酒后吐真言

一个人酒后吐真言的话，你会听吗？你会在意吗？

昨天，是我的直属上司的bachelor's night， 他请我们一班人去喝酒。
他喝了很多很多。。却也说了很多。。。

其中他说了他不满意我。我们的部门总裁就问他为什么。。
他说：Eve is very smart, but she didn't reach my expectation. She can do more.
I replied in heart that, you didn't go for sales, how can I get the request from customer to do the tender? I'm just a tender engineer, I'm not sales. Some more I'm not train on the product knowledge.

After that, I went to ladies & he continue told them that: Eve is tricky.
The rest asked him: Why you said so?
Then, he unable to answer that.

Then, one of my colleague (we were from GE last time) said: She is good, she can handle 3 persons task while in GE.
You know what my dearest boss said?
He said: Don't fuck ar! That's not right!

If you heart this, what will you react & what is your feeling?
Well, my feeling was: How can judged me when you are not in that company? You not even know me that time & never see what I did last time. Some more, my previous was appreciate what I'm doing, is it means my ex-boss is blind? What means "Don't fuck?!" and what means that's not right?

In conclusion, I can said he is not satisfy on me at all.
In this conservation, I didn't deny or admit anything. I just kept quiet & listen what's in his heart.

If you were me, what will you react?

如果他不是我的直属上司，我不会理会这些对话。
但是，他是我的直属上司，却在大老板的面前数落我。我确实是放在心上。
我认为，如果他不满意我，他可以告诉我，要我改进。
但是，他没有给我这个空间，也没有告诉过我他要我做什么。
我告诉他我做完了该做的了，他也没办法给我任何东西。
那，他要我做什么？

I'm feel upset & disappointed. His words is surrounding me all over the night!