情不是那么的好， 所以打算让她倾诉或舒解心情。。
谁知， 好友不打算出来， 让我碰得一脸灰~
也不是生气啦， 不过是觉得无趣。。
再想想， 我不应该太在意。。。
好友是用真心交的， 不应该因小事而忘了曾经的美好。。。
这是唯一让我坚持保留的回忆~
无可否认，那是正确的。
但，若在你少数的几位好友中都少了联系，多了生活的伴侣，那种曾经美好的友谊还真的存在吗？这我真的无法确认了。。
可能， 大家都成长了， 所追求的目标也不一样了。。
又或者， 我对好友的要求也太高了。。。
我对好友， 并不求什么回报啊。。
我不过是一个很简单的人， 我对好友的好， 就只希望他们也当我为他们的好友。
可能， 这也算是回报吧~
虽说是个简单的回报， 但是也不是每个人做得到。。。
打个比喻吧：
老实说， 今年的生日是有点失望。。
因为， 我希望得到好友的祝福落空了。
我没有生气， 只是失望而已。 这可以说是没有心的遗忘还是真的太忙碌而没时间给于祝福呢？
所幸的是得到其他朋友的祝福， 虽然不是那么的熟悉~
由于忙碌， 所以也很少和好友联络。。
想到即将有长假和时间， 所以就打算找好友聚聚。。。
也知道好友最近的心情不是那么的好， 所以打算让她倾诉或舒解心情。。
谁知， 好友不打算出来， 让我碰得一脸灰~
也不是生气啦， 不过是觉得无趣。。
再想想， 我不应该太在意。。。
好友是用真心交的， 不应该因小事而忘了曾经的美好。。。
这是唯一让我坚持保留的回忆~
Sunday, October 7, 2007
刺猬月
为什么十月是刺猬月呢?
其实， 我也不知道咧。。。
就是突然间想到刺猬， 所以， 就开始了刺猬的故事。。。
我想本身就是一只小刺猬。。。
经常都太保护自己了。
很奇怪吧。。。为什么太保护自己， 不好吗？
嗯~ 其实不算不好啦。。 只不过做朋友的也猜不透自己的心情和情绪咯。。
太多的抱怨来自好友们了。。
再来， 对自己的身心也不是那么的健康咯。。
（这都是朋友们说的啦~）
除此之外， 这全身的刺给人害怕的感觉， 而不知道其实是因为自己没信心。。
很搞笑的感觉哦。。 有点自欺欺人~ ：p
还有什么呢？ 脑袋空空了！
想到在继续吧。。。 呵呵 ^^
其实， 我也不知道咧。。。
就是突然间想到刺猬， 所以， 就开始了刺猬的故事。。。
我想本身就是一只小刺猬。。。
经常都太保护自己了。
很奇怪吧。。。为什么太保护自己， 不好吗？
嗯~ 其实不算不好啦。。 只不过做朋友的也猜不透自己的心情和情绪咯。。
太多的抱怨来自好友们了。。
再来， 对自己的身心也不是那么的健康咯。。
（这都是朋友们说的啦~）
除此之外， 这全身的刺给人害怕的感觉， 而不知道其实是因为自己没信心。。
很搞笑的感觉哦。。 有点自欺欺人~ ：p
还有什么呢？ 脑袋空空了！
想到在继续吧。。。 呵呵 ^^
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Regarding your past
Was received a website: http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/
This website said it can tell you about your past. Do you believe it? Try on it.
Here is my result:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Scotland around the year 1475. Your profession was that of a artist, magician or fortune teller.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
As a natural talent in psychology, you knew how to use your opportunities. Cold-blooded and calm in any situation.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your task is to learn determination and persistency. Youd should not allow to let misfortunes take influence on your strong will.
You judge it yourself whether is true or not....
This website said it can tell you about your past. Do you believe it? Try on it.
Here is my result:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Scotland around the year 1475. Your profession was that of a artist, magician or fortune teller.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
As a natural talent in psychology, you knew how to use your opportunities. Cold-blooded and calm in any situation.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your task is to learn determination and persistency. Youd should not allow to let misfortunes take influence on your strong will.
You judge it yourself whether is true or not....
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
鱼和刺猬的爱情
一只孤独的刺猬常常独自来到河边散步。杨柳在微风中轻轻摇曳，柳絮纷纷扬扬地飘洒下来，这时候，年青的刺猬会停下来，望着水中柳树的倒影，望着水草里自己的影子，默默地出神。
一条鱼静静地游过来，游到了刺猬的心中，揉碎了水草里的梦。
“为什么你总是那么忧郁呢？”鱼默默地问刺猬。
“我忧郁吗？”刺猬轻轻地笑了。
鱼温柔地注视着刺猬，默默地抚摸着鱼的忧伤，轻轻地说：“让我来温暖你的心。”
上帝啊，鱼和刺猬相爱了！
上帝说，你见过鱼和刺猬的爱情吗？
刺猬说：“我要把身上的刺一根根拔掉，我不想在我们拥抱的时候刺痛你。”
鱼说：“不要啊，我怎么忍心看你那一滴滴流淌下来的鲜血？那血是从我心上淌出来的。”
刺猬说：“因为我爱你！爱是不需要理由的。”
鱼说：“可是，你拔掉了刺就不是你了。我只想要给你以快乐……”
刺猬说： “我宁愿为你一点点撕碎自己……”
刺猬在一点点拔自己身上的刺，每拔一下都是一阵揪心的疼，每一次的疼都在鱼的心上。鱼渴望和刺猬作一次深情的相拥，它一次次地腾越而起，每一次的纵身是为了每一次的梦想，每一次的梦想是每一次跌碎的痛苦。
鱼对上帝说：“如何能让我有一双脚，我要走到爱人的身旁？”
上帝说：“孩子，请原谅我的无能为力，因为你本来就是没有脚的。”
鱼说：“难道我的爱错了？”
上帝说：“爱永远没有错。”
鱼说：“要如何做才能给我的爱人以幸福？”
上帝说：“请转身！”
鱼毅然游走了，在辽阔的水域下，鱼闪闪的鳞片渐渐消失在刺猬的眼睛里。
刺猬说：“上帝啊，鱼有眼泪吗？”上帝说：“鱼的眼泪流在水里。”
上帝啊，爱是什么？
上帝说，爱有时候需要学会放弃。
（雪海间）
一条鱼静静地游过来，游到了刺猬的心中，揉碎了水草里的梦。
“为什么你总是那么忧郁呢？”鱼默默地问刺猬。
“我忧郁吗？”刺猬轻轻地笑了。
鱼温柔地注视着刺猬，默默地抚摸着鱼的忧伤，轻轻地说：“让我来温暖你的心。”
上帝啊，鱼和刺猬相爱了！
上帝说，你见过鱼和刺猬的爱情吗？
刺猬说：“我要把身上的刺一根根拔掉，我不想在我们拥抱的时候刺痛你。”
鱼说：“不要啊，我怎么忍心看你那一滴滴流淌下来的鲜血？那血是从我心上淌出来的。”
刺猬说：“因为我爱你！爱是不需要理由的。”
鱼说：“可是，你拔掉了刺就不是你了。我只想要给你以快乐……”
刺猬说： “我宁愿为你一点点撕碎自己……”
刺猬在一点点拔自己身上的刺，每拔一下都是一阵揪心的疼，每一次的疼都在鱼的心上。鱼渴望和刺猬作一次深情的相拥，它一次次地腾越而起，每一次的纵身是为了每一次的梦想，每一次的梦想是每一次跌碎的痛苦。
鱼对上帝说：“如何能让我有一双脚，我要走到爱人的身旁？”
上帝说：“孩子，请原谅我的无能为力，因为你本来就是没有脚的。”
鱼说：“难道我的爱错了？”
上帝说：“爱永远没有错。”
鱼说：“要如何做才能给我的爱人以幸福？”
上帝说：“请转身！”
鱼毅然游走了，在辽阔的水域下，鱼闪闪的鳞片渐渐消失在刺猬的眼睛里。
刺猬说：“上帝啊，鱼有眼泪吗？”上帝说：“鱼的眼泪流在水里。”
上帝啊，爱是什么？
上帝说，爱有时候需要学会放弃。
（雪海间）
刺猬的故事
看到一则有意思的文章， 所以贴上来和你们分享：
春暖花开的日子，两只刺猬喜结良缘，一起走上了婚姻的红地毯。
婚后的日子，惬意而宁静，他们一起上山采野果，一起下山涧捕获小动物，彼此恩爱着，也幸福着。
夏去秋逝冬临，日子一天一天地变冷。他们也开始为度过严寒的冬天做准备，为圈舍里添点儿干草，贮存足够多的过冬食物，甚至在附近的山洞里找好水源。在做好了这一切准备之后，冬天真的来了。
这个冬天格外的冷，雪一直没有停下来。气温也越来越低，圈舍内的干草早已不能抵御严寒。他们蜷缩在圈舍内，一刻也不敢动弹，害怕热量的耗费会更加地难熬。
可这一切，实在无济于事。
“过来吧，靠近我，或许会暖和一些。”一只刺猬对另一只刺猬说。
两只刺猬慢慢地靠近。然而，他们身上尖利的刺，让他们近在咫尺，却不能相拥相偎。
“还是算了吧。”两只刺猬同时放弃了努力。
雪，越下越大；天，也越来越冷。他们已经感觉到，寒冷正在一步步威胁着他们的生命。
一只刺猬眼看着不行了，气息微弱！雪，依然没有停下的迹象。
尚能动弹的刺猬又尝试着想把自己的同伴抱在怀里，毕竟他是一个男子汉，他想救自己的爱妻，给她一些温暖。
尝试，依然失败！
无奈之下，他毅然拿起一块锋利的石头，将自己一侧的刺全部剔去，然后再把同伴另一侧的刺也全剔去。那种痛，刻骨铭心！
两只刺猬终于紧紧偎在了一起，虽然痛感还没有消失，但他们已不再感觉到死神的迫近！
终于雪停下来了。两只刺猬得救了！
婚后的男女又何尝不是两只相依为命的刺猬。因为爱，他们走到了一起；因为情，他们彼此携手走过美好的日子。但是在历经婚姻之痒后，却有很多的人们，分手了。他们几近一致地宣称：性格不合。
其实，不仅仅是性格，每一个人身上都存在着这样那样的劣根，就如刺猬身上的刺一样。为什么我们不能将自己身上的“刺”剔除呢？虽然有痛，但是为了爱，痛并快乐着！
（赵程）
春暖花开的日子，两只刺猬喜结良缘，一起走上了婚姻的红地毯。
婚后的日子，惬意而宁静，他们一起上山采野果，一起下山涧捕获小动物，彼此恩爱着，也幸福着。
夏去秋逝冬临，日子一天一天地变冷。他们也开始为度过严寒的冬天做准备，为圈舍里添点儿干草，贮存足够多的过冬食物，甚至在附近的山洞里找好水源。在做好了这一切准备之后，冬天真的来了。
这个冬天格外的冷，雪一直没有停下来。气温也越来越低，圈舍内的干草早已不能抵御严寒。他们蜷缩在圈舍内，一刻也不敢动弹，害怕热量的耗费会更加地难熬。
可这一切，实在无济于事。
“过来吧，靠近我，或许会暖和一些。”一只刺猬对另一只刺猬说。
两只刺猬慢慢地靠近。然而，他们身上尖利的刺，让他们近在咫尺，却不能相拥相偎。
“还是算了吧。”两只刺猬同时放弃了努力。
雪，越下越大；天，也越来越冷。他们已经感觉到，寒冷正在一步步威胁着他们的生命。
一只刺猬眼看着不行了，气息微弱！雪，依然没有停下的迹象。
尚能动弹的刺猬又尝试着想把自己的同伴抱在怀里，毕竟他是一个男子汉，他想救自己的爱妻，给她一些温暖。
尝试，依然失败！
无奈之下，他毅然拿起一块锋利的石头，将自己一侧的刺全部剔去，然后再把同伴另一侧的刺也全剔去。那种痛，刻骨铭心！
两只刺猬终于紧紧偎在了一起，虽然痛感还没有消失，但他们已不再感觉到死神的迫近！
终于雪停下来了。两只刺猬得救了！
婚后的男女又何尝不是两只相依为命的刺猬。因为爱，他们走到了一起；因为情，他们彼此携手走过美好的日子。但是在历经婚姻之痒后，却有很多的人们，分手了。他们几近一致地宣称：性格不合。
其实，不仅仅是性格，每一个人身上都存在着这样那样的劣根，就如刺猬身上的刺一样。为什么我们不能将自己身上的“刺”剔除呢？虽然有痛，但是为了爱，痛并快乐着！
（赵程）
Monday, October 1, 2007
刺猬
刺猬啊刺猬。。。为什么你身上有那么多刺呢？
你是要保护自己还是攻击别人？
刺猬说：
哦。。。 我不过是想提醒我自己做事要认真。。
要努力， 要坚强。。 所以， 朋友们都远离我。。
我也提防别人的突然攻击， 提防别人对我做出的伤害。。
刺猬啊刺猬。。。
要提醒自己有很多方式啊！
你就不能不要处于在紧张的情绪吗？
你就不能软和你自己， 融合自己和别人吗？
刺猬说：
我没有处于在紧张的情绪啊。。。
我觉得这样很好啊~
我的坚强不可以变柔软， 一旦软化， 我就会失去方向， 迷失我自己。。
所以， 我满意现在的我。。。
刺猬啊刺猬。。。
为什么你总是拒人于千里之外呢？
为什么你就不能接受别人的好意呢？
刺猬说：
我不过是认为我自己做得来。。。
我也不认为我可以回报别人的好意， 与其如此不如不接受。。。
刺猬啊刺猬。。。
真朋友的好意并不一定要回报的。。
他们都是乐意给与帮助的啊！
刺猬说：
虽说如此， 可是我还是认为朋友的好意应该得以回报的。
我的朋友不多， 我不想给我的朋友麻烦。。
刺猬啊刺猬。。。
你真是固执啊！
刺猬说：
对， 所以就经常碰钉子。。。
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Company Trip - Nexus Karambunai
In my previous blog, I promised to write something about the trip.
