说没钱，不买不买，结果又去买了一个包包~说过会买一个大一点的包包，然后带着我的宝贝一起去游玩。
前几天和家人去云顶时，看到这个包包。。
原价RM129，折扣后变成RM39。
结果，买下来了。。。
再次宣告破产~ >.<"'
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
我的包包
说没钱，不买不买，结果又去买了一个包包~说过会买一个大一点的包包，然后带着我的宝贝一起去游玩。
前几天和家人去云顶时，看到这个包包。。
原价RM129，折扣后变成RM39。
结果，买下来了。。。
再次宣告破产~ >.<"'
Monday, August 30, 2010
脾气坏
不知道是不是经期的关系，今天脾气特别糟糕。。
火气很快上头，脾气也很快达到高峰。。
还是听到一些话语后而脾气暴躁呢？
那些话的确不是什么好话
很努力的当做没听到，但是还是进入了耳里。
如此容易受影响，真是不好的现象！ :(
Sunday, August 29, 2010
欧阳霏霏演唱会
昨天，我又去看演唱会了。
这次是和我妈妈去看欧阳霏霏的演唱会。
当然，也是免费票啦，地点也是云顶高原。
这次的演唱会意见不是很好噢～
舞台灯光是不错，很精彩。
但是，乐器音响太大，导致听不到霏霏在唱什么。
霏霏的麦克风完全听不清楚她在唱什么，在讲什么。。
所以，很多人在投诉。也在半小时之后，很多人开始离场了。
不过，幸好下半场比较好。
霏霏的麦克风终于听到一些歌了，虽然音乐还是很大～
但是人数已经减去２０%了。
整个演唱会，我只是注意观众的来来去去。
根本没有注意霏霏的演唱，因为真得听不清楚。
只有最后一首歌是我会的而已：感恩的心
哈哈~~
总结论是：４０分，不及格～！
舞台灯光是不错，很精彩。
但是，乐器音响太大，导致听不到霏霏在唱什么。
霏霏的麦克风完全听不清楚她在唱什么，在讲什么。。
所以，很多人在投诉。也在半小时之后，很多人开始离场了。
不过，幸好下半场比较好。
霏霏的麦克风终于听到一些歌了，虽然音乐还是很大～
但是人数已经减去２０%了。
整个演唱会，我只是注意观众的来来去去。
根本没有注意霏霏的演唱，因为真得听不清楚。
只有最后一首歌是我会的而已：感恩的心
哈哈~~
总结论是：４０分，不及格～！
Saturday, August 28, 2010
我的土豆泥~
今天，心血来潮的给自己做土豆泥。
当然，如果你想要减肥的话，这就不是很适合啦。。因为土豆的能量蛮高的~
食料：
1. 土豆，最好选用新土豆，口感比较好。
2. 鲜奶
3. 黄油/淡奶油
4. 盐
5. 胡椒粉 （最好用黑胡椒粉）
过程很简单：
1. 煮一小锅水
2. 在水还没煮好时，将土豆削皮，然后切成小块/粒。
3. 等水煮开后，加入一些盐，然后再把土豆粒放进水里煮，中火煮到软透。
4. 当土豆软后，沥干水份，放入大碗或汤锅里。
5. 接下来，加入少许黑胡椒粉和鲜奶。先加一点儿，一边搅拌一边加，直到感觉不是很干就好了。
6. 然后把一小块黄油融化，加入大碗内（如果怕胆固醇高，可用人造黄油(margarine)代替。加多少根据个人喜好。多一点，香一些。一般4或5个中型土豆（像我们的拳头大小）加1/2杯黄油。
7. 接下来搅拌。最好使用搅拌机，因为做出来会比较滑。
如果吃不完，可以放进冰箱，当要吃的时候，拿出来弄热就可以吃了。也是小孩子喜欢的食物之一。多出来的土豆水可以当作上汤或者煮菜用。虽然卖相不是很好，不过，味道还不错啦。。 呵呵~ 给自己打75分。。及格~
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
今年第二份生日礼物
昨天，我收到了今年2010年的第二份生日礼物了。
第一份是我自己给自己的礼物嘛~
而第二份，是我的一个朋友提早送给我的。
因为，他在这个月尾要去上海读书了，所以提早送给我咯~
那是一条Perlini's Silver的手链。。
很精致的手链，加上星星的雕饰。
呵呵~是我喜欢的形状咧~
谢谢，我很喜欢这份礼物~
第一份是我自己给自己的礼物嘛~
而第二份，是我的一个朋友提早送给我的。
因为，他在这个月尾要去上海读书了，所以提早送给我咯~
那是一条Perlini's Silver的手链。。
很精致的手链，加上星星的雕饰。
呵呵~是我喜欢的形状咧~
谢谢，我很喜欢这份礼物~
Monday, August 23, 2010
泳技
好几个星期没有游泳了。
昨天，心血来潮的去游泳。
还是老样子，去我姐男友的家。
和我姐，我姐男友的妹妹和我。这次，多加了我妈妈。
呵呵~
不过，这次我的耳朵却进水了 :(
很不舒服~
但是却也很开心。。。
这次，我又好像进步了一些。
之前，我总是觉得自己游不到，脚总是不对似的，屁股总是冒出水上。
这次，我的屁股不再冒出水上了，脚也好像游得比较正常，还可以一面换气游到终点。
虽然我游得不快，可是却还蛮享受的。
等我的蛙式泳技再进步些，我再学其它的招式。。。
呵呵~~
昨天，心血来潮的去游泳。
还是老样子，去我姐男友的家。
和我姐，我姐男友的妹妹和我。这次，多加了我妈妈。
呵呵~
不过，这次我的耳朵却进水了 :(
很不舒服~
但是却也很开心。。。
这次，我又好像进步了一些。
之前，我总是觉得自己游不到，脚总是不对似的，屁股总是冒出水上。
这次，我的屁股不再冒出水上了，脚也好像游得比较正常，还可以一面换气游到终点。
虽然我游得不快，可是却还蛮享受的。
等我的蛙式泳技再进步些，我再学其它的招式。。。
呵呵~~
My baby
After dreaming for 2 years plus, my dream comes true :)
As I said, I wanted buy a camera as my birthday present.
This time, I really take my action instead of dreaming only.
