- Sibling -

Do you have any siblings?
Are you & your sibling's relationship good?
You like your sibling?

Yeah.. Today's topic is about sibling..
I've a sister (elder one).. Our relationship is not so good.
We are 2 years difference, but we are not close.

I always can see other family which sibling relationship is close & communicate well...
Somehow, I'm jealous & I dream to have that kind of relationship.
We can talk, we can shared, we can play, we can discuss, etc...
But, fact always a fact.

My sister & me not as close as I want.
Everytime, when I tried to talk nice to her, then she will talked in the way of rude & not polite.
Frankly speaking, I super don't like it...
Imagine when you tried to ask some comment from friends or your partner, they give you the answer with that kind of attitude, what come out from your mind after that?
Well.. She not only talk in this way with me, but whole family.
With her friends, she talk polite & nice... For me, fake!

I'm agreed that I'm a hot temper especially when people talk nice to you & get that kind of response. So, everytime it only will make my mood change right after that kind of reply..
But, that's a long years past response.
Now, I will just keep quiet & no response. (may be addicted on it reply already!)
Or sometimes, when she asked me somethings, I also not in the mood to reply her.

Well... This is not a good sign on the sibling relationship..
I did tried to change it, but the result is the same.
Therefore, I'm not going to do anything on it anymore. Just let it be~
Somehow, this only a simple & common example for me.
We been experienced didn't talked to each others in about one month... (Bear in mind that, we are staying together one..)
Or may be being together is ok, but stay together is really hard lo!

So, how about your's sibling relationship? Is it worst than me? Or better than me?
Anyway, I wish yours one will be better than mine one..