Here is the update on the trip lo...
That was a super duper lousy trip that I'd been....
Why I said so? Don't worry... Read slowly below, because it is so long.. hehehe...
7 Sept 07 (Friday)
My air ticket was at 9.30am. So, I was took a usual taxi uncle to fetch me to the airport. Be informed that we have to be arrived at AirAsia Airport - LCCT 2 hours before depart, which means we have to be arrive at 7.30am oh..
Well, I reached LCCT around 8am. During the time, I didn't see the HR there yet. Fine! It's already expected. & I'm not looking for him as well... I promise waited for my senior - Rafida at McDonald at 8:30am. Once she reached, we walked around & saw one of my department colleague - Suresh. Had a chit chat, then only saw the Stupid HR reached. That time already 9am.
Then, walked to him & wanted to asked him whether can check-in already or not. Who knows, when walked close to him, he is asking do I have Dewi or Huey Chin's contact number. I'm asking why he need their number so sudden. Guess his answer! He said have to inform them ask them to bring their kid's birth certificate along. So, I teased him, why now only informed? He said he just KNEW about it!
DAMN!! How can you just knew only? Really a stupid HR & bad arrangement...
Fine! Don't care about it anymore! Walked to the counter for check-in. After check-in, everyone was gathered at the entrance & chit-chat, but not move in the immigration gate. After wait for a while, Rafida & I decided move ourselves in order to wait for them.
This time, AirAsia is much punctual than last time or may be this is the first flight...
2 and the half hours arrived Kota Kinabalu airport. HR told us that, hotel will arranged 2 busses to pick us up to the Hotel - Nexus Karambunai. So, when we walked out from the airport, noticed that someone is taking a card with company name. After gathered all the company members, the bus guide bring us to the busses. Step on the bus, got a seat & the bus moved. Then only called for the attendance.
Felt funny? Yeah... That's what I felt. How can you count the attendance after the 2 busses moved? What is the difference if someone left at the airport? Keep quiet.. coz lasy to argue with the stupid HR.. But really not satisfied at the first place.
When bus start move, the co-driver was complaining that they had been waiting us for half an hours & bla bla bla....
@#$%^&*() How can you complain your customers in that kind of way? Really bad image on the hotel.
Again... the co-driver said again!
"As you all can see all the pack lunch are ready in the bus, but you are not allow to have your lunch in the bus. You all will have the lunch once you reach hotel. From here to hotel will take about 1 hours if traffic jam."
What?! Now already 12.45pm! We are damn hungry now! What is the point for you to pack the lunch for us, but not allow us to eat?! @#$%^&*&(
Finally, we reached the hotel in 40 minutes. We put our luggages at the hotel concourse & had our lunch at one of the cafe at the hotel. We all are allow to had ONE small cocktail drink without refill! "GOOD!" Then, open up our so called pack-lunch... Another complain from us...
The pack-lunch is a typical malay mixed rice: one boiled egg, one peice of don't know what chicken, one vege & rice. All were cold & the rice is getting harded already. Simply settled the lunch, we been informed have to take the room key ourselves. Therefore, my roomate - Rowena & me go to the counter to get the key.
When reached the counter, it is messed & all have to queue up by difference row according your name in which row. After squeeze in the row & checked the name, I was totally wet by sweat! When reached my turn, the hotel PIC of the row said we need to swap the credit card for guarantee!
#$%^&*() What?! Still need guarantee! Fine! I swap with company card! Thought I can got the room key & back to hotel rest a while. Who knows, the hotel PIC said: Sorry. Your room key is not ready yet.
What? Then how long I have to wait for? Erm... About 45 minutes....
Ok! I will be back later.
Then, me, Rowena & another couples who also don't have room key walked to the beach. We took some pictures, chit chat & look around at the beach... After one hour, we back to the counter to check on the room key. The stupid hotel PIC said the room still not ready yet! We saw second batch of the flight gang already reached hotel & they already got the room key. It make us even angried! Then, the stupid HR was standing there with doing nothing! So, we started make noise!
Just now I'd asked how long I'd to wait, you said 45 minutes, now it's already one hour & you still repeat the same answer! Second batch people also got the room key, why we still not yet? How can you arrange your customers in that way? Can't you make your arrangement flexible? For those not yet arrive, can't you just swap it with those come earlier?! bla bla bla.... Until the hotel manager reached & asked them to swap the room for us.
Enter into the room, we on everything, especially the fan & air-con... After few minutes, the room still hot & sultry. Therefore, we called to the maintenance & service department for servicing the air-con. After waiting for half an hour, no one is coming for the repair service. We recall to the department again & complaining. But, still no one coming...
Then, those clean up staff passed-by & we asking them whether they know how to service it. Well, at last the person also helped us call to the counter again & he said we can go out have a walk first.
So, we decided go to the beach have a walk in order to wait in the room. Once changed & applied sun block, we moved to the beach lo....
The beach is very nice... There got a small lagoon at the beach & that time is not so hot...
So, we walked slowly & enjoying the view. Then, we saw few beach inspectors at the beach & chit-chat with them too... Met few of the colleagues, also had some funny news from them... Got 2 guy colleagues having a king size beg which they were make noise for changing the room. & another colleague with the wife while having 2 single bed in the room. Haiyo!! Really good arrangement of the hotel too... Then, another colleague told us, she been locked in the room for about 2 hours due to the lock been spoilt. She been rescued by someone from the hotel staff climbed into the room from a small hole & spoilt the whole door lock.
After chit chat with some colleagues, we back to the hotel & bath. Because we had a dinner date at 6pm. Around 6pm, we walked to the hotel concourse to wait for the rest (5 of us with the driver) :) Then, the driver - Marcellus (one of the colleague who worked at KK) brought us to had a delicious seafood... The seafood is really delicious & cheap. But, we save for that money also, because Marcellus be the master of the day to treat us a free meal.
After the dinner, we back to the hotel... & met some other colleagues. They informed us that they had a tasteless dinner, the seafood was not fresh & not nice at all... Wow... Luckily we decided to eat outside. Due to still early, so decided to go somewhere to have a drink or whatever... who knows.. All not decidable, especially guys! At last, 4 of us decided to move ourselves to the Darling Darling bar, not to wait for the rest. We ordered beers & 12am, we back to the room & sleep. First boring day end...
During mid-night, the air-con was on & off for the whole night! #$%^&*(
8 Sept 07 (Saturday)
Woke up at 7am... Clean up ourselves & go to had our breakfast. The breakfast just so so only. We had it slowly just because we wanted to escape the telematch game. Telematch is just like a team game, such as few people of the group wear a big slipper & move together, playing anchor rope at the seaside, etc...
Well... 4 of us skipped that & we borrow a colleague's car to town - Shangri-La hotel @ Tanjung Aru for a site visit. We had been lost & we had took more than an hour to reach the town. Hahaha... But, it fun for us la... While reached the hotel, the hotel sales PIC brought us around to the beach & visit the room. The beach is very nice & it is much better than the one we stay. The hotel room also nicer. After the visit, the hotel sales PIC treat us a free lunch. Due to short of time, so we had a quick lunch at one of the Shanghai restaraunt. All the food ordered by the sales PIC, because we do not know what is nice. Who knows, she had ordered so many food until we unable to finish it with stopped them at the half way. The food is nice too.. But we really unable to finish up... It really wasted lo...
After the quick lunch, we moved back to the hotel, because need to return the car back to the colleague. Then, we back to the room rest a while & went to the beach have a walk... So unlucky... It's raining... So, we moved to one of the cafe which near the beach. 3 of us (me, Lai Li & Rowena) chit chat at the cafe. Before we enter the cafe, we saw my boss & another 2 colleagues was there too... But they didn't saw us... We choose a hidden seat at the cafe & chit chat. Then, Rowena started to "kacau'ing" my boss. She sms him & asking their room number & said our bill will charge to their room... Hahaa.... It's funny, but it really like bullying them.
After few hours having tea & chit chat among 3 of us, the rain also getting smaller. We decided back to the room & rest, because we having a annual dinner at 7.30pm as planned.
When back to the hotel, we took turn to take bath & ready for ourselves. After that, we been informed the dinner postpone to 8pm. About 7.45pm, a colleague called to walk to the ballroom together. The dinner was not nice & the event was boring... There had a lucky draw & I'm so lucky as well... But, the gift is not taken on the stage. For those name been calling, have to go outside the ballroom & take it. & I'm the first batch who got the gift. The arrangement was messy & not organized. When I check-up for the gift, it only a afternoon tea at one of the hotel near Ampang... Hahaa.. At last, I lost the coupon when the time back to hotel. After the dinner still early & we went to Darling Darling bar again. Drink for a while & we back to hotel sleep...
Another boring day ended~
9 Sept 07 (Sunday)
We woke up around 7.30am. Move slowly & went to took a breakfast. That day, me & Rowena had a slow breakfast & we had a deep & relax chat. After breakfast, we back to the room & change & then move to beach again... We walked on the beach, walked to the lagoon & met Rafida, Dewi & her daughter. Then, we played at the seaside.. Due to I phobia on water, so they hold my hand to play around with the wave. We also walked to the lagoon & catch the fish at the lagoon... After catching fish, we walked on the seaside again to another end. We walked to the less people side & played on the beach with "jump aeroplane"...
Hahahaa.... That was the happy & "syok sendiri" day... At least, we still able to enjoy ourselves at last day la... After played on the beach for few hours, I had sun-burnt. Hahaha...
Got back to the room & bath, we packed our stuffs & check-out before had our lunch. Because our bus will be arrived at 2pm. Had a quick lunch, we move to the hotel concourse. The bus were waiting for us. I went to the washroom with Lai Li. The rest holding the bus for us. The first bus left without head count, also for the second bus. I took the second bus with my gang... Without head count & waiting, the bus moved & I noticed my boss not come up the bus yet. Therefore, double confirmed with the rest & HR called to my boss, only confirmed that he still at the counter & the bus have to turn back to the hotel.
Ai..... How can this thing happen with a such big company arrangement? Really don't understand... Therefore, we complain again... Like we are so choosy & always like complain people... Hahaha... Well... I think not only us complain, but quite a lot people complaining too...
That's my lousy company trip...
Here is the update on the trip lo...
That was a super duper lousy trip that I'd been....
Why I said so? Don't worry... Read slowly below, because it is so long.. hehehe...
7 Sept 07 (Friday)
My air ticket was at 9.30am. So, I was took a usual taxi uncle to fetch me to the airport. Be informed that we have to be arrived at AirAsia Airport - LCCT 2 hours before depart, which means we have to be arrive at 7.30am oh..
Well, I reached LCCT around 8am. During the time, I didn't see the HR there yet. Fine! It's already expected. & I'm not looking for him as well... I promise waited for my senior - Rafida at McDonald at 8:30am. Once she reached, we walked around & saw one of my department colleague - Suresh. Had a chit chat, then only saw the Stupid HR reached. That time already 9am.
Then, walked to him & wanted to asked him whether can check-in already or not. Who knows, when walked close to him, he is asking do I have Dewi or Huey Chin's contact number. I'm asking why he need their number so sudden. Guess his answer! He said have to inform them ask them to bring their kid's birth certificate along. So, I teased him, why now only informed? He said he just KNEW about it!
DAMN!! How can you just knew only? Really a stupid HR & bad arrangement...
Fine! Don't care about it anymore! Walked to the counter for check-in. After check-in, everyone was gathered at the entrance & chit-chat, but not move in the immigration gate. After wait for a while, Rafida & I decided move ourselves in order to wait for them.
This time, AirAsia is much punctual than last time or may be this is the first flight...
2 and the half hours arrived Kota Kinabalu airport. HR told us that, hotel will arranged 2 busses to pick us up to the Hotel - Nexus Karambunai. So, when we walked out from the airport, noticed that someone is taking a card with company name. After gathered all the company members, the bus guide bring us to the busses. Step on the bus, got a seat & the bus moved. Then only called for the attendance.
Felt funny? Yeah... That's what I felt. How can you count the attendance after the 2 busses moved? What is the difference if someone left at the airport? Keep quiet.. coz lasy to argue with the stupid HR.. But really not satisfied at the first place.
When bus start move, the co-driver was complaining that they had been waiting us for half an hours & bla bla bla....
@#$%^&*() How can you complain your customers in that kind of way? Really bad image on the hotel.
Again... the co-driver said again!
"As you all can see all the pack lunch are ready in the bus, but you are not allow to have your lunch in the bus. You all will have the lunch once you reach hotel. From here to hotel will take about 1 hours if traffic jam."
What?! Now already 12.45pm! We are damn hungry now! What is the point for you to pack the lunch for us, but not allow us to eat?! @#$%^&*&(
Finally, we reached the hotel in 40 minutes. We put our luggages at the hotel concourse & had our lunch at one of the cafe at the hotel. We all are allow to had ONE small cocktail drink without refill! "GOOD!" Then, open up our so called pack-lunch... Another complain from us...
