Thursday, September 13, 2007

Unstable Temper!

Recently, my temper is getting unstable...
May be my EQ getting drop~
Most of the reason is due to my work!

Currently I have 3 bosses, one is temporary supporting.
Due to this month is the quarterly closing month, all the sales & services manager are trying to push up all the numbers.
As for me & local finance, we are not look at the number, but the status of the job; we can't simply push up without any supporting.
But, bosses always not look on that level, they only look at the last step which is the total amount.

This is the things make my temper getting unstable.
I like my stuff in organized! I don't like my things been screw up with mess!
Well... As usual, I check with finance & get the closing timeline & plan accordingly on my Malaysia work and also Indonesia job.

When I'm in doing the plan, boss suddenly called & asking for it.
I'd been informed boss that I'm working on it, will send the copy to him shortly once I done.
But, he seem like not understand!
Again, Indonesia boss asking the same things again!
Well... We already in conference call, what I'm replied is for 2 of you! Can just read properly what I'd replied?

When I'm such busy doing my work, suddenly be informed by Indonesia engineer that he unable to drop time due to no NN# provided.
Shit! Which job is this & PO is not giving to me!
After checking, the PO is gave to Indonesia service Coordinator & also my senior!
DAMN! Since you all know that I'm the focul person, why still not cc me in the loop?!
Why always want to be the last minutes only informed me?!
Spending few OT hours to create those projects & reactive job! It was damn tired~

Frankly speaking, I'm well done doing projects, but not reactive job.
Therefore, I need to get advise from my senior.
Almost lose my temper of waiting the short answer as ERH, AR, ERM, HUH!!!
Can you please reply me fast & precise?
Don't let me wait after 5 minutes only "yiyi ar ar" like that?
If don't know, just answer me don't know, then I will figure out myself!

Don't said that I'm doing thing too efficient or productive!
As I know what is priority on my job!
Been informed by boss, help Muthu to book the flight ticket @ tomorrow morning before 12pm.
Once I done one of my on hand stuff, sure I call to the travel agent & get the ticket la.
Within 15 minutes, I informed boss that ticket been book & will be send the VT link to Muthu shortly.
Who knows, boss suddenly said: sorry. Muthu & I are now on the phone with travel agent & trying to know the progress & policy of the travel agency here. So, might need you to cancel the booking & you are too efficience!
Damn! Hate it! If so, can be informed me even earlier or not asking me to book for it!!
Called back to the travel agent & luckily always deal with her, so she is ok for helping me to cancel it.

NO Joke in front me, unless you give me the things that I want!
Seriously, I'm too materialistic now.
When I request something from you, do it for me asap!
I know what you are doing & I know it wouldn't take long time to get the things from you, therefore give me the things that I want before saying rubbish to me!

Almost get mad all the time due to those lazy people working attitude!!
& also keep changing mind of the bosses!

I'm in the mad & hot temper now!
Really need to cool down my temper eventhough the office is very cool!
@#%$%^&+**()

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