Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Happy vs busy

Finally, I got my offer to purchase agreement signed on 26-Oct-10!!!
I'm SO SO SO Happpyyy~~!!!

Now, I'm very busy. Due to I need to look for loan package, I need to look for some renovation stuff, I need to settle things with lawyer, need to get ready on some $$ as deposit, eg: TM, TNB, etc, and so on...

Everyday looking for information, which floor tiles I need to use for upstairs, what color I want to paint for my room, living room, dining room, study room, etc...

Haha.. getting busier at home. Coz I can't go out anywhere already, due to need to save $$$~~

Monday, October 25, 2010

Happy day

On 23 October 2010, I brought my mom go to have a look on a house.
Landed, free hold, double storey, 20x67 square feet, fully renovated, partial furnished & cheap~!
I like the house, due to I can save a lot on renovation part & furniture.

The only things that I need to service are the water pipe system, upstairs tiles, & cat painting.

Therefore, I decided to put on deposit for the house. My mom like it as well, especially the kitchen cabinets. It's really nice & new :) Here you go ;)
Today (25 October 2010), I will go to the lawyer firm to settle something.

Wow.. I'm so so so excited now ;)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

为某事失眠~

有很多的问题,事情一直在我脑海里飞过!
想要好好睡一觉都成问题了。。。
脑累!心累!身累!都很累!!

很难抉择啊!

当你做决定,你会听取别人的意见吗?还是你只会根据自己的意愿决定而已?
比如说你要买屋子,你会考虑什么?

最近,我要买屋子,但是却面临很多问题和意见。
我的能力有限,我的要求也不高。
但是我却被要求得满足每个人。。。

我的要求是一间永久的,普通的单层或双层排屋,不需要大整修,价钱低于三百千。
在这么低的价钱里,我只能购买市区外的房子。
我找了很多市区里的房子,都是超过我的预算。
当然也很旧了,需要大整修。

除了找市区里的房子,我也找市区外的房子。
看了好几间,看到了符合我的要求的屋子,只是地点有些远而已。
家人却在这个时候说地点不适合,不愿意配合。

可屋价开始暴增,我不想再等下去了。
也不想再听太多的意见了,因为我不想到后来我什么都得不到而后悔咯~!
当年我就是听太多而到现在还没买到自己的屋子咯。。。
如果我真的买了那里的房子,或许我的家人会生气或不爽。
真的很难抉择咯~!

烦啊!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

很多人说,我应该很有钱。
因为我很节俭,很会计划。
可是老实说,我的银行却比一般的人来得少。
这是怎么回事呢?

我的工钱比以前来得多,可是户口里的钱却没有增加到。
到底是怎么回事呢?
真的觉得自己很差劲啊~!

臭豆腐

你有尝试过吃臭豆腐吗?
很多人说,臭豆腐只是在煎炸的时候是臭的而已,吃下去是不臭的。
你敢试吗?

前几天是九王爷庆典,我和友人一起去九王爷殿走走。
虽说九王爷里面全是素食,但在九王爷殿外面却摆满摊子卖荤食。
当然,也卖臭豆腐。因为我要讲的就是臭豆腐嘛~

其一友人坚持想试吃,所以他买了一小合,刚巧里头有4个小豆腐。(而我们也刚好是4个人)
当友人在排队买臭豆腐时,我和另一个友人已经跑到远处“避难”了。
因为,那个味道真的是太难闻了,简直就像垃圾里头的臭水味。

当友人买了臭豆腐后,他来到我们的面前。
我看了一些时间,嗅了一些时间。。。
然后一个感觉就是:死就死啦~!