The pack-lunch is a typical malay mixed rice: one boiled egg, one peice of don't know what chicken, one vege & rice. All were cold & the rice is getting harded already. Simply settled the lunch, we been informed have to take the room key ourselves. Therefore, my roomate - Rowena & me go to the counter to get the key.
When reached the counter, it is messed & all have to queue up by difference row according your name in which row. After squeeze in the row & checked the name, I was totally wet by sweat! When reached my turn, the hotel PIC of the row said we need to swap the credit card for guarantee!
#$%^&*() What?! Still need guarantee! Fine! I swap with company card! Thought I can got the room key & back to hotel rest a while. Who knows, the hotel PIC said: Sorry. Your room key is not ready yet.
What? Then how long I have to wait for? Erm... About 45 minutes....
Ok! I will be back later.
Then, me, Rowena & another couples who also don't have room key walked to the beach. We took some pictures, chit chat & look around at the beach... After one hour, we back to the counter to check on the room key. The stupid hotel PIC said the room still not ready yet! We saw second batch of the flight gang already reached hotel & they already got the room key. It make us even angried! Then, the stupid HR was standing there with doing nothing! So, we started make noise!
Just now I'd asked how long I'd to wait, you said 45 minutes, now it's already one hour & you still repeat the same answer! Second batch people also got the room key, why we still not yet? How can you arrange your customers in that way? Can't you make your arrangement flexible? For those not yet arrive, can't you just swap it with those come earlier?! bla bla bla.... Until the hotel manager reached & asked them to swap the room for us.
Enter into the room, we on everything, especially the fan & air-con... After few minutes, the room still hot & sultry. Therefore, we called to the maintenance & service department for servicing the air-con. After waiting for half an hour, no one is coming for the repair service. We recall to the department again & complaining. But, still no one coming...
Then, those clean up staff passed-by & we asking them whether they know how to service it. Well, at last the person also helped us call to the counter again & he said we can go out have a walk first.
So, we decided go to the beach have a walk in order to wait in the room. Once changed & applied sun block, we moved to the beach lo....
The beach is very nice... There got a small lagoon at the beach & that time is not so hot...
So, we walked slowly & enjoying the view. Then, we saw few beach inspectors at the beach & chit-chat with them too... Met few of the colleagues, also had some funny news from them... Got 2 guy colleagues having a king size beg which they were make noise for changing the room. & another colleague with the wife while having 2 single bed in the room. Haiyo!! Really good arrangement of the hotel too... Then, another colleague told us, she been locked in the room for about 2 hours due to the lock been spoilt. She been rescued by someone from the hotel staff climbed into the room from a small hole & spoilt the whole door lock.
After chit chat with some colleagues, we back to the hotel & bath. Because we had a dinner date at 6pm. Around 6pm, we walked to the hotel concourse to wait for the rest (5 of us with the driver) :) Then, the driver - Marcellus (one of the colleague who worked at KK) brought us to had a delicious seafood... The seafood is really delicious & cheap. But, we save for that money also, because Marcellus be the master of the day to treat us a free meal.
After the dinner, we back to the hotel... & met some other colleagues. They informed us that they had a tasteless dinner, the seafood was not fresh & not nice at all... Wow... Luckily we decided to eat outside. Due to still early, so decided to go somewhere to have a drink or whatever... who knows.. All not decidable, especially guys! At last, 4 of us decided to move ourselves to the Darling Darling bar, not to wait for the rest. We ordered beers & 12am, we back to the room & sleep. First boring day end...
During mid-night, the air-con was on & off for the whole night! #$%^&*(
8 Sept 07 (Saturday)
Woke up at 7am... Clean up ourselves & go to had our breakfast. The breakfast just so so only. We had it slowly just because we wanted to escape the telematch game. Telematch is just like a team game, such as few people of the group wear a big slipper & move together, playing anchor rope at the seaside, etc...
Well... 4 of us skipped that & we borrow a colleague's car to town - Shangri-La hotel @ Tanjung Aru for a site visit. We had been lost & we had took more than an hour to reach the town. Hahaha... But, it fun for us la... While reached the hotel, the hotel sales PIC brought us around to the beach & visit the room. The beach is very nice & it is much better than the one we stay. The hotel room also nicer. After the visit, the hotel sales PIC treat us a free lunch. Due to short of time, so we had a quick lunch at one of the Shanghai restaraunt. All the food ordered by the sales PIC, because we do not know what is nice. Who knows, she had ordered so many food until we unable to finish it with stopped them at the half way. The food is nice too.. But we really unable to finish up... It really wasted lo...
After the quick lunch, we moved back to the hotel, because need to return the car back to the colleague. Then, we back to the room rest a while & went to the beach have a walk... So unlucky... It's raining... So, we moved to one of the cafe which near the beach. 3 of us (me, Lai Li & Rowena) chit chat at the cafe. Before we enter the cafe, we saw my boss & another 2 colleagues was there too... But they didn't saw us... We choose a hidden seat at the cafe & chit chat. Then, Rowena started to "kacau'ing" my boss. She sms him & asking their room number & said our bill will charge to their room... Hahaa.... It's funny, but it really like bullying them.
After few hours having tea & chit chat among 3 of us, the rain also getting smaller. We decided back to the room & rest, because we having a annual dinner at 7.30pm as planned.
When back to the hotel, we took turn to take bath & ready for ourselves. After that, we been informed the dinner postpone to 8pm. About 7.45pm, a colleague called to walk to the ballroom together. The dinner was not nice & the event was boring... There had a lucky draw & I'm so lucky as well... But, the gift is not taken on the stage. For those name been calling, have to go outside the ballroom & take it. & I'm the first batch who got the gift. The arrangement was messy & not organized. When I check-up for the gift, it only a afternoon tea at one of the hotel near Ampang... Hahaa.. At last, I lost the coupon when the time back to hotel. After the dinner still early & we went to Darling Darling bar again. Drink for a while & we back to hotel sleep...
Another boring day ended~
9 Sept 07 (Sunday)
We woke up around 7.30am. Move slowly & went to took a breakfast. That day, me & Rowena had a slow breakfast & we had a deep & relax chat. After breakfast, we back to the room & change & then move to beach again... We walked on the beach, walked to the lagoon & met Rafida, Dewi & her daughter. Then, we played at the seaside.. Due to I phobia on water, so they hold my hand to play around with the wave. We also walked to the lagoon & catch the fish at the lagoon... After catching fish, we walked on the seaside again to another end. We walked to the less people side & played on the beach with "jump aeroplane"...
Hahahaa.... That was the happy & "syok sendiri" day... At least, we still able to enjoy ourselves at last day la... After played on the beach for few hours, I had sun-burnt. Hahaha...
Got back to the room & bath, we packed our stuffs & check-out before had our lunch. Because our bus will be arrived at 2pm. Had a quick lunch, we move to the hotel concourse. The bus were waiting for us. I went to the washroom with Lai Li. The rest holding the bus for us. The first bus left without head count, also for the second bus. I took the second bus with my gang... Without head count & waiting, the bus moved & I noticed my boss not come up the bus yet. Therefore, double confirmed with the rest & HR called to my boss, only confirmed that he still at the counter & the bus have to turn back to the hotel.
Ai..... How can this thing happen with a such big company arrangement? Really don't understand... Therefore, we complain again... Like we are so choosy & always like complain people... Hahaha... Well... I think not only us complain, but quite a lot people complaining too...
That's my lousy company trip...
Busy Busy Busy
Just checked back my lovely blog here...
I have been long long time didn't update my blog, & this is the lesser update of the month.
For this whole month, I was damn busy...
Why so busy???
Reasons:
1. Early of the month got a company trip la..
2. Mid of the month was super busy to follow up all the Indonesia stupid jobs la...
3. Almost end of the month got a pre-test for my dance la...
4. End of the month need to hit bosses target with the numbering....
Ai... That's the reasons that I'm so busy...
Busy until everyday OT until 8pm or 9pm...
Worked so hard, one day was fall sick & took sick leave.
The next day resume to work, boss still tease on me! $%^*&(
I was on OT again. Before boss left office (around 8pm), he talked to me: Don't work till so late, I don't want next day you fall at sick again.
Felt quite funny! I been OT for almost whole month, now only you said I will fall at sick after OT? Then, what about my senior case?
Damn angry....
Ops.. A bit out of the topic for today la...
But... Don't know what to write on this topic already.
Stop here & continue another topic la... :p
I have been long long time didn't update my blog, & this is the lesser update of the month.
For this whole month, I was damn busy...
Why so busy???
Reasons:
1. Early of the month got a company trip la..
2. Mid of the month was super busy to follow up all the Indonesia stupid jobs la...
3. Almost end of the month got a pre-test for my dance la...
4. End of the month need to hit bosses target with the numbering....
Ai... That's the reasons that I'm so busy...
Busy until everyday OT until 8pm or 9pm...
Worked so hard, one day was fall sick & took sick leave.
The next day resume to work, boss still tease on me! $%^*&(
I was on OT again. Before boss left office (around 8pm), he talked to me: Don't work till so late, I don't want next day you fall at sick again.
Felt quite funny! I been OT for almost whole month, now only you said I will fall at sick after OT? Then, what about my senior case?
Damn angry....
Ops.. A bit out of the topic for today la...
But... Don't know what to write on this topic already.
Stop here & continue another topic la... :p
Friday, September 14, 2007
Dreaming in the office
Today, supposingly I need to rush on some jobs one...
But who knows, from the morning till now, I doing things in slow pace...
In the early morning, I was stuck in the jam for almost one hour (8.15am only reached office).
Then, I reached office, I take a slow breakfast, but still finish it within 20 minutes...
After that, checking mails slowly... but still finish up before 9am.
Start doing some work with the slow response as well..
Lazy go out to have lunch, was asking colleague tapao for me...
After 2 hours, only they come back from the lunch with my pack lunch~
Took my lunch to the pantry & served slowly. Still finished up within 30 minutes...
Just now, was typing something with dream somemore.
Hopefully nothing wrong on the document.
This slow working attitude really not like me.
May be I still got some times for me to drag my work or may be be influence by Malay culture gua~
Or may be because of the blue & grey weather...
Anyway, work with dream for sometimes still nice...
But who knows, from the morning till now, I doing things in slow pace...
In the early morning, I was stuck in the jam for almost one hour (8.15am only reached office).
Then, I reached office, I take a slow breakfast, but still finish it within 20 minutes...
After that, checking mails slowly... but still finish up before 9am.
Start doing some work with the slow response as well..
Lazy go out to have lunch, was asking colleague tapao for me...
After 2 hours, only they come back from the lunch with my pack lunch~
Took my lunch to the pantry & served slowly. Still finished up within 30 minutes...
Just now, was typing something with dream somemore.
Hopefully nothing wrong on the document.
This slow working attitude really not like me.
May be I still got some times for me to drag my work or may be be influence by Malay culture gua~
Or may be because of the blue & grey weather...
Anyway, work with dream for sometimes still nice...
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Unstable Temper!
Recently, my temper is getting unstable...
May be my EQ getting drop~
Most of the reason is due to my work!
Currently I have 3 bosses, one is temporary supporting.
Due to this month is the quarterly closing month, all the sales & services manager are trying to push up all the numbers.
As for me & local finance, we are not look at the number, but the status of the job; we can't simply push up without any supporting.
But, bosses always not look on that level, they only look at the last step which is the total amount.
This is the things make my temper getting unstable.
I like my stuff in organized! I don't like my things been screw up with mess!
Well... As usual, I check with finance & get the closing timeline & plan accordingly on my Malaysia work and also Indonesia job.
When I'm in doing the plan, boss suddenly called & asking for it.
I'd been informed boss that I'm working on it, will send the copy to him shortly once I done.
But, he seem like not understand!
Again, Indonesia boss asking the same things again!
Well... We already in conference call, what I'm replied is for 2 of you! Can just read properly what I'd replied?
When I'm such busy doing my work, suddenly be informed by Indonesia engineer that he unable to drop time due to no NN# provided.
Shit! Which job is this & PO is not giving to me!
After checking, the PO is gave to Indonesia service Coordinator & also my senior!
DAMN! Since you all know that I'm the focul person, why still not cc me in the loop?!
Why always want to be the last minutes only informed me?!
Spending few OT hours to create those projects & reactive job! It was damn tired~
Frankly speaking, I'm well done doing projects, but not reactive job.
Therefore, I need to get advise from my senior.
Almost lose my temper of waiting the short answer as ERH, AR, ERM, HUH!!!
Can you please reply me fast & precise?
Don't let me wait after 5 minutes only "yiyi ar ar" like that?
If don't know, just answer me don't know, then I will figure out myself!
Don't said that I'm doing thing too efficient or productive!
As I know what is priority on my job!
Been informed by boss, help Muthu to book the flight ticket @ tomorrow morning before 12pm.
Once I done one of my on hand stuff, sure I call to the travel agent & get the ticket la.
Within 15 minutes, I informed boss that ticket been book & will be send the VT link to Muthu shortly.
Who knows, boss suddenly said: sorry. Muthu & I are now on the phone with travel agent & trying to know the progress & policy of the travel agency here. So, might need you to cancel the booking & you are too efficience!
Damn! Hate it! If so, can be informed me even earlier or not asking me to book for it!!
Called back to the travel agent & luckily always deal with her, so she is ok for helping me to cancel it.
NO Joke in front me, unless you give me the things that I want!
Seriously, I'm too materialistic now.
When I request something from you, do it for me asap!
I know what you are doing & I know it wouldn't take long time to get the things from you, therefore give me the things that I want before saying rubbish to me!