Since past, there are a few camera models in my head.
Of course, I also request some comments from my friends who are professional in camera & photo shooting. They helped me checked on the specifications of the models that I gave & advise me on that. Whereby, I also asked a few friends helped me to look for the price.
At the same times, one of my friend brought me to camera shop to test the cameras & see the output. It's really so nice that the friend teach me how to test the cameras. Hehe ^^
After tested for 3 cameras, I know which camera model I prefer & wish to have. But, the price is slightly more than my budget. My budget is only RM1300. But the camera that I wish to have is RM1750. There are difference of RM450. (For me, RM450 extra is bit too much la... >.<'")
By calculating math, let's say saving RM2.50 per day, in 2 years time, I able to save for RM1825. (the friend brought me look for camera explain the math calculation for me :S ) The theory I understand, just happened that, this month is bit too tied for me...
After thinking for a day, I decided to go with it! Because a camera can be use for many years one. I want something that can satisfy with.. So, I decided to pay more.. hehe :)
And now, I got my own camera... My Baby :) wahaha
Here how my baby look like:
Excited~!
As I said, I wanted buy a camera as my birthday present.
This time, I really take my action instead of dreaming only.
Since past, there are a few camera models in my head.
Of course, I also request some comments from my friends who are professional in camera & photo shooting. They helped me checked on the specifications of the models that I gave & advise me on that. Whereby, I also asked a few friends helped me to look for the price.
At the same times, one of my friend brought me to camera shop to test the cameras & see the output. It's really so nice that the friend teach me how to test the cameras. Hehe ^^
After tested for 3 cameras, I know which camera model I prefer & wish to have. But, the price is slightly more than my budget. My budget is only RM1300. But the camera that I wish to have is RM1750. There are difference of RM450. (For me, RM450 extra is bit too much la... >.<'")
By calculating math, let's say saving RM2.50 per day, in 2 years time, I able to save for RM1825. (the friend brought me look for camera explain the math calculation for me :S ) The theory I understand, just happened that, this month is bit too tied for me...
