Unable to communicate!

How to make you understand, if you just block your mind to accept new things?
How to communicate with you, if you stubborn to accept anything discussion?
How to follow your steps, if you have no idea what you are doing?

Many many times, I wanted to talk to you!
Many many times, I wanted to propose something to you!
Many many times, I wanted to know what is your direction & my direction!

I tried not to complain, accept what you are doing, but get fed up.
I tried to work out something which is good for us, for the team, but get rejected with cold water.
I tried to ask for direction & understand the work, but get the answer as I DON'T KNOW!!!

Then, what you want me to ask anymore? I feel whatever I asked, I get the answer that I not happy with, then why I have to ask some more? Since you don't have the direction, then what you want me to ask some more? Since you can't guide me, I need to find someone who can direct me, is this wrong? I don't want work with brainless or only arguement.

Sometimes I argue, I just want you to listen to my idea. If you not agree, then give me a rational or concrete reason why you reject it. But, not the answer of NO NO NO, the HQ not approve one... You know what, I feel that you are not DARE to challenge those people! I don't understand, if you able to prove them, why not just tell them & explain to them? I don't understand, why never try already give up the chance!!!

I don't want to argue with you anymore, I just keep quiet & do what is necessary & also the task that you pass to me. Like that, you also want to complain? Then, what you want?!

Damn f**king dissatisfied & boh song!!!