Almost get mad all the time due to those lazy people working attitude!!
& also keep changing mind of the bosses!
I'm in the mad & hot temper now!
Really need to cool down my temper eventhough the office is very cool!
@#%$%^&+**()
May be my EQ getting drop~
Most of the reason is due to my work!
Currently I have 3 bosses, one is temporary supporting.
Due to this month is the quarterly closing month, all the sales & services manager are trying to push up all the numbers.
As for me & local finance, we are not look at the number, but the status of the job; we can't simply push up without any supporting.
But, bosses always not look on that level, they only look at the last step which is the total amount.
This is the things make my temper getting unstable.
I like my stuff in organized! I don't like my things been screw up with mess!
Well... As usual, I check with finance & get the closing timeline & plan accordingly on my Malaysia work and also Indonesia job.
When I'm in doing the plan, boss suddenly called & asking for it.
I'd been informed boss that I'm working on it, will send the copy to him shortly once I done.
But, he seem like not understand!
Again, Indonesia boss asking the same things again!
Well... We already in conference call, what I'm replied is for 2 of you! Can just read properly what I'd replied?
When I'm such busy doing my work, suddenly be informed by Indonesia engineer that he unable to drop time due to no NN# provided.
Shit! Which job is this & PO is not giving to me!
After checking, the PO is gave to Indonesia service Coordinator & also my senior!
DAMN! Since you all know that I'm the focul person, why still not cc me in the loop?!
Why always want to be the last minutes only informed me?!
Spending few OT hours to create those projects & reactive job! It was damn tired~
Frankly speaking, I'm well done doing projects, but not reactive job.
Therefore, I need to get advise from my senior.
Almost lose my temper of waiting the short answer as ERH, AR, ERM, HUH!!!
Can you please reply me fast & precise?
Don't let me wait after 5 minutes only "yiyi ar ar" like that?
If don't know, just answer me don't know, then I will figure out myself!
Don't said that I'm doing thing too efficient or productive!
As I know what is priority on my job!
Been informed by boss, help Muthu to book the flight ticket @ tomorrow morning before 12pm.
Once I done one of my on hand stuff, sure I call to the travel agent & get the ticket la.
Within 15 minutes, I informed boss that ticket been book & will be send the VT link to Muthu shortly.
Who knows, boss suddenly said: sorry. Muthu & I are now on the phone with travel agent & trying to know the progress & policy of the travel agency here. So, might need you to cancel the booking & you are too efficience!
Damn! Hate it! If so, can be informed me even earlier or not asking me to book for it!!
Called back to the travel agent & luckily always deal with her, so she is ok for helping me to cancel it.
NO Joke in front me, unless you give me the things that I want!
Seriously, I'm too materialistic now.
When I request something from you, do it for me asap!
I know what you are doing & I know it wouldn't take long time to get the things from you, therefore give me the things that I want before saying rubbish to me!
Almost get mad all the time due to those lazy people working attitude!!
& also keep changing mind of the bosses!
I'm in the mad & hot temper now!
Really need to cool down my temper eventhough the office is very cool!
@#%$%^&+**()
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Stupid HR
As you all know, I'm going for a company trip - Kota Kinabalu in this coming week.
Our HR, just come out the flight schedule & also room list for us.
(FYI, I don't like this HR as he is not a professional HR & always make things worst.)
A funny things happened....
Few days later, I noticed that, our Stupid HR been booked wrong flight for a colleague. Because this colleague is based in Miri, therefore, it is impossible for him to travel to KL first, then only travel to KK. That's waste time...
Me, to be so kind to inform this stupid HR....
Know what??
Below was our conversation:
Me: Hi, FYI... you have been booked wrong ticket for X. He is based in Miri, why you booked his flight under KL - KK -KL?
HR: Sigh! Why nobody informing me!
Me: Now I'm informing you la! Some more, you list is coming out so "early"!
HR: It was too late!
Me: I do not know it's late or whatever. I'm also don't know what you want do. I'm just inform you only. Anything you not clear, you can talk to this person at #xxxxxxxxx
HR: Why he didn't mentioned on that to me?
Me: Excuse me, how we know you don't know about this. Since long time ago he already based in Miri. Besides that, I just want to comment on the form that you sent to us. It's no mentioned the location where you based. You don't forget, our company got a lot of small split in whole Malaysia. So, that is your form's weakness...
HR: I thought all are based at KL one....
(Me: Don't always thought! Not everything is follow what you are thinking...) wanted to write, but still keep silent on this...
HR: Argh! What can I do now?
Me: For me, I will suggest 2 alternatives for you. One is book a ticket for X from Miri - KL - Miri. Or cancel his seat & book a new ticket for him at Miri - KK - Miri. There might have some penalty fee. That's all..
HR: It's not some, is full flight cost!
Me: It's non of my business. I'm just informing only.
HR: That will be soon!!
Me: Hey! I'm just be kind to inform you only! Don't think that is my fault!! I can just ignore & not to inform you on this.
After that, he keep silent on that already. But, I'm damn angry on that!
Suddenly be blame that as my fault! He is the one who make wrong, still dare to blame others!
!$%^*&())+%
During the conversation, my senior and another colleagues were with me. We all were super angry on his attitude! Not professional at all!!
We all don't understand what is so difficult, as this things is done by the agent, what he can do just inform the agent & rebook la! What so hard?
Fine! Cold down!!
Went to meet my boss on some discussion.
Who knows, my boss said HR will find me for some discussion on my contract soon.
Shit! Still need to deal with him one ar! Aiyo...
Never mind la... It's not my fault also.. Just he face ashamed only mar..
Our HR, just come out the flight schedule & also room list for us.
(FYI, I don't like this HR as he is not a professional HR & always make things worst.)
A funny things happened....
Few days later, I noticed that, our Stupid HR been booked wrong flight for a colleague. Because this colleague is based in Miri, therefore, it is impossible for him to travel to KL first, then only travel to KK. That's waste time...
Me, to be so kind to inform this stupid HR....
Know what??
Below was our conversation:
Me: Hi, FYI... you have been booked wrong ticket for X. He is based in Miri, why you booked his flight under KL - KK -KL?
HR: Sigh! Why nobody informing me!
Me: Now I'm informing you la! Some more, you list is coming out so "early"!
HR: It was too late!
Me: I do not know it's late or whatever. I'm also don't know what you want do. I'm just inform you only. Anything you not clear, you can talk to this person at #xxxxxxxxx
HR: Why he didn't mentioned on that to me?
Me: Excuse me, how we know you don't know about this. Since long time ago he already based in Miri. Besides that, I just want to comment on the form that you sent to us. It's no mentioned the location where you based. You don't forget, our company got a lot of small split in whole Malaysia. So, that is your form's weakness...
HR: I thought all are based at KL one....
(Me: Don't always thought! Not everything is follow what you are thinking...) wanted to write, but still keep silent on this...
HR: Argh! What can I do now?
Me: For me, I will suggest 2 alternatives for you. One is book a ticket for X from Miri - KL - Miri. Or cancel his seat & book a new ticket for him at Miri - KK - Miri. There might have some penalty fee. That's all..
HR: It's not some, is full flight cost!
Me: It's non of my business. I'm just informing only.
HR: That will be soon!!
Me: Hey! I'm just be kind to inform you only! Don't think that is my fault!! I can just ignore & not to inform you on this.
After that, he keep silent on that already. But, I'm damn angry on that!
Suddenly be blame that as my fault! He is the one who make wrong, still dare to blame others!
!$%^*&())+%
During the conversation, my senior and another colleagues were with me. We all were super angry on his attitude! Not professional at all!!
We all don't understand what is so difficult, as this things is done by the agent, what he can do just inform the agent & rebook la! What so hard?
Fine! Cold down!!
Went to meet my boss on some discussion.
Who knows, my boss said HR will find me for some discussion on my contract soon.
Shit! Still need to deal with him one ar! Aiyo...
Never mind la... It's not my fault also.. Just he face ashamed only mar..
Friday, August 31, 2007
国庆倒数日
今天是国庆日倒数日。
你告诉我说， 你要回家乡。
那时候是晚上九点多。。。
所以， 我叫你小心驾驶。。。
你问， 如果你觉得眼睡， 可以打电话给我聊天吗？
我回你： OK。。 没问题。。
将近12 点时， 烟花开始不断的燃放~
由于担心你会太累而危险驾驶， 就给你一个信息。。。
也提醒你的小心驾驶。。
而你， 也没说什么。。。
一个小时后， 你打电话给我。
我以为你驾驶累了， 谁知你告诉我你在睡觉。
第一时间回答， 那么快可以回到家乡？
下一秒， 就马上问道你在哪里一个家哦？
你回我说你在KL 的家。。。
有一点失望， 因为你改变行程没有通知我， 害我担心的安全！
可是， 想想， 也没怎样啦。。
反正， 我和你又不是什么关系。。
哈哈。。。 还是自己敏感了些。。。
你告诉我说， 你要回家乡。
那时候是晚上九点多。。。
所以， 我叫你小心驾驶。。。
你问， 如果你觉得眼睡， 可以打电话给我聊天吗？
我回你： OK。。 没问题。。
将近12 点时， 烟花开始不断的燃放~
由于担心你会太累而危险驾驶， 就给你一个信息。。。
也提醒你的小心驾驶。。
而你， 也没说什么。。。
一个小时后， 你打电话给我。
我以为你驾驶累了， 谁知你告诉我你在睡觉。
第一时间回答， 那么快可以回到家乡？
下一秒， 就马上问道你在哪里一个家哦？
你回我说你在KL 的家。。。
有一点失望， 因为你改变行程没有通知我， 害我担心的安全！
可是， 想想， 也没怎样啦。。
反正， 我和你又不是什么关系。。
哈哈。。。 还是自己敏感了些。。。
戒指
你喜欢戒指吗？我喜欢。。。
那，你喜欢戴戒指吗？
我喜欢。。。
在我出来社会工作前，不管是不是单身， 我都喜欢戴戒指。
可是， 在我踏入社会后， 加上还是单身的我， 就不敢戴戒指了。。
可能因为年龄一年一年增加嘛。。。
加上， 大多数的人通常都会认为戴戒指的都名花有主或名草有主了。
若是如此， 那么， 我不就要终生孤独一人了咯？
55555。。。
我还不想有如此的结局， 所以， 我暂时都不带戒指了。。。
曾经是单身的你， 会不会有这种想法呢？
而， 现在的你又怎么想呢？
Thursday, August 30, 2007
笨蛋-金莎
你应该听过笨蛋这首歌吧？
老实说， 我很喜欢这首歌， 尤其是加了对白。。。
我也在此， 留下一些留言。。。
莎： 很多时候， 我很怕受伤， 所以就选择先放弃。也有可能是我太爱自由， 所以明明渴望爱情， 却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界。
（曾经的伤害， 真的会让人害怕， 而不敢再踏入感情世界。。。）
杰： 难道， 我不能给你百分百的信心吗？ 你知道， 我一直有多在乎你。。。
(虽说， 你真的很在乎， 可是害怕的心情还是离不开。。。）
莎： 我很珍惜这种安全感， 却很担心它的期限。 所以每天的感觉， 还是孤独的。 我还是需要一个人给我想一想。
（你给的安全感， 我会好好珍惜， 可是却也害怕结束得快。。。）
冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢 习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解 眼光也是温暖
杰： 这段日子， 你真的过得好吗？
莎： 没有你的早晨， 加了糖的咖啡也是苦的。
（日子还是一样的过， 只不过， 思念却不断的增加。。。）
杰： 当时， 我尊重你的要求， 所以我离开。 但这段日子你不开心， 所以我就回来了。
莎： 但是， 我连自己要什么都不知道。 我一个人悠悠荡荡， 自由久了， 也没有了目标。 梦已醒来，那些墙上， 已经不自觉的写满你的名字。