After thinking for a day, I decided to go with it! Because a camera can be use for many years one. I want something that can satisfy with.. So, I decided to pay more.. hehe :)
And now, I got my own camera... My Baby :) wahaha
Here how my baby look like:
Excited~!
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Zhang Xiao Hua
终于，我知道我的孩子是谁了。前几天，受到world vision给我的来信。
里头是一些领养指南和程序，还有就是我领养的孩子的资料。
照片里的，就是我的孩子 - Zhang Xiao Hua
（华语应该是张小花吧。。要等她寄信给我确认她的正确名字）
一个可怜的孩子，来自河北的一个乡下。
今年13岁了，出世于1997年2月26日。
现年就读年级是6年级。
父母离婚了，现在和祖父母一起住。
健康状况一般。。
希望借助我的帮忙，我的孩子可以快乐，健康成长。。
小花，加油哦~~
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
惊喜
你喜欢惊喜吗？尤其是某些节日的惊喜，如：生日？
我相信很多人都喜欢吧？
我本身很喜欢给朋友带来惊喜。
很喜欢送朋友他们最喜欢的礼物。
因为，想看到他们开心的表情，惊喜地尖叫或流泪。
那么这个生日才会被记住。
在给大家这么多的惊喜时，当然有时候也会期望朋友也给我一些惊喜。
或许我的期望太高了吧，又或许我对朋友太有信心了。。
经过几次的经验，我学会了不再期待，不再等待希望了。
所以，我不再喜欢庆祝任何的节日。。
因为不再喜欢庆祝，所以每当生日即将来临时，我都会选择逃避。
也告诉大家我很忙，我的节目排满了等等。。
但其实，我只是一个人度过或者呆在家而已~
很白痴的想法和举动吧。。不过，也已经习惯了~
我相信很多人都喜欢吧？
我本身很喜欢给朋友带来惊喜。
很喜欢送朋友他们最喜欢的礼物。
因为，想看到他们开心的表情，惊喜地尖叫或流泪。
那么这个生日才会被记住。
在给大家这么多的惊喜时，当然有时候也会期望朋友也给我一些惊喜。
或许我的期望太高了吧，又或许我对朋友太有信心了。。
经过几次的经验，我学会了不再期待，不再等待希望了。
所以，我不再喜欢庆祝任何的节日。。
因为不再喜欢庆祝，所以每当生日即将来临时，我都会选择逃避。
也告诉大家我很忙，我的节目排满了等等。。
但其实，我只是一个人度过或者呆在家而已~
很白痴的想法和举动吧。。不过，也已经习惯了~
朋友
昨天和大学时的一位好友喝茶。
我们有很长一段日子没有联络了。
从前，我们的关系很要好，经常在一起读书，玩乐。
可是，却不知道为了什么，我们突然冷落了。
或许是我的问题吧。。。
他曾经追求过我，但是我却不想谈感情，所以选择了逃避，也让我们的友谊冷淡下来了。
因为处理得非常不成熟，所以其他的朋友都不认同我的 做法。
只好说朋友都不明白我，而我也不想解释，所以我选择一个人度过。
幸好遇见另外一个朋友，也是现在的你。。。
陪我度过了那时的日子。谢谢。。。
继续我该写的事。。。
虽然我们很少联络， 但我相信我们还不至于忘记对方。
昨天，他带他的新任女友给我认识。
很不错的女生，希望他们可以携手到老。。。
突然感觉我们的友谊好像回到从前，把我的回忆通通拉回来。
真的很怀念那时的日子~
谢谢你，朋友
我们有很长一段日子没有联络了。
从前，我们的关系很要好，经常在一起读书，玩乐。
可是，却不知道为了什么，我们突然冷落了。
或许是我的问题吧。。。
他曾经追求过我，但是我却不想谈感情，所以选择了逃避，也让我们的友谊冷淡下来了。
因为处理得非常不成熟，所以其他的朋友都不认同我的 做法。
只好说朋友都不明白我，而我也不想解释，所以我选择一个人度过。
幸好遇见另外一个朋友，也是现在的你。。。
陪我度过了那时的日子。谢谢。。。
继续我该写的事。。。
虽然我们很少联络， 但我相信我们还不至于忘记对方。
昨天，他带他的新任女友给我认识。
很不错的女生，希望他们可以携手到老。。。
突然感觉我们的友谊好像回到从前，把我的回忆通通拉回来。
真的很怀念那时的日子~
谢谢你，朋友
Monday, August 16, 2010
我的部落格
最近，在我部落格里的朋友联系中，不断地在增加。