如果真的很难吃,那就不会有下次了。
结果,我真的吃下去了。
确实很臭,很难吃。。。

我绝对相信我不会再尝试第二次了!
那种味道真的很够难顶~!
如果你不曾试过,不妨试一试吧~

寂寞寂寞就好



最近,也爱上了这首歌~!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

哭過就好了



一个朋友介绍了这首歌给我。
很感动,很好听~

喝酒

喝一口在嘴里
尝到苦苦的,涩涩的。。。

进到喉咙时
尝到刺刺的,辣辣的。。。

越喝越觉得口干,也就越喝越多
步伐越来越凌乱,脑子也越模糊

想到的和做的,都不再一致
为的只是要忘记,要昏迷~

Monday, October 11, 2010

不爽

不爽就是不爽!!!
再多的花言巧语还是一样不爽的~!
不要再假惺惺当作什么都不知道。
或许你只是借喝醉来投诉对我的不满!
如果是如此,那请放手让我调队!
我不希望在如此的情况之下工作!

对,我不积极,只因为你总是不能做主,决定!
我积极后,你却无法接受。。
你还想怎样??

Friday, October 8, 2010

酒后吐真言

一个人酒后吐真言的话,你会听吗?你会在意吗?

昨天,是我的直属上司的bachelor's night, 他请我们一班人去喝酒。
他喝了很多很多。。却也说了很多。。。

其中他说了他不满意我。我们的部门总裁就问他为什么。。
他说:Eve is very smart, but she didn't reach my expectation. She can do more.
I replied in heart that, you didn't go for sales, how can I get the request from customer to do the tender? I'm just a tender engineer, I'm not sales. Some more I'm not train on the product knowledge.

After that, I went to ladies & he continue told them that: Eve is tricky.
The rest asked him: Why you said so?
Then, he unable to answer that.

Then, one of my colleague (we were from GE last time) said: She is good, she can handle 3 persons task while in GE.
You know what my dearest boss said?
He said: Don't fuck ar! That's not right!

If you heart this, what will you react & what is your feeling?
Well, my feeling was: How can judged me when you are not in that company? You not even know me that time & never see what I did last time. Some more, my previous was appreciate what I'm doing, is it means my ex-boss is blind? What means "Don't fuck?!" and what means that's not right?

In conclusion, I can said he is not satisfy on me at all.
In this conservation, I didn't deny or admit anything. I just kept quiet & listen what's in his heart.

If you were me, what will you react?

如果他不是我的直属上司,我不会理会这些对话。
但是,他是我的直属上司,却在大老板的面前数落我。我确实是放在心上。
我认为,如果他不满意我,他可以告诉我,要我改进。
但是,他没有给我这个空间,也没有告诉过我他要我做什么。
我告诉他我做完了该做的了,他也没办法给我任何东西。
那,他要我做什么?

I'm feel upset & disappointed. His words is surrounding me all over the night!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Eat, Pray, Love

昨天,我去看了这部电影:Eat, Pray, Love。

这是一部关于自己的故事。
发现现在的生活,现在的婚姻并不是自己要的。完全看不到自己的影子,找不到自己的热情,这种人生完全不是自己要的。。。所以女主角请求神给她指示,她该怎么做。。。

她的婚姻已18年了,他爱她,他总是做他自己认为她会喜欢的事, 但事实不然。
而她,告诉过他,她所不要的,但却得不到改变。
她认为他们太年轻结婚了,他们都不成熟。。。所以,她选择离婚。

离婚后,她去了意大利。
在这里,她学习意大利语,她学习放松,也吃了很多美食。

然后,她又去了印度修行,因为她想找到平静,找到可以依靠的神。
在那里,她学会打坐,她学会原谅自己。

再来,她去了巴厘。在那里,她找到她真正的爱,再次勇敢的爱。。。
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不错的电影故事。希望我也可以放下一切,去寻找自己~
寻找我的兴趣,寻找我的忠心,寻找我的爱~

Monday, October 4, 2010

我的妈妈~

前几天,我妈和我聊天。她又问我,还不去找男朋友啊?再不找就很难找到了。年纪越大,越难找到对象。。。我不需要你陪我,如果你的空就会来找我聊天就好,不然也可以打电话给我聊天的。