(因为你的离开， 我对你的思念已挤满了咖啡杯。。。）
杰： 担心是茫然， 恋爱也彷徨。 我明白， 所以， 我用时间去证明了这颗心不会因为你曾经的放弃而改变。
(谢谢你对我还是不离不弃。。。）
每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解 眼光也是温暖
莎： 难道我真的是个笨蛋， 一直都错过一直在我身边的幸福？
杰： 我们只是用时间找到了我们需要什么。 时间， 让我们认识了自己， 也肯定了对方。
莎： 因为你， 让我知道真正的幸福是什么。
老实说， 我很喜欢这首歌， 尤其是加了对白。。。
我也在此， 留下一些留言。。。
莎： 很多时候， 我很怕受伤， 所以就选择先放弃。也有可能是我太爱自由， 所以明明渴望爱情， 却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界。
（曾经的伤害， 真的会让人害怕， 而不敢再踏入感情世界。。。）
杰： 难道， 我不能给你百分百的信心吗？ 你知道， 我一直有多在乎你。。。
(虽说， 你真的很在乎， 可是害怕的心情还是离不开。。。）
莎： 我很珍惜这种安全感， 却很担心它的期限。 所以每天的感觉， 还是孤独的。 我还是需要一个人给我想一想。
（你给的安全感， 我会好好珍惜， 可是却也害怕结束得快。。。）
冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢 习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解 眼光也是温暖
杰： 这段日子， 你真的过得好吗？
莎： 没有你的早晨， 加了糖的咖啡也是苦的。
（日子还是一样的过， 只不过， 思念却不断的增加。。。）
杰： 当时， 我尊重你的要求， 所以我离开。 但这段日子你不开心， 所以我就回来了。
莎： 但是， 我连自己要什么都不知道。 我一个人悠悠荡荡， 自由久了， 也没有了目标。 梦已醒来，那些墙上， 已经不自觉的写满你的名字。
(因为你的离开， 我对你的思念已挤满了咖啡杯。。。）
杰： 担心是茫然， 恋爱也彷徨。 我明白， 所以， 我用时间去证明了这颗心不会因为你曾经的放弃而改变。
(谢谢你对我还是不离不弃。。。）
每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解 眼光也是温暖
莎： 难道我真的是个笨蛋， 一直都错过一直在我身边的幸福？
杰： 我们只是用时间找到了我们需要什么。 时间， 让我们认识了自己， 也肯定了对方。
莎： 因为你， 让我知道真正的幸福是什么。
国庆日
一年一度的国庆日又来临了。
你有什么感想吗？
对于我们的国家， 你有什么想发表的吗？
发表？ 我们是一个所谓的民主国家， 可是我们的人言举止都被限制。
你认同吗？
公平， 有出现在我们的国家吗？
虽说， 独立是因为三个不同种族的努力所争取回来的。 可是， 为什么会有kuota的出现呢？
若说公平， 那为什么马来同胞可以享有政府的协助呢？ 而， 印度同胞和华人同胞都得靠自己努力再努力才为自己争取到有立足的权力呢？
好吧。。。
我们不计较， 我们往好的方面想： 没有你们， 也显不出我们的优胜和骄傲。。。
这， 你又认同吗？
很多时候， 我们华人想对自己的国家说：
我的祖国， 我们爱你。 可是你却只爱一个种族， 你知道我们有多伤心吗？
我们的爱， 就好像单恋； 永远得不到国家的回应。。。
我们的声音， 你听到吗？
我们的努力， 你看到吗？
我们的声音， 不过是想唤醒不愿进步的人。。。
我们的努力， 不过是希望我们的国家进步。。。
为什么你都不认同呢？
你有什么感想吗？
对于我们的国家， 你有什么想发表的吗？
发表？ 我们是一个所谓的民主国家， 可是我们的人言举止都被限制。
你认同吗？
公平， 有出现在我们的国家吗？
虽说， 独立是因为三个不同种族的努力所争取回来的。 可是， 为什么会有kuota的出现呢？
若说公平， 那为什么马来同胞可以享有政府的协助呢？ 而， 印度同胞和华人同胞都得靠自己努力再努力才为自己争取到有立足的权力呢？
好吧。。。
我们不计较， 我们往好的方面想： 没有你们， 也显不出我们的优胜和骄傲。。。
这， 你又认同吗？
很多时候， 我们华人想对自己的国家说：
我的祖国， 我们爱你。 可是你却只爱一个种族， 你知道我们有多伤心吗？
我们的爱， 就好像单恋； 永远得不到国家的回应。。。
我们的声音， 你听到吗？
我们的努力， 你看到吗？
我们的声音， 不过是想唤醒不愿进步的人。。。
我们的努力， 不过是希望我们的国家进步。。。
为什么你都不认同呢？
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
压力
什么是压力呢？为什么人都会有压力呢？
压力不是一种想象出来的疾病而是身体"战备状态"的反应，这是当我们意识到某种情形，或者某个人，或者某件事情具有潜在的威胁性的时候做出的反应。当这种情况发生的时候，大脑分泌出包括肾上腺素等的激素。肾上腺素通过血管流淌到身体的各个部分。当这些荷尔蒙流到心脏、肺和肌肉的时候，一种特殊的生理反应就发生了
所以， 当你面对压力时， 你就会很容易觉得头痛， 胃痛， 肩膀酸痛， 无法入眠等等。。。
而这压力是来自于很多来源， 比如： 工作， 家人， 伴侣， 同事， 朋友等等。。。
我的压力， 是催使我进步的来源。。。
适量的压力， 只会让我满足我的工作能力。
怪吧？ 这就是我的方式。。
最近， 我收到一个信息， 觉得可以和你们分享：
* Stressed (压力） 和 dessert （甜点）， 有着很微妙的相关。
Stressed 倒写就是 desserts， 所以[stressed is just desserts if you can reverse]。
（压力就是甜点， 只要你能逆向观看。）
人生有许多压力， 挫折， 转个念， 换个角度看， 它也就是我们生命中的甜点。
有意思吧？
所以， 当你面对压力时， 就给自己来点甜点吧~
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Busy Work
Recently, I was super busy....
You must be questioning, what am I work as. Ok... Make it simple, which I'm actually worked like one leg kick~ But, my main job is using SAP to control & monitoring all Malaysia projects.
Besides that, I need to help on site engineers on some admin job as well...
Every mid of the month, will be the busier time for me. Because I need to do invoices to bill customer, need to prepare all the supporting documents for our finance, I will have to attend few conference calls with my boss which is in Singapore. I need to advise boss all the on going projects status as well...
This month, I'm not only monitoring Malaysia projects; I need to monitor Indonesia projects well. Why I have to do that so? Indonesia office do not have coordinator? No. There did have a coordinator, but she not capable to do so until Asia service manager, which is my Singapore boss & also Indonesia Project Manager also fed-up on her.
Therefore, they come out an idea to get some help from me, where after some discussion. At first, I told them I need to consider first, because I'm worry I'm not able to handle 2 countries projects, especially there are a lot projects in Malaysia. But, after think & think, I planned to take the challenge. Because I want to learn more & faster in order slow & remain the same.
So, on the next day, I replied my bosses that I willing to take up the Indonesia job as well. My bosses are happy because all the projects in Indonesia are messed up. They need my helped to clear all the "shit", so that when new coordinator join, she can easily take up. Because of that, I become busy on both countries projects & also calls from bosses.
In additional, my contract almost full for one year. I been asked my boss regarding my contract. I know they will not stop my contract, but I just need to get a confirmation. But, the result still the same. He just told me that it's either extend my contract or convert me to the permanent staff. But, they still need to discuss with HR first. Then, my boss said the actual discussion will be in the mid of September, which might be after I coming back from Indonesia... Oh ya... I might going to Indonesia to train the new coordinator in the mid of September as well. Fine... Since then, I have to use this one month time to think wisely what I like to do & which I can improve. I know my bosses allow me to give any comments, but I still need to know more about the company & also my department instead of doing blind...
That's why I'm so busy recently...
You must be questioning, what am I work as. Ok... Make it simple, which I'm actually worked like one leg kick~ But, my main job is using SAP to control & monitoring all Malaysia projects.
Besides that, I need to help on site engineers on some admin job as well...
Every mid of the month, will be the busier time for me. Because I need to do invoices to bill customer, need to prepare all the supporting documents for our finance, I will have to attend few conference calls with my boss which is in Singapore. I need to advise boss all the on going projects status as well...
This month, I'm not only monitoring Malaysia projects; I need to monitor Indonesia projects well. Why I have to do that so? Indonesia office do not have coordinator? No. There did have a coordinator, but she not capable to do so until Asia service manager, which is my Singapore boss & also Indonesia Project Manager also fed-up on her.
Therefore, they come out an idea to get some help from me, where after some discussion. At first, I told them I need to consider first, because I'm worry I'm not able to handle 2 countries projects, especially there are a lot projects in Malaysia. But, after think & think, I planned to take the challenge. Because I want to learn more & faster in order slow & remain the same.
So, on the next day, I replied my bosses that I willing to take up the Indonesia job as well. My bosses are happy because all the projects in Indonesia are messed up. They need my helped to clear all the "shit", so that when new coordinator join, she can easily take up. Because of that, I become busy on both countries projects & also calls from bosses.
In additional, my contract almost full for one year. I been asked my boss regarding my contract. I know they will not stop my contract, but I just need to get a confirmation. But, the result still the same. He just told me that it's either extend my contract or convert me to the permanent staff. But, they still need to discuss with HR first. Then, my boss said the actual discussion will be in the mid of September, which might be after I coming back from Indonesia... Oh ya... I might going to Indonesia to train the new coordinator in the mid of September as well. Fine... Since then, I have to use this one month time to think wisely what I like to do & which I can improve. I know my bosses allow me to give any comments, but I still need to know more about the company & also my department instead of doing blind...
That's why I'm so busy recently...
Friday, August 24, 2007
信任
人与人之间， 信任很重要。
这，你认同吗？
我一直都是这么认为的。
可是， 有些人还是回不信任别人， 但还要叫那人帮他做事。
你懂吗？
我并不喜欢为这种人做事！
要是你的事那么重要， 那， 你自己不会做吗？为什么要叫别人帮你做呢？
要是你不信任我， 那么就别要我帮你啊！！
我不嫌弃别人不信任我， 如果他们没有要求我的帮忙。
若要求我的帮忙， 请务必信任我的能力， 别怀疑我！
不然的话， 我只会不爽的对你发飙！！
若是你的话， 你会怎么样？
这，你认同吗？
我一直都是这么认为的。
可是， 有些人还是回不信任别人， 但还要叫那人帮他做事。
你懂吗？
我并不喜欢为这种人做事！
要是你的事那么重要， 那， 你自己不会做吗？为什么要叫别人帮你做呢？
要是你不信任我， 那么就别要我帮你啊！！
我不嫌弃别人不信任我， 如果他们没有要求我的帮忙。
若要求我的帮忙， 请务必信任我的能力， 别怀疑我！
不然的话， 我只会不爽的对你发飙！！
若是你的话， 你会怎么样？
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Short Hair
I been having a long hair for some years...
I'm a bit boring with the hair already...
So, planning to cut it long time already~
Finally, I able to find a time to cut my hair last Saturday.
From the length of waist cut short until neck...
Wow...
Released~
The feeling to cut hair really good, especially from very long cut to very short.
For me, I always think that, keeping long hair just like keeping burden & pressure.
When cut it short, just like throw all the tension, burden out from our shoulders.
Feel so GOOD~
Light hair, windy hair, soft hair~
:)
I'm a bit boring with the hair already...
So, planning to cut it long time already~
Finally, I able to find a time to cut my hair last Saturday.
From the length of waist cut short until neck...
Wow...
Released~
The feeling to cut hair really good, especially from very long cut to very short.
For me, I always think that, keeping long hair just like keeping burden & pressure.
When cut it short, just like throw all the tension, burden out from our shoulders.
Feel so GOOD~
Light hair, windy hair, soft hair~
:)
Insomia
Yesterday, I was insomia again...
Do not know why...
May be in the morning I'd took a nescafe due to super sleepy...
While driving also felt sleepy...
Therefore, when reach office, I go to make a nescafe lo...
Then, at night, I slept slightly late than normal time I sleep.
But, when I fall on my bed, I still unable to fall asleep.
My brain was too actively thinking this, thinking that...
After laying on the bed for some times, slowly felt asleep, who knows...
The house phone was ringing loudly with "halau'ing" my 周公.
Shit!! I'm just falling asleep only le...
Ai... Took sometimes to make myself fall asleep again!!
Whole night, on & off waking up & sleep again...
Just like whole night never sleep!
Yawn~
Do not know why...
May be in the morning I'd took a nescafe due to super sleepy...
While driving also felt sleepy...
Therefore, when reach office, I go to make a nescafe lo...
Then, at night, I slept slightly late than normal time I sleep.
But, when I fall on my bed, I still unable to fall asleep.
My brain was too actively thinking this, thinking that...
After laying on the bed for some times, slowly felt asleep, who knows...
The house phone was ringing loudly with "halau'ing" my 周公.
Shit!! I'm just falling asleep only le...
Ai... Took sometimes to make myself fall asleep again!!
Whole night, on & off waking up & sleep again...
Just like whole night never sleep!