可，有我部落格网址的朋友依然还是那一个“你”而已。
或许是我的自私。。也或许是我的胆怯。
这里有太多我的私人空间和感受了。
这里是让我发泄的地方
我没办法将这些感受透露在外。
即使是我的家人，我也想要有自己的空间。
连我的名字姓氏都不愿意让人知道。
这一切只因：
我不想要太多的问候
因为那让我觉得不真实
我不想要太多的关心
因为那让我变得不坚强
我不想要太多的爱
因为那让我觉得害怕
可，有我部落格网址的朋友依然还是那一个“你”而已。
或许是我的自私。。也或许是我的胆怯。
这里有太多我的私人空间和感受了。
这里是让我发泄的地方
我没办法将这些感受透露在外。
即使是我的家人，我也想要有自己的空间。
连我的名字姓氏都不愿意让人知道。
这一切只因：
我不想要太多的问候
因为那让我觉得不真实
我不想要太多的关心
因为那让我变得不坚强
我不想要太多的爱
因为那让我觉得害怕
侧田演唱会
上个星期六，我和朋友去看侧田演唱会。这是我第三次去看现场演唱会哦。。（偷偷告诉你，这三次的都是免费票哦~呵呵~）
虽然我们的位子不是最完美的，但也不算最差啦。。。
因为，我们还算可以看到很清楚哦~
其实我对侧田并不甚认识，也甚少听他的歌曲。
不过，也算认识一两首他的歌啦。。
这个演唱会是在云顶举办的。
演唱会8点开始，由大马的传统舞蹈带领，然后就是迎接侧田上场。
现场属于满座，而且大家也很快地进入高潮~
在这个演唱会里，我看到的是一个实力派的歌手。
一级棒的乐器队，和很high的歌迷们。
这次的演唱会，也有些感动。
在唱到对他刻骨铭心的歌曲时，他哭了。
而且，在大家都在猜测他是否光头时，他将他那甚少会摘下的帽子摘下了。
他还现场秀了几场舞蹈。。。
尤其是那首sorry & nobody。。很搞笑，很风骚。。
把现场的气氛high到高点。。
我们encho了2次，侧田也出来两次。。。
真的很不错~
演唱会在10.30pm圆满结束~！
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Non of your business!
Today, I put my anger on my msn: 任何事情都丢给我，不知道谁才是真正的老板~！
Then, in the afternoon, I received a friend reply on my status.
"Don't put these in your online status. Is not proper & not good if this status reach your boss."
You know what?! My anger was raise up once I saw this. I know it might be a good intention from the friend. But, very sorry that I couldn't accept it. Therefore, I replied him that:
"Why I can't put my anger in anywhere I wanted to? I have the right to put it anywhere as I like! If I scare, I will not put. If I put, I don't scare people tell him or he know about this!"
May be my temper not good, my EQ is low. But, I still don't think there is a problem here lo! If you think this is a problem, then that's your business too. You don't dare to put it up also your business, non of my business. Why go to bother what I'm putting here?
If you are the manager, and you scare your staff do the same things to you, then you have to be aware on yourself & just monitor your staff, not me!!
Then, in the afternoon, I received a friend reply on my status.
