礼义

发现现在的人越来越不懂礼义了。
可能社会的改变，人的思想和心态也随之而改变了。
所以都忘了这一切的重要性，也忘了饮水思源这个道理。

虽然我也不是很懂得正式的礼仪和规矩，但至少我还懂得尊重任何的场合。
这种尊重不需要岁月的洗礼，不需要社会的变化，也应该保存在每个人的心里的。
可是，我觉得可悲的是，很多读多年书的人，就连这种基本的尊重不懂了。

真是令人反感。。。

晚上，网上

夜深了，我还挂在网上，听着朋友给我的歌。
想起前天在公司时的情景。

一样的对着电脑工作，听着MP3，他录给我的歌曲。
里面的都是80/90年代的经典好歌。
可能感触，可能歌词的意思，让我几度雾水朦了眼睛。
没忘了自己还在工作，一再的将那雾水压回眼底。

一直以为自己的面具带的很好。
可是，今天却一一被好友拆穿。
让我一直掩饰好的委屈和感受，像爆开的水喉一样狂流。
因为我不喜欢给别人带来麻烦，所以将一切收起，自己独自熬，独自苦。
好友察觉我的不对，担心的致电来关心我。

老实说，很感谢他。
因为他在我失落的时候，给了我一把声音和安慰。
让我知道，不管发生什么事，我还有这个好友在背后撑着我，不让我独自承受。
谢谢你，好友。。

Merry Xmas

Today is 24th of December 2008. Tomorrow is well known Christmas day :) So, how you celebrate this wonderful day? Hang out with friends, exchange christmas gift with friends? Clubbing with friends? Dating with love one? Or stay home alone?

Me... I will go to a friend's house with a gang of hiking friends :D Since be alone, so just hang out with them.. better than staying home bored.

Anyway, wish you all merry christmas & have a wonderful day ^^

MeRry XmASss...

新外貌

是的，我说的新外貌就是我的部落格咯。。
因为，我想换个心情来写，所以也换个新面孔来拜见你们咯。。
不知道你们喜欢这个新面孔吗？

这个颜色，让我想起环保 :)
现在，我们应该都为我们惟有的地球努力，一起来环保咯。
这是我们应有的责任，我们不应该再破坏大自然了。
也不应该再为自己找任何的借口！

哈哈。。 好像严肃了点 ^^
还不知道这样的心情可以维持多久，但是，还是希望这是一个好的开始。
为自己加油加油！！ 耶耶！！

我的外婆

我和我外婆的感情，其实不是很深。在我的印象中，我们很少沟通。可能，当时的我年纪还小，也不怎么会和长辈沟通吧。也可能，我们住得远，也很少会去探望她的关系吧。。然后，在我慢慢成长后，我的外婆就开始有老人失忆症和无法正常说话，所以我们更加少沟通。

在我的外公往生后，我的阿姨就接我外婆一起住在雪兰莪。所以，在近几年里，我们就比较常去看望她。虽然如此，她还是没办法和我们正常沟通。我们只是叫叫她，问她吃饱了吗，最近好吗。。等等问题而已，然后我们就和其他的舅舅阿姨聊天。

去年，我外婆的脚不知道被什么咬到脚腕，一直很痒，也没办法复原。由于疏忽照理，带她去医院检查时，已经导致细菌感染了。加上，她的年龄于80多岁，身体的体抗力又不好，所以，一直恶化下去。开始时，只是红红和痒而已。过后，细菌开始吃进肉里，也慢慢的有个五角钱大的洞了。慢慢的，就看到骨头了。

事情的严重，阿姨们带她看过不少医生，也经常带她去清理脚的伤口，可是，却一直没好转。直到去年年头，医生建议把她的那条腿给锯了。当时，我外婆的意识迷糊，所以决定权就落在孩子身上。而孩子们不希望自己的妈妈受苦，所以决定动手术。以为手术后，一切会还原， 结果另一个噩梦在开刀后的4/5个月又开始了。

我外婆的另一只腿也发生了同样的遭遇。这次，她的意识清醒，而她的决定是不要开刀。因为她要她的腿，她已经失去一只腿了，她不想再失去另一只。。。所以，大家都决定尊敬她。而她不动手术，却很难生存久，因为细菌的感染，会导致一种毒素，而这毒素一旦攻致心脏，就是死期了。为了她的一条腿，她决定接受这种煎熬。看到如此，我真的很为我外婆心痛。