Yawn~
Saturday, August 18, 2007
随手一笔
春天快来了
花儿开得多美丽
鸟儿唱歌吃虫子
美丽的天气
加上美丽的假期
躲在家里多可惜
随手拨个电话给你
听到你说： mushi mushi
我笑了回你： 虫子
相约在外时
你特的穿得帅气
我特意穿得美丽
忘了季节不适
看到和路人的差异
换来路人眼神怪异
而结果的是
你笑我穿得可爱
我笑你穿得傻气
花儿开得多美丽
鸟儿唱歌吃虫子
美丽的天气
加上美丽的假期
躲在家里多可惜
随手拨个电话给你
听到你说： mushi mushi
我笑了回你： 虫子
相约在外时
你特的穿得帅气
我特意穿得美丽
忘了季节不适
看到和路人的差异
换来路人眼神怪异
而结果的是
你笑我穿得可爱
我笑你穿得傻气
人生计划
你有计划过你的人生吗？
你想过你要过怎样的人生吗？
在几年前， 曾经去过不少的讲座会， 关于人生计划， 人生品质， 等等。。
明白人生应该要计划， 要要求。。
可， 多少个人又能做到呢？
我曾经也梦想过我的人生。。
也计划过我的人生， 可是都还没有真正实现。
这样， 是不是我的人生计划有问题呢？
工作快两年了， 薪水没有起到多少。
虽然买了一辆二手车， 但是还得供一段日子。
有时候， 可以去去便宜的地方旅行。。
但是， 还是觉得离人生的计划还很远呢！
我的计划必须要更改及进修。
因为， 我不希望我的人生计划就这样放弃掉。
你的计划实现了吗？
你如何实现这些计划的呢？
你想过你要过怎样的人生吗？
在几年前， 曾经去过不少的讲座会， 关于人生计划， 人生品质， 等等。。
明白人生应该要计划， 要要求。。
可， 多少个人又能做到呢？
我曾经也梦想过我的人生。。
也计划过我的人生， 可是都还没有真正实现。
这样， 是不是我的人生计划有问题呢？
工作快两年了， 薪水没有起到多少。
虽然买了一辆二手车， 但是还得供一段日子。
有时候， 可以去去便宜的地方旅行。。
但是， 还是觉得离人生的计划还很远呢！
我的计划必须要更改及进修。
因为， 我不希望我的人生计划就这样放弃掉。
你的计划实现了吗？
你如何实现这些计划的呢？
Friday, August 17, 2007
固执！
从小， 我就是一个固执的小孩。
凡是认为对的， 就会去做。
凡是决定的事， 就不会理会别人的反对。
就比如说， 我的家人并不赞同我去当什么学员团体会。
可是， 我为了兴趣， 为了好奇， 我就去考了个面试。
结果， 也成功的加入学会。
我的家人不喜欢我参与太多的活动， 可是， 我的观念却是要学习一些书本上学不到的知识。
结果， 每天在学校待好几个小时才回家。
我好不容易申请到一见离开家乡的大学， 可是我的家人因为不舍， 所以也不是很赞成。
我却一意孤行的， 坚持要到那里读书。
好不容易大学毕业了， 回到家乡找工作， 也不顾家人或亲戚的意见， 坚持选择一间小公司上班。
一年后， 也不管别人说什么， 因为不满意公司的所作所为， 就辞职了。
这些种种， 都只不过是我的固执。。
虽然如此， 我也因为这个固执， 我碰了很多壁。。
也让我学习在碰壁后， 要学会再次站起来。
这也算是一种好处吧。。 哈哈。。。
可，我也希望， 在年龄的增长， 我的固执不随之而减低。
因为， 碰壁久了， 也感觉到累了。。
呵呵~
凡是认为对的， 就会去做。
凡是决定的事， 就不会理会别人的反对。
就比如说， 我的家人并不赞同我去当什么学员团体会。
可是， 我为了兴趣， 为了好奇， 我就去考了个面试。
结果， 也成功的加入学会。
我的家人不喜欢我参与太多的活动， 可是， 我的观念却是要学习一些书本上学不到的知识。
结果， 每天在学校待好几个小时才回家。
我好不容易申请到一见离开家乡的大学， 可是我的家人因为不舍， 所以也不是很赞成。
我却一意孤行的， 坚持要到那里读书。
好不容易大学毕业了， 回到家乡找工作， 也不顾家人或亲戚的意见， 坚持选择一间小公司上班。
一年后， 也不管别人说什么， 因为不满意公司的所作所为， 就辞职了。
这些种种， 都只不过是我的固执。。
虽然如此， 我也因为这个固执， 我碰了很多壁。。
也让我学习在碰壁后， 要学会再次站起来。
这也算是一种好处吧。。 哈哈。。。
可，我也希望， 在年龄的增长， 我的固执不随之而减低。
因为， 碰壁久了， 也感觉到累了。。
呵呵~
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Mad~!@#$%^
Early morning, make my mood change mad!Before I doing it, I already asked help & advise from the expert: A. He advise me how to do it. So, I follow the instruction by him.
After a month, which is this month, this morning...
A asked me, why I doing this way?
Then, I replied: Remembered last time I asked you....
I really don't like this kind of people..
You teach & advise me doing in this way, since you are expert & of course I follow la...
Who knows.. after sometimes or when you found something wrong, you come to blame on me!
I don't like the feeling of people blaming especially that is not my fault!!
Luckily I did save the conversation with A & I refered back the conversation as he advise me that time. Even though he blaming me, but I remind him that I just follow whatever instruction that given by him.Ai... after some times, the case solved. But my mood still gone!
Sien!!! Early morning spoilt my mood!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Represented Flower!
Since young, I like White Lily (Lilium longiflorum) very much, because it gives me a feeling of pure, chaste & dignified.
When I was checking on this flower from the website, I only noticed that this genus Lilium are herbaceous flowering plants normally growing from bulbs, comprising a genus of about 110 species in the lily family, Liliaceae.
Here are the photos of lilies:
Even though rosemary is represented my birthday, but I still love white lily as usual... :p
When I was checking on this flower from the website, I only noticed that this genus Lilium are herbaceous flowering plants normally growing from bulbs, comprising a genus of about 110 species in the lily family, Liliaceae.
Here are the photos of lilies:
Today, due to free & bored Sunday, I was browsing a forum. I simply go to any topic which attractive my attention. One of the topics is type of flower, which represent on your birthday.
From the article, the represented flower for my birthday isn’t lilies, but Rosemary. In Chinese, it called 迷迭香.
This is the description for this flower:
花語：想起我花占卜：您對人親切，友善，善於關心，安撫別人的情緒，是個很好的傾訴對象。不過，您不擅長表達自己的情感，亦不懂得用撒嬌、使性子等小手段來引起別人的注意，經常獨自神傷，若找到真正了解您的人，您的生活將充滿愉快。花箴言：您只想編織一個美麗的愛情夢。
Besides that, I went to google to find the details of this flower as well.
Rosemary is a woody, perennial herb with fragrant evergreen needle-like leaves. It is native to the Mediterranean region. It is a member of the mint family Lamiaceae, which also includes many other herbs. Forms range from upright to trailing; the upright forms can reach 1.5m tall, rarely 2m. The leaves are evergreen, 2-4cm long & 2-5 mm broad, green above & white below with dense short woolly hairs. The flowers are variable in color, being white, pink, purple or blue. The name rosemary has nothing to do with the rose or the name Mary, but derives from the Latin name rosmarinus, which literally means “dew of the sea”, though some think this too may be derived from an earlier name.
These are the photos for rosemary:
From the article, the represented flower for my birthday isn’t lilies, but Rosemary. In Chinese, it called 迷迭香.
This is the description for this flower:
花語：想起我花占卜：您對人親切，友善，善於關心，安撫別人的情緒，是個很好的傾訴對象。不過，您不擅長表達自己的情感，亦不懂得用撒嬌、使性子等小手段來引起別人的注意，經常獨自神傷，若找到真正了解您的人，您的生活將充滿愉快。花箴言：您只想編織一個美麗的愛情夢。
Besides that, I went to google to find the details of this flower as well.
Rosemary is a woody, perennial herb with fragrant evergreen needle-like leaves. It is native to the Mediterranean region. It is a member of the mint family Lamiaceae, which also includes many other herbs. Forms range from upright to trailing; the upright forms can reach 1.5m tall, rarely 2m. The leaves are evergreen, 2-4cm long & 2-5 mm broad, green above & white below with dense short woolly hairs. The flowers are variable in color, being white, pink, purple or blue. The name rosemary has nothing to do with the rose or the name Mary, but derives from the Latin name rosmarinus, which literally means “dew of the sea”, though some think this too may be derived from an earlier name.
These are the photos for rosemary:
Even though rosemary is represented my birthday, but I still love white lily as usual... :p
知足吗？
你对你的人生知足吗？
很多人很喜欢怨天怨地的埋怨他们的生活有多苦， 他们的人生有多凄惨。。。
可是， 在某些人的眼里， 那不过是他们从来没有看过比他们更悲惨的人。
你认同吗？
我认同。。
为什么呢？
在我身边， 有着真正悲惨的人和满天埋怨的人：
1. 满天埋怨的人
他，有着健全的四肢。 他有着一流的口才和变数快的头脑。 可是， 他却喜欢赌博。 每赌一次， 就让他的人生面临痛苦多一点。 而他的痛苦并不是什么， 不过是他没办法还那一次又一次的赌债。
所以， 他就经常埋怨老天爷为什么不让他多赢一些钱， 又或者为什么老天爷总是不让他中字呢？ 为什么老天爷总是不帮他呢？ 为什么老天爷总是帮别人呢？
就因为这样， 他认为他的人生是痛苦的。。。
2. 真正悲惨的人
她， 有着健全的四肢。可是很不幸的，在20岁时， 发现脑里有肿瘤。 虽然是良性的， 但是这肿瘤却压着脑里的神经线， 所以， 必须动手术将它去处。她的家人无怨言的筹钱让她动手术。动完手术后， 以为一切都会变好的。。 谁知， 这肿瘤却是阴影不散一直在她脑里。目前， 她又动了另一个手术。 原本她的行动已不如从前： 眼睛看不清， 耳朵听不清， 走路不稳定等等。。现在， 还不能自然排泄赃物， 家人看到都心疼。如此的人生， 她都没有埋怨半语。。。
看到这儿， 你还会埋怨你的人生吗？
老实说，我没有埋怨过我的人生， 我的出生， 我的家庭。。
因为， 我看到比我凄惨多倍的人和家庭。
所以， 我知足了。 我满意我目前的生活， 满足目前的一切。。
所谓， 知足常乐~
很多人很喜欢怨天怨地的埋怨他们的生活有多苦， 他们的人生有多凄惨。。。
可是， 在某些人的眼里， 那不过是他们从来没有看过比他们更悲惨的人。
你认同吗？
我认同。。
为什么呢？
在我身边， 有着真正悲惨的人和满天埋怨的人：
1. 满天埋怨的人
他，有着健全的四肢。 他有着一流的口才和变数快的头脑。 可是， 他却喜欢赌博。 每赌一次， 就让他的人生面临痛苦多一点。 而他的痛苦并不是什么， 不过是他没办法还那一次又一次的赌债。
所以， 他就经常埋怨老天爷为什么不让他多赢一些钱， 又或者为什么老天爷总是不让他中字呢？ 为什么老天爷总是不帮他呢？ 为什么老天爷总是帮别人呢？
就因为这样， 他认为他的人生是痛苦的。。。
2. 真正悲惨的人
她， 有着健全的四肢。可是很不幸的，在20岁时， 发现脑里有肿瘤。 虽然是良性的， 但是这肿瘤却压着脑里的神经线， 所以， 必须动手术将它去处。她的家人无怨言的筹钱让她动手术。动完手术后， 以为一切都会变好的。。 谁知， 这肿瘤却是阴影不散一直在她脑里。目前， 她又动了另一个手术。 原本她的行动已不如从前： 眼睛看不清， 耳朵听不清， 走路不稳定等等。。现在， 还不能自然排泄赃物， 家人看到都心疼。如此的人生， 她都没有埋怨半语。。。
看到这儿， 你还会埋怨你的人生吗？
老实说，我没有埋怨过我的人生， 我的出生， 我的家庭。。
因为， 我看到比我凄惨多倍的人和家庭。
所以， 我知足了。 我满意我目前的生活， 满足目前的一切。。
所谓， 知足常乐~
感情
曾经写过那么一篇文章， 可是， 一直都没有方上来。。
现在， 总算是有时间让我放在我的部落格里了：
感情， 并不是你想怎样就怎样的。。
感情毕竟是两个人的事。。
你不能总是想自己~
我的世界里， 曾经有过你。。。
在离开有你的世界时， 我也删除我世界里的你。。
很多人一定很好奇，为什么要离开你的世界呢？
远距离的感情， 让我了解我必须更加坚强， 尤其是你不在的时候。。
感情的变质， 让我更了解你不再是我的对象~
远方的你， 无法忍耐寂寞的你。。
就有那么一个人为你解闷， 不管是谁， 再冷的心， 也应该会因此而溶化吧？
既然如此， 为何不放手呢？
为何不将你删除在我世界呢？
我不愿意继续成为彼此的包袱。。
我不过是想让自己依然精彩的生活着， 尤其是没有你的存在。
现在， 总算是有时间让我放在我的部落格里了：
感情， 并不是你想怎样就怎样的。。
感情毕竟是两个人的事。。
你不能总是想自己~
我的世界里， 曾经有过你。。。
在离开有你的世界时， 我也删除我世界里的你。。
很多人一定很好奇，为什么要离开你的世界呢？
远距离的感情， 让我了解我必须更加坚强， 尤其是你不在的时候。。
感情的变质， 让我更了解你不再是我的对象~
远方的你， 无法忍耐寂寞的你。。
就有那么一个人为你解闷， 不管是谁， 再冷的心， 也应该会因此而溶化吧？
既然如此， 为何不放手呢？
为何不将你删除在我世界呢？
我不愿意继续成为彼此的包袱。。
我不过是想让自己依然精彩的生活着， 尤其是没有你的存在。
Saturday, August 11, 2007
- Map -
Are you good in drawing map?
Are you good in reading map as well?
Well...
I think I'm quite good in guiding people to the right situation.
So, reading a map & also draw a map is not difficult for me..
Haha... "Tak Malu oh?"
Don't care la...
Give you some example, when you ask your friend for a new destination which you don't know, you will choose to draw the map or just write down left right, this & that?
I'm not to bluffing you here... If the friend is guide me at the place that I familiar to the destination, then most probably I will draw the map from the familiar place.
If I not clear about the place, then I will write the instruction first, then only draw the map.
Today, why I suddenly start on this topic?
Is like this... Early morning, my mom pass a paper with a hand drawing map to me.
The map was super great... Let me show you here:
How was it? Is it great?
I do not know where this Pasar located, & also do not know what petrol station is mentioning here...
Are you guiding people to the destination through this way as well?
Finally, I really give up on the map & called my sis..
I know she is a totally road blind... So, I didn't hope much on her...
At last, she passed the phone to her colleague & her colleague guide me from the phone.
& then I come out my own map:
Is it clear a bit? At least I know which market she is refering & which way I should used, etc...
From here, I think guiding people road & also be a human is almost the same lo...
If your map is not guiding people clearly, how you want to make other people understand you, how your customer know what you are selling, etc...
Swimming
Have I been told you that I'm phobia on water?Of course not water for bath lo...