"Don't put these in your online status. Is not proper & not good if this status reach your boss."
You know what?! My anger was raise up once I saw this. I know it might be a good intention from the friend. But, very sorry that I couldn't accept it. Therefore, I replied him that:
"Why I can't put my anger in anywhere I wanted to? I have the right to put it anywhere as I like! If I scare, I will not put. If I put, I don't scare people tell him or he know about this!"
May be my temper not good, my EQ is low. But, I still don't think there is a problem here lo! If you think this is a problem, then that's your business too. You don't dare to put it up also your business, non of my business. Why go to bother what I'm putting here?
If you are the manager, and you scare your staff do the same things to you, then you have to be aware on yourself & just monitor your staff, not me!!
愛情有什麼道理
今天，来上班的途中，听到这首来自李宗盛和张艾嘉所唱的歌曲。
很有意思，很喜欢。。
所以放上歌词与你分享：
很有意思，很喜欢。。
所以放上歌词与你分享：
其實一個人的生活也不算太壞
偶爾有些小小的悲哀
我想別人也看不出來
即使孤單會使我傷懷
也會試著讓自已想得開
對你不知道是習慣還是愛
當初所堅持的心情
是不是還依然存在
眼看這一季就要過去
我的春天還沒有來
你為何不調過頭去
讓我自已去面對這問題
你嚐試著不露痕跡
告訴我愛情的道理
你認為值得努力的
是我倆之間的距離
喔 這一季
總算有些值得回憶
偶爾有些小小的悲哀
我想別人也看不出來
即使孤單會使我傷懷
也會試著讓自已想得開
對你不知道是習慣還是愛
當初所堅持的心情
是不是還依然存在
眼看這一季就要過去
我的春天還沒有來
你為何不調過頭去
讓我自已去面對這問題
你嚐試著不露痕跡
告訴我愛情的道理
你認為值得努力的
是我倆之間的距離
喔 這一季
總算有些值得回憶
Monday, August 9, 2010
My kid
Today, I'm quite excited.
Because, I'm going to have a kid soon :)
Don't get surprise! I'm not pregnant. Hahaha...
How I going to have a kid then?
It just simple & easy.......
That is I signed up for a child sponsor.
I know there are lot pity kids outside who really need our help.
I'm not rich, but not as poor as them as well. So I decided to help out these pity kids.
As I said, I'm not a rich person, therefore I only sponsor a kid at the moment.
Which only cost me RM50 per month.
Only RM50, already can help out a kid, I think it's worth it.
I don't know how much I could help out, I just know at least they can have enough food or better education.
At the moment, I don't know my kid will be boy or girl, because I didn't choose it.
Just like when you pregnant, you will not know your baby inside is a boy or girl, until your baby has grow up to 5 months at least.
World Vision will assign the kid for me & the kid will know my name & I will have all the details/information of the kid.
Do help out a kid if you still manageable on your financial.
Hehehe... I'm so excited now :)
Because, I'm going to have a kid soon :)
Don't get surprise! I'm not pregnant. Hahaha...
How I going to have a kid then?
It just simple & easy.......
That is I signed up for a child sponsor.
I know there are lot pity kids outside who really need our help.
I'm not rich, but not as poor as them as well. So I decided to help out these pity kids.
As I said, I'm not a rich person, therefore I only sponsor a kid at the moment.
Which only cost me RM50 per month.
Only RM50, already can help out a kid, I think it's worth it.
I don't know how much I could help out, I just know at least they can have enough food or better education.
At the moment, I don't know my kid will be boy or girl, because I didn't choose it.
Just like when you pregnant, you will not know your baby inside is a boy or girl, until your baby has grow up to 5 months at least.
World Vision will assign the kid for me & the kid will know my name & I will have all the details/information of the kid.
Do help out a kid if you still manageable on your financial.