从她遭遇细菌到另一条腿到现在，她已经辛苦了大概半年多。今天，她终于承受不住，往生了。虽然伤心，但是，我觉得对她来说是一种解脱。外婆，我为你哀悼。。。希望你安息，来生不用受苦。。。

我觉得，我的外婆真的是很坚强。当她的腿被锯掉后，同一病房的病人，大多数都是咿咿呀呀的叫痛。唯有我外婆没有哼一声痛，也没有流过一滴泪。后来，另一只腿也遭殃时，我们知道她很痛，可是她也没有在我们面前叫过痛。真的很佩服。。。如果是我，我想我已经自尽了。。。

Kuala Selangor 之旅

这次，我是去Kuala Selangor （嗯，我不知道华语叫什么哦 :p）

一早，当然是在巴生吃肉骨茶咯。第一次吃干的肉骨茶哦。。。
嗯。。我想我还是比较喜欢吃汤的肉骨茶。可能我喜欢喝汤，所以，吃不惯干的肉骨茶。
除此之外，当然是吃巴生出名的包咯。。
我喜欢吃那个咖喱包哦。

住巴生的你，当然知道咯。。但是，不是住巴生的，可能就不知道咯。。
咖喱包里面是藏着一个装满咖喱鸡的锡碗。把包隔开，你就会闻到那美味的咖喱味。
然后，在将包撕成小块，再粘上咖喱。。嗯。。真是太美味了 ^^

吃完丰盛的早餐后，我们就去朋友的一间butik店参观，因为新开张嘛，多少也要给给面子咯。
接着，我们就出发去果园。

这个果园有两个公顷之大。这里的原主叫Uncle Chong Lai。

他为我们介绍他的禽畜和果类。
首先，是孔雀。但是，我们却看不到它开尾巴:(
然后，就是鸡，鸭，火鸡，等等的。。
至于果类就真的很多， 如：香蕉，椰子，冬瓜，黄梨，荔枝，龙眼，红毛丹，等等。。
当然，最多的就是火龙果咯。。 那里至少有500棵火龙果呢。。

Uncle Chong Lai 还告诉我们说，红色的火龙果最少都有50种种类呢。。
这是让我见识不少哦 ^^
最后，我也见识了Uncle Chong Lai 养的羊儿哦。。
呵呵。。第一次这么近接触羊儿哦。。好开心耶 :D
接着，我们就去附近的茶室吃那里出名的包和芋头糕。

嗯。。但是我还是比较喜欢吃巴生那里的包哦。。

吃了这么多，我们又去走走咯。。

这次，我们去的地方叫Kuala Selangor Natural Park。
这个地方我放在另一个题目里。这样你们就比较不会眼花缭乱 ;)

过后，我们又去吃咯。下午四点多吃晚餐咯。。哈哈。。。
至于这个晚餐，老实说，我认为不是很好吃啦。
可能，一整天下来太累了，所以没什么感官了吧。。哈哈。。

就这样，美丽的星期天就这样结束咯。。

舞蹈

离开舞蹈班已经半年了。
真的很想念哦。。
因为，我真的喜欢跳舞。

虽然，我已不如他人的柔软，敏捷。。。
但是，我就是喜欢那种感觉。
不管是拉丁舞还是国标舞，还是Salsa。
我都一律喜欢 :)

很想回去舞蹈班，可是，有太多的障碍了。
让我暂时还没办法回去。
我的负担，也让我承受不起那学费。

唉。。。

Blogging again

Haiz...
So boring. Not because of nothing to do, but don't know how to do.

Been assigned on a case. Try on it & been guide by the leader/mentor.
But, doing until half way, been stuck again. Need to wait my mentor come back from meeting only can continue.. Haiz...

So, damn boring now :(

What's the topic can be write here le?
Erm.... ok.. View from my new office...

My new office is located at 9th floor. Not really high, but at least still can see the scenery outside la. Now I'm sitting nearby the window. Right beside my seat is KLCC towers & HLA building already. It remind me that I been working in KLCC Towers for 2 years.. Hahhaa.. recall again @_@

If possible, I upload my new office photos when I got time later. Let you guys see how nice is here. Got sofa, got massage chair, got nice pantry, etc :D just I haven't adapt to it yet. Haiz...

Adapting on the job

Been working in new company about 2 weeks.
If you ask me, am I adapting into the job & culture here already?

Well, frankly speaking, I'm not...
Talk about the culture first...

Culture here is good, people here are friendly as compare I started joined in GE last time. But, I do miss my lovely colleagues in GE. I miss the day we always had breakfast in the pantry. I miss the day we always go out for lunch or tapao. I miss the day we had tea time for sometimes. I miss the day we had events together. I miss the day I busy in GE. I miss the job that I did in GE..
Hahhaa.. so much things I miss...