Is swimming pool or sea...
Alright...
I'm such a wasted people who don't know enjoy swimming...
Since young, I scared of swimming until now...
Few years back, been saying that I wanna learn swimming & overcomes the weakness.
Who knows... few years after, I still idiot on swimming... (FYI,I didn't go to the proper swimming center learn la..)
Today, a friend said he can teach me how to swim by free of charges.
Haha... the first thing that I replied him is: are you sure you wanna teach me? My mom they all tauch me almost until vomit blood le..
Don't worry... I been tauch a lot of people already. I'm confident (80%) you can swim after I teach you.
Wah... Amazing..
& he really make me surprise that he is so confident to teach me swim successfully...
By the way, he kept on persuading me.
I know he just want to teach me & save me from the phobia.
I am appreaciating, but I'm really not dare to confirm I'm able to do it.
Hahah.. so useless...
By forcing, I know he will pull me to the swimming pool for one day..
Actually I really wish I can swim in one day...
Coming soon, I having a trip at Seaside as well..
I wish I can try on the diving or any water activities..
If not, must be wasted for me lo...
恋爱？！
很久没有恋爱的感觉了。。
几乎忘了什么是恋爱了。。
什么是脸红心跳？
什么是甜蜜蜜的感觉？
为什么没有了恋爱的感觉呢？
是因为从前不愉快的感情吗？
是因为我的要求太高吗？
还是因为我不符合大家的要求呢？
都不是。。。
只是都认为还没有碰到想要交往的对象而已。。
曾经有一段时间， 的确不愿意接触任何感情的事。
凡是有人想接近时， 就会不知觉得往后退几步。
凡是有人想了解多一点时， 就会停止和那人联络。
凡是有人想表白时， 就马上逃之夭夭。。。
就这样， 我就过着这些单身的日子。。。
是可悲吗？ 也不然。。
单身的日子， 也不赖。。
自由自在的~
虽然我知道你想说我老了。。 是时候该安定下来了！
对！ 曾经一个老友问我： 几时才要安定下来呢？ 几时才要找另一半呢？
哈哈。。。 很熟悉的问题哦！
我的答案是： 认为合适时就会安定下来的， 但是应该不会那么快吧。。
气炸吧？！
朋友， 别担心。。
如果有适合的对象， 我会安定下来的。。
我一向都坚强的 ；）
几乎忘了什么是恋爱了。。
什么是脸红心跳？
什么是甜蜜蜜的感觉？
为什么没有了恋爱的感觉呢？
是因为从前不愉快的感情吗？
是因为我的要求太高吗？
还是因为我不符合大家的要求呢？
都不是。。。
只是都认为还没有碰到想要交往的对象而已。。
曾经有一段时间， 的确不愿意接触任何感情的事。
凡是有人想接近时， 就会不知觉得往后退几步。
凡是有人想了解多一点时， 就会停止和那人联络。
凡是有人想表白时， 就马上逃之夭夭。。。
就这样， 我就过着这些单身的日子。。。
是可悲吗？ 也不然。。
单身的日子， 也不赖。。
自由自在的~
虽然我知道你想说我老了。。 是时候该安定下来了！
对！ 曾经一个老友问我： 几时才要安定下来呢？ 几时才要找另一半呢？
哈哈。。。 很熟悉的问题哦！
我的答案是： 认为合适时就会安定下来的， 但是应该不会那么快吧。。
气炸吧？！
朋友， 别担心。。
如果有适合的对象， 我会安定下来的。。
我一向都坚强的 ；）
A Secondary School Friend
Today, when I check my friendster..
I accidently saw my secondary school friend's photo...
In his friendster, he did put his msn id, therefore I immediately add him in my list.
I was so happy when I saw this friend.
Erm.. How to say le?? Actually we are not so closed in between of us, but we are closed with the friends which around us... (understand?? haha.. a bit confusing, right?)
Well... never mind...
Just know I'm happy...
Because he make me recall all the happy memories during secondary school..
We all are lost contact since after form 5, which means there are about 6 years never meet up & even a sms.
After an hour that I add him in my list, he online too..
The first question that he asked me was: Who are you?
Well... In order to make sure myself didn't make mistake, so I asked him: Are you XXX?
Haha.. surprisingly that I still remember his name... lolz..
"Yeah.. Who are you?" He asked again...
Yeah Bingo! "I'm XXX, do you still remember me?"
......
Erm... Never mind.. I'm just add you in my friendster. You may view my photos in my friendster.
OK OK.. you hold on for a while..
Ok.. Take your time..
Dig Dog Dig Dog.... (Time passed...)
Oh! I remember who are you already!
Ops... Finally you recall back.. Luckily.. If not, I will feel very pai ser.. :p
Sorry Sorry... Really can't recall the name. But still can remember your face.. Hehe...
Great.... How are you recently?
.......
.......
.......
We was talked for 2 hours in MSN....
I'm so great that able to meet old friends back in friendster..
I really wanna thanks a lot to Friendster!
Thanks for bringing me so many sweet, harmonies, happiess memories...
Happy Dayz~!
I accidently saw my secondary school friend's photo...
In his friendster, he did put his msn id, therefore I immediately add him in my list.
I was so happy when I saw this friend.
Erm.. How to say le?? Actually we are not so closed in between of us, but we are closed with the friends which around us... (understand?? haha.. a bit confusing, right?)
Well... never mind...
Just know I'm happy...
Because he make me recall all the happy memories during secondary school..
We all are lost contact since after form 5, which means there are about 6 years never meet up & even a sms.
After an hour that I add him in my list, he online too..
The first question that he asked me was: Who are you?
Well... In order to make sure myself didn't make mistake, so I asked him: Are you XXX?
Haha.. surprisingly that I still remember his name... lolz..
"Yeah.. Who are you?" He asked again...
Yeah Bingo! "I'm XXX, do you still remember me?"
......
Erm... Never mind.. I'm just add you in my friendster. You may view my photos in my friendster.
OK OK.. you hold on for a while..
Ok.. Take your time..
Dig Dog Dig Dog.... (Time passed...)
Oh! I remember who are you already!
Ops... Finally you recall back.. Luckily.. If not, I will feel very pai ser.. :p
Sorry Sorry... Really can't recall the name. But still can remember your face.. Hehe...
Great.... How are you recently?
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We was talked for 2 hours in MSN....
I'm so great that able to meet old friends back in friendster..
I really wanna thanks a lot to Friendster!
Thanks for bringing me so many sweet, harmonies, happiess memories...
Happy Dayz~!
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Blushing
Are you those people easily blushing?
From the time you know me, how do you think on me?
Most of you might think of I'm not la... So tomboy, so easy-going type, right?
But TODAY, I think I am...
Can't believe, right?
You know what? I think today I had been having a red red face for about 3 times...
Not because of the hot sun, or sick!
1st blushed:
I went out for lunch with a gang of Uni friends (all guys & only me special).
Since we all are quite close during Uni time, so we talked whatever topic that come out from our mind...
One of my friend is going for a business trip at China next week. Then, we all start teasing him on finding second "wife" (包二奶） at there. p/s: he haven't marry yet oh!
We even go into details, where to get this woman & how to make them happy... There are sensitive topics...
I think due to a bit hot at that restaraunt, & we are laughing on those conversation...
So, my face go blush...
Well... Sure these people noticed that & teasing me back lo...
2nd blushed:
We are having a farewell tea-break in pantry. Then, all the colleagues was gathered in the pantry..
Since my room just next beside to the pantry, so most of the time my colleagues will come to pay me a visit first, then only leave together.
Today, as usual...
They know I have a big monitor & my big monitor is on the best position...
So, they are curious how I located my monitor...
(Let you know la.. Actually got 2 reasons that I put on that position:
Ok.. Back to 2nd blushed...
One of the colleague try on my position & then she go to spread to the rest of her team that my position really blocking my boss's view..
Then, they all started to tease me... & my face also suddenly turn red in the fast speed..
This is the best evidence for them, I think...
Therefore, they continue the topic until my ear also turn red... So shame! :(
3rd blushed:
We are sitting close to the food in pantry... & my boss is taking the food as well...
Who knows, my naughty colleagues go to "kacau" my boss..
Asking him is he bully me until my face so red, this & that..etc...
Ops...
Really make me "pai ser" le... & my face become a tomato already!!
From the time you know me, how do you think on me?
Most of you might think of I'm not la... So tomboy, so easy-going type, right?
But TODAY, I think I am...
Can't believe, right?
You know what? I think today I had been having a red red face for about 3 times...
Not because of the hot sun, or sick!
1st blushed:
I went out for lunch with a gang of Uni friends (all guys & only me special).
Since we all are quite close during Uni time, so we talked whatever topic that come out from our mind...
One of my friend is going for a business trip at China next week. Then, we all start teasing him on finding second "wife" (包二奶） at there. p/s: he haven't marry yet oh!
We even go into details, where to get this woman & how to make them happy... There are sensitive topics...
I think due to a bit hot at that restaraunt, & we are laughing on those conversation...
So, my face go blush...
Well... Sure these people noticed that & teasing me back lo...
2nd blushed:
We are having a farewell tea-break in pantry. Then, all the colleagues was gathered in the pantry..
Since my room just next beside to the pantry, so most of the time my colleagues will come to pay me a visit first, then only leave together.
Today, as usual...
They know I have a big monitor & my big monitor is on the best position...
So, they are curious how I located my monitor...
(Let you know la.. Actually got 2 reasons that I put on that position:
- Blocking the sunsight which I mentioned on previous blog
- Blocking my boss view from me
Ok.. Back to 2nd blushed...
One of the colleague try on my position & then she go to spread to the rest of her team that my position really blocking my boss's view..
Then, they all started to tease me... & my face also suddenly turn red in the fast speed..
This is the best evidence for them, I think...
Therefore, they continue the topic until my ear also turn red... So shame! :(
3rd blushed:
We are sitting close to the food in pantry... & my boss is taking the food as well...
Who knows, my naughty colleagues go to "kacau" my boss..
Asking him is he bully me until my face so red, this & that..etc...
Ops...
Really make me "pai ser" le... & my face become a tomato already!!
Now, are you still surprising that I will blushing?
Farewell Tea Break
Today, our company having a farewell tea break for a colleague who worked in this company for at least 10 years.
10 years... Is not short... Can said it's long...
We can change a lot in this 10 years time.
Well.. Today I'm not going to talk about how long can stay in a company la..
Back to the topic, Farewell Tea Break..
I'm not close with this colleague as we are not in the same department.
When we saw in the office, we just said hi or only nod our head to show greet to each others.
Due to my introverted character, I seldom start a conversation to people eventhough colleagues.
Weird? I think so...
Before the tea-break start, there are some speech given by the department head & also the colleague who going to leave tomorrow.
Got one phrase I'm quite agreed but I'm still learning on it:
* Communication is very important. Sending email is one of the communication, but face to face communication is the most essential one.*
Do you agree? Sometimes I saw my other colleagues, they are well in communicate with the others eventhough they are just new in the company. So envy on them.. Because they able to do that...
Well... I have to work hard to make myself improve in everything, not only career, but my network as well....
10 years... Is not short... Can said it's long...
We can change a lot in this 10 years time.
Well.. Today I'm not going to talk about how long can stay in a company la..
Back to the topic, Farewell Tea Break..
I'm not close with this colleague as we are not in the same department.
When we saw in the office, we just said hi or only nod our head to show greet to each others.
Due to my introverted character, I seldom start a conversation to people eventhough colleagues.
Weird? I think so...
Before the tea-break start, there are some speech given by the department head & also the colleague who going to leave tomorrow.
Got one phrase I'm quite agreed but I'm still learning on it:
* Communication is very important. Sending email is one of the communication, but face to face communication is the most essential one.*
Do you agree? Sometimes I saw my other colleagues, they are well in communicate with the others eventhough they are just new in the company. So envy on them.. Because they able to do that...
Well... I have to work hard to make myself improve in everything, not only career, but my network as well....
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Patience?!
Recently was keep on thinking a question....
How can a person work in the same company for few years?
What make them stay for that long periods?
Is it they are patience enough?
Is it they are those calm person?
Is it they didn't care much for the rest?
Well... For me, I think this is the challenging part for me..
I was graduated for 2 years & I been worked in 2 difference companies already.
I come out from the first company is because I felt that there is nothing for me to learn from there already.
Besides, I'm also don't like the management style in that company too...
Now... I'm working in a such big company...
But, I still not happy with it..
I'm thinking of, am I too choosy & expectation is too high?
Erm... I also don't know.
I just know that I don't like to clear people shit!
All the mess & shit passed to me, then they all relax over there!
I don't mind to be "One Leg Kick", but I'm mind I have to work on other people job which that is their own responsibility!
Today, I was whole day listening on buddha songs.
Just wanna to calm down my temper.
Be frankly, I like the job here.
But, I don't like to work with those irresponsible people...
You know? It's really hard for me to work with this people...
I do not know how long I can stand in this company. It really like challenging my patience here...
Tell me how to make my patient become strong?
Teach me how to work with these people...
How can a person work in the same company for few years?
What make them stay for that long periods?
Is it they are patience enough?
Is it they are those calm person?
Is it they didn't care much for the rest?
Well... For me, I think this is the challenging part for me..
I was graduated for 2 years & I been worked in 2 difference companies already.
I come out from the first company is because I felt that there is nothing for me to learn from there already.
Besides, I'm also don't like the management style in that company too...
Now... I'm working in a such big company...
But, I still not happy with it..
I'm thinking of, am I too choosy & expectation is too high?