Hehehe... I'm so excited now :)
Saturday, August 7, 2010
生日礼物
这么多年以来，我不曾给自己送过一份生日礼物。
今年，我决定送自己一份生日礼物。
一份我想了很久很久都不舍得买的东西。
如今，我要给自己实现这个梦：一部相机。
或许对其他人来说，一部相机不需要想那么久吧。。
可是对我来说，确实想要了两年多，却还是没到手的东西。
虽然不算太贵，却足以让我停留多时还不愿意下手的东西。
你可以说我吝啬，可以说我比较爱钱。
我不否认，但也不完全承认。
因为，我只花在我认为值得的地方。
而如今，我认为，是时候给自己送一份礼物了~
呵呵~~！
真心朋友
很久没有和朋友真正的谈心了。今天，一个好友来找我聊天。
我们谈得不是很久，但是却深入。
从我眼神和笑容，他知道我不是真正的开心。
很庆幸，我还有一个可以谈心的朋友。
虽然他已经成家立业了，有妻有儿了，但是还算珍惜我这个朋友。
虽然我们有时候还是会吵架，还是会意见不和。。
幸好我们还可以是朋友。。。
因为我们总是吵了后，又和好了。
谢谢你，朋友。。
我会尽量开心起来的~~
Friday, August 6, 2010
Face 2 Face meeting
Today, my company having a Face 2 Face meeting, which is almost similar as townhall meeting. In short, it means gather all the employees of the company in a ballroom, then listen to the top management speech & also raise up your questions if you have any doubt.
Well, this is my first time attend this meeting for this company. It's held at Westin Hotel, which is across the road from my office. The invitation was start at 7.45am with light breakfast & registered at the entrance of the hall. Me, reach office slightly early than usual. Then, walk to the hotel with other colleagues around 7.40am. After had a light breakfast, we head to the registration counter & collect our number for team building & door gift collection after the event.
After the 3 speech from the top management, we head to the team building. All people are group it according the number given during the registration. Look up your team members & start the games after the organizer said start. This game is pretty easy for me, as it was a common game when I was in University. Which is, a group of people in even number, then hold your hand to your opposite, but not next to you. And then untangle yourselves amongs the members in the group. As long as you know how to move on, then sure you can untangle it.
& my team, is one of the winner for the game. Know what, other than win the game, there is another happy thing. Which is, there is a handsome whiteman same team with me. Hahahaha.. But unfortunately, I forgot his name where he did told me his name when I were standing next to him.
Anyway, this handsome man has cheer the entire of my day. Hopefully I can meet him again in the future.. Haha...
Well, this is my first time attend this meeting for this company. It's held at Westin Hotel, which is across the road from my office. The invitation was start at 7.45am with light breakfast & registered at the entrance of the hall. Me, reach office slightly early than usual. Then, walk to the hotel with other colleagues around 7.40am. After had a light breakfast, we head to the registration counter & collect our number for team building & door gift collection after the event.
After the 3 speech from the top management, we head to the team building. All people are group it according the number given during the registration. Look up your team members & start the games after the organizer said start. This game is pretty easy for me, as it was a common game when I was in University. Which is, a group of people in even number, then hold your hand to your opposite, but not next to you. And then untangle yourselves amongs the members in the group. As long as you know how to move on, then sure you can untangle it.
& my team, is one of the winner for the game. Know what, other than win the game, there is another happy thing. Which is, there is a handsome whiteman same team with me. Hahahaha.. But unfortunately, I forgot his name where he did told me his name when I were standing next to him.
Anyway, this handsome man has cheer the entire of my day. Hopefully I can meet him again in the future.. Haha...