Regarding job...
When interview, I been informed that this job is more related to Finance. But when I worked on it these few days, I unable to link this with finance at all. But more related to IT products, eg: Server, hard disk, etc... Which I'm super blindless on those IT stuffs. Only the products, already make me blur & hardly to understand... I believe if you ask me finance stuff, I can answer you easily. But, if you ask me IT stuff, I really want to say I'm useless... Haiz...

I think because of this, so I miss my ex-colleagues so so much....

拍照

你喜欢拍照还是喜欢被拍呢？
我本人，比较喜欢拍照。但也喜欢做模特儿啦 :)
想要一架相机很久了，以前那架因为一些缘故，坏了。。
现在，如果要拍照，只有那手机党相机咯。

今天，公司通知我们，将会在一月的时候，让我们有个机会学习如何拍到好照片。
当然，位子是有限哦，加上是要付费的。
两天的课，收价只是一百元而已，我觉得，值得！
所以，我报名了。

报名的条件是要有一加速码相机咯。如果有自己的电脑和Photoshop，那么更好。
因为，将会教我们如何将不该看到的弱点藏起来。
哈哈哈。。 想到就开心。
可是，我没有相机。
怎么办呢？

唉。。。希望到时候有本事自己买一架，或者有朋友愿意借给我用用咯。。
期待期待。。。

Cameron Trip

Last Saturday, I went to Cameron with my ex-colleagues. We'd been planned this trip since September by 5 of us.

May be the date that we choose is too long, so everyone was feel that the time passing so slow. Also, there are so many things happened before we go for this trip. Few times, I really feel sad & disappointed when been informed that can't join, or need to work...

Finally the day is come & the number of people going was only 4, instead of 5. Well, we were angry, were disappointed, but we all still continue our trip.. & with no regret, we are enjoy the trip very much :D

The weather was so good, eventhough there is a bit raining. & it's cold.. Really nice & memorable trip.

We reached Cameron around 1pm. Due to super hungry, so we decided to take fast food - KFC. After that, we went to check-in at Tanah Rata. Then, rest a while & go out walk walk at few places.

Oh ya, recommend you go to a place: Time Tunnel... What is this Time Tunnel? Heheh.. This is the place where kept all those old old stuffs, eg: Kindergarden book (80's), games (80's), old type telephones, pessi cola bottle type, tables (70's), chairs (70's or 80's), paper dress for paper dolls, etc... It's really a place where kept all old stuff & our memory. It really bring us back to our young age :D I like it very much :D

Night time, we went to had Steamboat. Erm.. Not so nice, but still ok. Then, we went to had ice-cream. Hehehe.. This is nice oh. I had 2 scopes of ice-cream (strawberry + rum dry grape). Delicious~

After that, we back to apartment rest & start our own game: Mahjong with red wines.. kekke... About 12am, I can't tahan already. So, go to sleep :D

Next morning, we woke up early. We went to teh boh plantation. Initially, we wanted to see clown sea one, but unfortunately the sun shy, don't want to show face, so we can't see anything. But, we saw the nice scene before the crowd oh :D

Then, we went to have scone (English breakfast). The place is relax & cooling. Really wish to read book with a cup tea, with the nice weather.. wow.. really relax & enjoy :)

Anyway, I really enjoy the whole trip. Buddies, thanks to make this trip fun & hope you all enjoy the trip as well..

New Job

I start working in new company for a week already. In this first week, I was only attended for training, regarding the organization, team & job scope.

For the organization, I'd been read through some from the internet, plus some of the basic knowledge on the ethical, integrity issue, etc.. I think all these are about the same in most of the MNC (multinational company).... because the contents almost the same.

For the teams, the trainer told me how these teams work together & what's the team play a difference roles.. All these are important when work along :) I like this part, because I like to know the entire process for the organization. So that we easily to work together & as a big team :D

Lastly, is related to the job scope with the trained on using the program & tools. This is the most confusing & challenge part. Because I've no experience at all by using those software. That is not only 1 software, but at least 5 of it... In 2 days, I've to learn all these up & do my work after these 2 weeks training..

In this coming week, that is another training for me, which is about the product knowledge. Frankly speaking, I'm totally blindless on those products.. Don't know I'm able to handle those product after the training or not.. Bit worry worry...

Anyhow, I will try my best.. Because my boss is expecting something high on me. I don't wish to disappointed her.