Erm... I also don't know.
I just know that I don't like to clear people shit!
All the mess & shit passed to me, then they all relax over there!
I don't mind to be "One Leg Kick", but I'm mind I have to work on other people job which that is their own responsibility!
Today, I was whole day listening on buddha songs.
Just wanna to calm down my temper.
Be frankly, I like the job here.
But, I don't like to work with those irresponsible people...
You know? It's really hard for me to work with this people...
I do not know how long I can stand in this company. It really like challenging my patience here...
Tell me how to make my patient become strong?
Teach me how to work with these people...
Baking Cakes
As I know, a lot of people like eat cakes. But it doesn't means they like to bake cakes too…
For myself, I like to eat cakes too... But I also like to bake cakes for my family & myself.
I was planned to bake a cake for sometimes, but due to busy day, so hardly for me to bake one for sometime.
Yesterday, I achieve my planned finally.
I was baking 2 difference types of cakes in a night:
You may ask, how were my cakes yesterday, right?
Erm... A bit sad… Why?
I baked French Lemon cake first. Everything was fine & correctly applied…
Who knows I see wrong one step at last. My baking oven is using Fahrenheit, but my recipe is using Celsius.
I was notice that after I put my cake into the baking oven for sometimes…
So, the temperature makes my cake failure due to over baked :(
For the second cake: Raisin cake…
This was super easy to make.
But, I personally felt that this cake is too sweet even though I been reduced some sugar already.
Eventhough it was sweet for me, my family still finished up within few minutes.
Haha…
Quite satisfied with it la…
Need to ganbate for next time already…
p/s: will post up the photo of my cakes for you once I copied the photos from my camera…
For myself, I like to eat cakes too... But I also like to bake cakes for my family & myself.
I was planned to bake a cake for sometimes, but due to busy day, so hardly for me to bake one for sometime.
Yesterday, I achieve my planned finally.
I was baking 2 difference types of cakes in a night:
- French Lemon Cake
- Raisin Cake
You may ask, how were my cakes yesterday, right?
Erm... A bit sad… Why?
I baked French Lemon cake first. Everything was fine & correctly applied…
Who knows I see wrong one step at last. My baking oven is using Fahrenheit, but my recipe is using Celsius.
I was notice that after I put my cake into the baking oven for sometimes…
So, the temperature makes my cake failure due to over baked :(
For the second cake: Raisin cake…
This was super easy to make.
But, I personally felt that this cake is too sweet even though I been reduced some sugar already.
Eventhough it was sweet for me, my family still finished up within few minutes.
Haha…
Quite satisfied with it la…
Need to ganbate for next time already…
p/s: will post up the photo of my cakes for you once I copied the photos from my camera…
Sunday, August 5, 2007
幸福
幸福， 到底是什么呢？
是无形的， 是无味的， 是抓不到的。。
那么， 我们要怎么知道那就是幸福呢？
我们又怎么才得到幸福呢？
突然， 有个声音告诉我：
幸福， 是要用心去感觉的。
幸福， 是有味道的， 犹如我们的舌头； 不同的是， 心情也影响了这味道。
幸福， 是无时无刻的在我们的身边的。
是吗？ 幸福真的都在我们身边吗？
为什么我都认为我的幸福不在了呢？
是因为我从来没有珍惜过吗？
是因为我放弃保护我的幸福而让它流逝了吗？
你感觉不到幸福， 是因为你太幸福了。
你每天过着无忧的生活， 每天顺利的完成工作， 每天的心情都美好， 等等。。
如此的生活， 你怎么感觉到幸福的滋味呢？
你应该多接触其它的人， 如老人院， 孤儿院。。
你就会体会， 什么是幸福， 幸福的存在等等。。
是的。。 你说的对， 我的确太幸福了。。
我的幸福来自很多地方： 谈得来的家人， 顺利的工作， 不逊的友谊， 中立于同事间， 等等。。
这么多的鼓励， 我应该学会如何知足， 那么我才会真正感觉到幸福的存在。
可，这声音是谁呢？
原来， 是幸福在和我说话。。。 呵呵~
是无形的， 是无味的， 是抓不到的。。
那么， 我们要怎么知道那就是幸福呢？
我们又怎么才得到幸福呢？
突然， 有个声音告诉我：
幸福， 是要用心去感觉的。
幸福， 是有味道的， 犹如我们的舌头； 不同的是， 心情也影响了这味道。
幸福， 是无时无刻的在我们的身边的。
是吗？ 幸福真的都在我们身边吗？
为什么我都认为我的幸福不在了呢？
是因为我从来没有珍惜过吗？
是因为我放弃保护我的幸福而让它流逝了吗？
你感觉不到幸福， 是因为你太幸福了。
你每天过着无忧的生活， 每天顺利的完成工作， 每天的心情都美好， 等等。。
如此的生活， 你怎么感觉到幸福的滋味呢？
你应该多接触其它的人， 如老人院， 孤儿院。。
你就会体会， 什么是幸福， 幸福的存在等等。。
是的。。 你说的对， 我的确太幸福了。。
我的幸福来自很多地方： 谈得来的家人， 顺利的工作， 不逊的友谊， 中立于同事间， 等等。。
这么多的鼓励， 我应该学会如何知足， 那么我才会真正感觉到幸福的存在。
可，这声音是谁呢？
原来， 是幸福在和我说话。。。 呵呵~
Friday, August 3, 2007
形状
曾经有朋友问我： 你喜欢什么形状？
很突然的问题， 可是， 我的回答也很自然， 很简单， 犹如不假思索的从我嘴里冒出来： 星星。
“为什么呢？”
哈哈。。 又是一个很好的问题。
老实说， 我并不知道为什么， 可，我就是喜欢星星。
我总是喜欢在夜里， 特别是海边的夜空抬头仰望那乌漆漆的黑
色帆布。。
然后看着那一闪一闪的小灯光。。
感觉是神秘的， 也是渺小的。。
也好像只有星星才了解我的心事。。。
就这样静静的看着星星， 我的心事就好像自然化解了。
除了天上的星星， 我也很喜欢海星。
虽然这个星星是碰得到， 但它也好像明白我的心。。
静静的听我在心里哭诉。。
很奇怪吧？
凡是要我选择， 只要有星星的形状， 我都会选择它。。
很突然的问题， 可是， 我的回答也很自然， 很简单， 犹如不假思索的从我嘴里冒出来： 星星。
“为什么呢？”
哈哈。。 又是一个很好的问题。
老实说， 我并不知道为什么， 可，我就是喜欢星星。
我总是喜欢在夜里， 特别是海边的夜空抬头仰望那乌漆漆的黑
色帆布。。然后看着那一闪一闪的小灯光。。
感觉是神秘的， 也是渺小的。。
也好像只有星星才了解我的心事。。。
就这样静静的看着星星， 我的心事就好像自然化解了。
除了天上的星星， 我也很喜欢海星。
虽然这个星星是碰得到， 但它也好像明白我的心。。
静静的听我在心里哭诉。。
很奇怪吧？
凡是要我选择， 只要有星星的形状， 我都会选择它。。
Sunday, July 29, 2007
我的人生哲学
你有你自己的人生哲学吗？
我想， 我有。。
曾经有朋友问过我： 为什么你总是让人觉得你很自信， 很坚强呢？
在我听到这个问题时， 我有点吃惊。
因为我从来不认为我是一个自信的人， 但是我却承认我是一个坚强的人。
我的坚强， 不过是我人生的过程而已。
以下是我的哲学：
在以上的哲学， 都是我做人的路途， 也是我学习的过程。。
很简单吧？ 我的人生还在处于学习当中， 这些哲学也就一直陪伴我， 也有其他未知的哲学会在我的人生中不断的出现， 让我的人生更踏实。
你的人生哲学又是什么呢？ 或者你在我的人生哲学中， 领悟到什么了吗？
我想， 我有。。
曾经有朋友问过我： 为什么你总是让人觉得你很自信， 很坚强呢？
在我听到这个问题时， 我有点吃惊。
因为我从来不认为我是一个自信的人， 但是我却承认我是一个坚强的人。
我的坚强， 不过是我人生的过程而已。
以下是我的哲学：
- 决定了的事，决不容许后悔。 若要后悔， 就不要做决定。
- 时间是由自己安排的， 你要放多少时间在工作上， 在睡觉上， 在玩乐上等等，都有自己安排。。 所以， 我决不让时间或别人来安排我。。
- 看事情， 不只是看表面上而已， 还得用心去分析。
- 天下没有事是做不到的， 只是看你要不要做而已。 当作是一个挑战， 那么再难的事也难不倒你。
- 咬紧牙关忍一忍， 在难受的事也会过去。
- 轻易放弃， 只会让你重复的在同一个地方上跌倒。
- 做人， 不要总是说说而已。 说了， 就要做！ 如： 我想学瑜珈。 既然想， 那么就要牺牲你的时间或某些东西将此事学好。
- 在伤心的时候， 给自己一个时间， 这段时间后， 伤心就应该要结束。
- 付出， 不一定就有一样的回报。 如果你的付出是为了回报， 那么我劝你别为任何人付出。
- 如果总认为别人占你的便宜， 那么你就会处处防着他们。 结果， 你的快乐， 自由也都被占便宜了。 如果你不计较别人占你的便宜， 那么， 你永远不会认为别人在战你的便宜啦。。
在以上的哲学， 都是我做人的路途， 也是我学习的过程。。
很简单吧？ 我的人生还在处于学习当中， 这些哲学也就一直陪伴我， 也有其他未知的哲学会在我的人生中不断的出现， 让我的人生更踏实。
你的人生哲学又是什么呢？ 或者你在我的人生哲学中， 领悟到什么了吗？
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
One Night Stand
What come out from your mind on One Night Stand?
That day, I was talking this topic with a best friend & we were discussing on this topic too..
Are you open-minded?
Do you think you able to accept one night stand?
If got the chance, will you take the try?
And what is the difference of one night stand and make love with someone you know or don't know for only one time?
A: Are you open-minded?
B: Haha... There are many categories on this topic wor.. Which you refer to?
Well, If for a discussion, sure I'm open-minded. I can talk/discuss/comment on whatever topic that you asked.
A: What if your bf not virgin before know you? Can you accept it?
B: Sure.. As long as it's happened before me or after me. Not the time together with me, on the other hand with another gal. If that, I unable to accept as I will felt that he is lies on me! How about you?
A: Yeah! Same as you.. Really can't accept that!
B: Then, can you accept one night stand?
A: You means me or my bf? Of course if my bf have me already still one night stand with other gal, sure I can't accept la. If you say me, if I have bf already, sure I wouldn't one night stand with other guy la. But if I'm still single, then I think I can accept one night stand la.
B: Erm... Why people can accept one night stand instead of make love? It just the naming is difference only. For example, a guy is making love with a gal only once.. That's consider one night stand as well mar.. Why when people asking you can accept one night stand or make love, people mostly are answer for the first one le?
A: Ya.. True also la... Then, how about you? Can you accept one night stand?
B: Haha... I don't know yet. If that is a handsome guy & the environment is romance, then I think I will try on it.. Or may be the environment too good already until I'm the one cant stand on it.. Haha...
A: Ya.. True also true also...
B: Especially after took some alcohol, plus some dim light with romance songs, & the guy is expert to make you feel comfortable & pamper.. then sure will go ahead already.
A: Right! And also especially go for business trip or vacationing at somewhere alone... With the beautiful weather, correct mood & nice environment... wowow... Don't care already lo...
That's all the conversation between us. It shown that both of us are super open-minded la..
But, what we discussed here is just a discussion.. Whether dare to do it or not, it still a question mark! Haha...
That day, I was talking this topic with a best friend & we were discussing on this topic too..
Are you open-minded?
Do you think you able to accept one night stand?
If got the chance, will you take the try?
And what is the difference of one night stand and make love with someone you know or don't know for only one time?
A: Are you open-minded?
B: Haha... There are many categories on this topic wor.. Which you refer to?
Well, If for a discussion, sure I'm open-minded. I can talk/discuss/comment on whatever topic that you asked.
A: What if your bf not virgin before know you? Can you accept it?
B: Sure.. As long as it's happened before me or after me. Not the time together with me, on the other hand with another gal. If that, I unable to accept as I will felt that he is lies on me! How about you?
A: Yeah! Same as you.. Really can't accept that!
B: Then, can you accept one night stand?
A: You means me or my bf? Of course if my bf have me already still one night stand with other gal, sure I can't accept la. If you say me, if I have bf already, sure I wouldn't one night stand with other guy la. But if I'm still single, then I think I can accept one night stand la.
B: Erm... Why people can accept one night stand instead of make love? It just the naming is difference only. For example, a guy is making love with a gal only once.. That's consider one night stand as well mar.. Why when people asking you can accept one night stand or make love, people mostly are answer for the first one le?
A: Ya.. True also la... Then, how about you? Can you accept one night stand?
B: Haha... I don't know yet. If that is a handsome guy & the environment is romance, then I think I will try on it.. Or may be the environment too good already until I'm the one cant stand on it.. Haha...
A: Ya.. True also true also...
B: Especially after took some alcohol, plus some dim light with romance songs, & the guy is expert to make you feel comfortable & pamper.. then sure will go ahead already.
A: Right! And also especially go for business trip or vacationing at somewhere alone... With the beautiful weather, correct mood & nice environment... wowow... Don't care already lo...
That's all the conversation between us. It shown that both of us are super open-minded la..
But, what we discussed here is just a discussion.. Whether dare to do it or not, it still a question mark! Haha...
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