有意思的书~
最近总是在想，我的快乐去哪里了？
要如何找回我的快乐呢？
今天，在等朋友的空当里，我去了书局，看到一本书。
书名是：蓝梅蛋糕的微笑。
这本书应该是属于小孩子的书吧。。可是我不在乎的拿起来读。
因为，我想找回我的快乐，我的微笑。。。
这本书的内容很简单，意思却很深奥和清晰。
而我，却是从内心发出了第一个微笑。
记得其中一个内容是说：
有一位和尚在一次的机缘下，他来到一个城市。
但是在逗留这城市的数天里，却遭到一位先生的辱骂和恶言恶语。
和尚一直都没有回音先生的辱骂。。
直到最后一天，和尚问先生一个问题：如果有个人向送礼物给你，而你拒绝接受，那么那份礼物应该归谁？先生回答：那应该归回送礼的那个人。
然后，和尚点点头说：那，这几天你送我的礼物，我都拒绝接受。
先生楞了一下，才醒觉自己在打自己的嘴巴。
很有意思吧？我是这么认为啦。。。
结果，我给自己买了其中一本书，希望从里头找到我要的简单快乐。。。
要如何找回我的快乐呢？
今天，在等朋友的空当里，我去了书局，看到一本书。
书名是：蓝梅蛋糕的微笑。
这本书应该是属于小孩子的书吧。。可是我不在乎的拿起来读。
因为，我想找回我的快乐，我的微笑。。。
这本书的内容很简单，意思却很深奥和清晰。
而我，却是从内心发出了第一个微笑。
记得其中一个内容是说：
有一位和尚在一次的机缘下，他来到一个城市。
但是在逗留这城市的数天里，却遭到一位先生的辱骂和恶言恶语。
和尚一直都没有回音先生的辱骂。。
直到最后一天，和尚问先生一个问题：如果有个人向送礼物给你，而你拒绝接受，那么那份礼物应该归谁？先生回答：那应该归回送礼的那个人。
然后，和尚点点头说：那，这几天你送我的礼物，我都拒绝接受。
先生楞了一下，才醒觉自己在打自己的嘴巴。
很有意思吧？我是这么认为啦。。。
结果，我给自己买了其中一本书，希望从里头找到我要的简单快乐。。。
健康状况
最近，我的身体状况好像不是很好。 除了发烧，伤风，咳嗽，喉咙痛等等。。。
不知道是否是压力还是其他的原因。最近，经常会无端端的头痛，不然就是头晕，胃痛。。
就说几天前，和以往一样的吃晚餐，份量也和平时差不多一样。但就是不明白，胃痛突然发作。由于太痛了，所以吃了颗胃痛药就去睡觉。
第二天，一如往常的上班和做瑜伽。谁知瑜伽后，突然感觉头晕，脚步轻飘。
这是我第一次有这种症状。休息了一会儿，就驾车回家。
回家路途，一直觉得肚涨，想要吐， 一直忍到回家。
一到家就往厕所冲去，将吃过的东西都往马桶里吐去~
然后，也不敢不吃或者吃太多晚餐，所以只是勉强的吃了两口饭和半碗汤而已。
随后，吃了颗药就去睡觉。。。
过后，还是一样照常来上班。有时候会突然间头痛，或者突然间觉得晕。
不然，会突然间眼前一片黑暗。即使坐着不动，也会如此。。。
所以，有点怀疑自己是否血糖低。。。
希望我可以快快好起来~！
不知道是否是压力还是其他的原因。最近，经常会无端端的头痛，不然就是头晕，胃痛。。
就说几天前，和以往一样的吃晚餐，份量也和平时差不多一样。但就是不明白，胃痛突然发作。由于太痛了，所以吃了颗胃痛药就去睡觉。
第二天，一如往常的上班和做瑜伽。谁知瑜伽后，突然感觉头晕，脚步轻飘。
这是我第一次有这种症状。休息了一会儿，就驾车回家。
回家路途，一直觉得肚涨，想要吐， 一直忍到回家。
一到家就往厕所冲去，将吃过的东西都往马桶里吐去~
然后，也不敢不吃或者吃太多晚餐，所以只是勉强的吃了两口饭和半碗汤而已。
随后，吃了颗药就去睡觉。。。
过后，还是一样照常来上班。有时候会突然间头痛，或者突然间觉得晕。
不然，会突然间眼前一片黑暗。即使坐着不动，也会如此。。。
所以，有点怀疑自己是否血糖低。。。
希望我可以快快好起来~！
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Angry!!
Angry! Angry! Damn ANGRY!!!
