十字路口

每个人都会走过不少的十字路口，不管是大的十字路口还是小的十字路口。在每一个十字路口前，我们都要做出选择， 到底我们应该往哪儿走， 我们的选择又是否正确。

在人生的路途里，很多人害怕做选择，害怕做改变。因为，很多事情都不一定跟着我们想的一样。所以，往往在做选择时，我们都犹豫很久， 而到最后，可能什么都没做。

我的人生也到过不少十字路口。曾经，我也会害怕做选择，因为，我害怕我的选择会比目前的还糟。后来，经过深思，我知道不管我作出什么决定，我都必须勇于面对。不管未来的路会是如何，选择后的道路也一定要继续向前走下去。如果我无法做出决定，我永远只能原地踏步； 如果我做了选择后有退缩，那我永远不知道辛苦的过后是甜蜜的收成。

站在十字路口的你，又会怎么选择呢？

给你的惊喜

自从有了车后，我已经没有再搭公共汽车了。今天，我为了给你一个意外惊喜， 一大早开车到火车站， 坐火车去找你。几乎两年没搭公车了，到了火车站东张西望的找在哪里买票，在哪里上火车。。 哈哈。。。有一点搞笑哦。。。

买了票， 上了火车，我就发个信息给他。告诉他等下要他的帮忙， 因为我弟弟会在芙蓉的火车站，不会路。 可是，半个小时后，我都还没有收到他的回复，我想他应该是还没睡醒吧。结果，我就拔个电话给他。 告诉他，我弟弟大概十点会到哦。。 而那个时候，已经是9.45am了。你说，你要大概半个小时准备，我说好啦。。 可是，过后我也坦白的对你说，在火车站的是我，不是我弟弟。。 那时的你，被我吓倒了吧。。 哈哈。。。

到了火车站，我还是等你的那个。。幸好我有MP3 player和书，所以没有那么闷。终于， 你到了。你带我去Vincent的家载他， 然后一起吃早午餐 (branch)。吃完东西后，我们就送Vincent 回家。原本，你要带我去Karaoke的，由于太早了， 所以店还没有开咯。 然后，你要到朋友的家修理电脑， 又要去找顾客拿一些东西。所以，我就陪你一起去“工作”咯。。。

当你的工作完毕时，你带我去你的家拿我的电脑。 因为我的电脑有问题，给你带回家修理修理。突然间，天下起雨来。 把原来你要带我去的地方给取消了。结果，我们就只是呆在你的家看戏咯。大概五点左右，我又搭火车回家了。原本我是以为你会去文东的，那么你又可以陪我一起搭火车。 可是，却临时取消了。结果，我还是一个人去，一个人回。是有点失落啦，可是，也不想你太累咯。。。

就这样，我的星期六就给了你啦。。。

Current news

From my blog, I think it's easily to show that how busy am I recently. I can't say I'm free now, but I just would like to update myself to friends on my recent life.

So fast, I'd been working in this company for 1.5 years already. If you still remember, I'm just a yearly contractor in this company. As I compare with other contractors in this company, they all work on time, which is 8.30am - 5.30pm. After that time, they will say bye bye already. Not as me, worked till so late & few persons job, but only get one person salary. UNFAIR!

Well, my contract is going to end in another 5 months (30-Sep-08). Two years with contract, I feel unfair & unsecure. Frankly speaking, I like work in this company. The environment, the culture here is very free & open-minded type. That's why I like it. But, I also want to be fair only.

I been talked about this issue with a colleague before & it might be spread to my boss. Few days ago, my boss was come to me. He was asking me on the jobs that I handle now & any complaints, etc... I was telling him the truth that I'm really overload with all these jobs, especially work with Indo team which is not cooperate with me at all. After bla bla bla, my boss asked me, have I ever think to change my job scope now, am I going to move on to other position? Again, I told him that I don't know what is the open position & I don't know where I can move to, I need his comment. Then, he offer me whether I'm interested to be SAE (Service Application Engineer / Proposal manager). For me, I always willing to learn, to challenge. That's why I told my boss that I don't mind to learn more, just I want to be permanent & fair. My boss noted & he said he will try to work on it. But the things is it take times, it's not one or two days things which can change immediately. He also need to get someone to take up my current job.

Yes, I agreed it take times, but at the mean time, I also need to get some backup for myself mar. Especially my best buddy just feel disappointment on the same issue like what I have now. I worry I'm also facing the same issue as her mar. So, who want hire me or whose company got empty vacancy?? Please notify me if any. 'Coz sooner I'll be unemployed already =(