我的妈呀~!
我知道我妈担心我以后一个人孤零零过日子,所以她每天唠叨的催我去找男朋友。可,感情的事一直都是很难说的,不是说你要,那你就找到的啊。。既然没有对象,也没有人追求,我也不能怎么样嘛~

我的日子还是一样的过。我的人生还是可以一个人精彩起来。

妈啊,你放心吧。。。我会自己照顾自己的。。。
如果我的缘分来了,我会接受的。但如果我的缘分没有来,那也不可以强求啊。。
你不用担心我吧。。。

Recent updates

There was so many topics I would like to write recently, but until today only I manage to find some time. Who knows when times in, I forget what I want to write out. Really can't admit that I'm old now :P

One of the happening thing is my sister going to marry soon. Her boyfriend just proposed & recently they are busying looking for wedding rings (settled), wedding photo shooting (booked), ROM date (fixed), Dinner date (fixed), Dinner's restaurant (searching), Bed (booked), 过大礼 (not fixed yet), etc...

Whereby, I'm busy helping her looking around for the small little staff, eg: welcome gift for dinner, location to shoot photos, etc...

Also, I'm looking around for house for my own. I wish I could buy a house for myself & family by this year. The reason I wanted to buy it this year is because the houses might boosted up a lot next year onwards, as per my own prediction & news broadcast.

Updates until here at this moment, when I got more time then only continue again.

Friday, October 1, 2010

My first Redang trip

Last few days, I followed company event to Redang (23th - 26th September 2010).

This event is name: Rainforest to Reef, which collaboration with Reef Check Malaysia (RCM). Here is the explanation which copy from my company bulletin :P

"The Rainforest to Reef (R2R) project was selected as one of the 11 key programmes under the Alstom Foundation umbrella in 2008. Alstom Foundation pledged RM150,000 to this 3 year programme which is now well into its 2nd year. R2R remains committed to its main objective of educating children on 3 east coast islands on the significance of an interconnected ecosystem and the impact human activity has on this delicate balance.

Working together with Reef Check Malaysia and Marine Park Malaysia, Alstom identified Tioman Island, Perhentian Island and Redang Island for the R2R project. The activities planned start from April and last all the way to October, avoiding Malaysia’s traditional monsoon period."

Make it simple, here is our itinerary:
Day 1 (Thursday)
11pm - Gather at Office
11.30pm - Depart

Day 2 (Friday)
6.30am - Reach Perhentian Jetty
7.30am - Reach Merang Jetty
8.30am - 11am - Waiting for boat due to heavy rain
11.50pm - Reach Redang & briefing from resort
12.00pm - Lunch
1.30pm - Back to resort take nap
2.30pm - take boat out to Snorkeling
4.00pm - tea time
5.00pm - 6.45pm- Snorkeling around the beach
7.30pm - Dinner
9.00pm - Briefing for event on Saturday
10.30pm - back to resort sleep

Day 3 (Saturday)
7.00-9.00am - breakfast
10.00 - 5.30pm - Educate kids at Laguna Resort
6.00pm - 7.15pm - Snorkeling around the beach
8.00pm - Dinner
9.00pm - Attend a talk which regarding turtles
10.30pm - 1am - drinking beers & chit chatting with colleagues
1.00am - back to sleep

Day 4 (Sunday)
7.00am - Wake up
8.00am - Breakfast
9.30am - Check Out
10.00am - Walk walk at Summer MOMO shop & photo shooting
11.00am: depart from Redang
12.00pm: Reach Merang & go to fetch Perhentian group
Lunch, Dinner, reach KL office at 11.00pm

Conclusion for this trip, it was a great trip for me & I knew a few new colleagues/friends. Another fun things is I able to do snorkeling, which initially I was wondering I don't dare. This is a good tried for myself. hehe~~