Tell me this is urgent & want it on Friday, then ask me for another task!
If this thing is urgent, of course I will focus on it before others.
Yesterday evening only pass the things to me, then expect me to complete it on Friday, whereby Friday morning session have whole company meeting.
The things need time to read, understand & analyse~! & the document has 234 pages & only give me 1.5 days in total!!
Fine!!! I do it & don't complain about it.
Saw me in reading the documents, ask me about another things! which can't be complete by one day too!!! SO, which one is urgent?!
Just now, I go to my engineer & ask for something. Then he told me that, this things can't be done yet, due to not enough data. So, the boss ask him to focus on another project.
DAMN!!! Why don't tell me that?! Which one URGENT?!
Tell me this is urgent & want it on Friday, then ask me for another task!
If this thing is urgent, of course I will focus on it before others.
Yesterday evening only pass the things to me, then expect me to complete it on Friday, whereby Friday morning session have whole company meeting.
The things need time to read, understand & analyse~! & the document has 234 pages & only give me 1.5 days in total!!
Fine!!! I do it & don't complain about it.
Saw me in reading the documents, ask me about another things! which can't be complete by one day too!!! SO, which one is urgent?!
Just now, I go to my engineer & ask for something. Then he told me that, this things can't be done yet, due to not enough data. So, the boss ask him to focus on another project.
DAMN!!! Why don't tell me that?! Which one URGENT?!
Unable to communicate!
How to make you understand, if you just block your mind to accept new things?
How to communicate with you, if you stubborn to accept anything discussion?
How to follow your steps, if you have no idea what you are doing?
Many many times, I wanted to talk to you!
Many many times, I wanted to propose something to you!
Many many times, I wanted to know what is your direction & my direction!
I tried not to complain, accept what you are doing, but get fed up.
I tried to work out something which is good for us, for the team, but get rejected with cold water.
I tried to ask for direction & understand the work, but get the answer as I DON'T KNOW!!!
Then, what you want me to ask anymore? I feel whatever I asked, I get the answer that I not happy with, then why I have to ask some more? Since you don't have the direction, then what you want me to ask some more? Since you can't guide me, I need to find someone who can direct me, is this wrong? I don't want work with brainless or only arguement.
Sometimes I argue, I just want you to listen to my idea. If you not agree, then give me a rational or concrete reason why you reject it. But, not the answer of NO NO NO, the HQ not approve one... You know what, I feel that you are not DARE to challenge those people! I don't understand, if you able to prove them, why not just tell them & explain to them? I don't understand, why never try already give up the chance!!!
I don't want to argue with you anymore, I just keep quiet & do what is necessary & also the task that you pass to me. Like that, you also want to complain? Then, what you want?!
Damn f**king dissatisfied & boh song!!!
How to communicate with you, if you stubborn to accept anything discussion?
How to follow your steps, if you have no idea what you are doing?
Many many times, I wanted to talk to you!
Many many times, I wanted to propose something to you!
Many many times, I wanted to know what is your direction & my direction!
I tried not to complain, accept what you are doing, but get fed up.
I tried to work out something which is good for us, for the team, but get rejected with cold water.
I tried to ask for direction & understand the work, but get the answer as I DON'T KNOW!!!
Then, what you want me to ask anymore? I feel whatever I asked, I get the answer that I not happy with, then why I have to ask some more? Since you don't have the direction, then what you want me to ask some more? Since you can't guide me, I need to find someone who can direct me, is this wrong? I don't want work with brainless or only arguement.
Sometimes I argue, I just want you to listen to my idea. If you not agree, then give me a rational or concrete reason why you reject it. But, not the answer of NO NO NO, the HQ not approve one... You know what, I feel that you are not DARE to challenge those people! I don't understand, if you able to prove them, why not just tell them & explain to them? I don't understand, why never try already give up the chance!!!
I don't want to argue with you anymore, I just keep quiet & do what is necessary & also the task that you pass to me. Like that, you also want to complain? Then, what you want?!
Damn f**king dissatisfied & boh song!!!
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