Pray!!!

Few days didn't update my blog already. Today, I'm in mood to write something again. Well... Basically I'm worry about my mom's health now.

Last week when I back from China, my mom told me that she feel painful on her stomach while in Thailand trip. After back from Thailand, she is fine already. Last week, she told she having gastric. Then I asked her go to see doctor, but she don't want. She said don't want, because of the consultant fee is expensive. So, she bought gastric pill at pharmacy for 5-days.

After she took the medicine, she still feel the pain. I urge her go to see doctor, she still stubborn & don't want to go visit doctor. When the pill finished, she finally told she still in pain & would like go to visit doctor after scold by my aunt.

Also, a remind by my aunt that, she can claim via insurance if she bought medical card. I immediately called my sister to confirm, because she is the one who help my mom arrange the insurance thingy. A shock drop to me, which is she told me that mom didn't buy the medical card. She only buy the life insurance. #$%^^&*(

Immediately I back home from work, I pull out the policy & read. I also called up my friend who is working for the insurance company to double confirm. Well! The result is the same that, my mom do not have the medical card! But, I know I can't do anything at the moment, only can pray that my mom's stomach is fine.

Today, I'd just make an appointment with the doctor at Tung Shin Hospital. Will bring my mom visit the doctor tomorrow. Hopefully everything fine...

Pray hard hard~!!!

Bored

I'm so bored~
Because I'm nothing to do again~!
Please give me some tender request~~!
I'm died of bored~

I know some people want work as me...
But, I still didn't get used environment like this!
I want something to excite myself in work!

Haiz~~!!

跑~

最近，身边有很多朋友都往外跑。
有些是去外国公干，有些是去旅行，有些是移民。

虽然我本身也刚从旅程中回来，但我还是很羡慕这些朋友。
不知是否真地在国内待得太累了，还是找不到自己想要生活的乐趣呢。

人生是否到一段日子后就会停留在十字路口？
人生是否到一段年龄时就会迷失自己？

最近的烦恼又增加了。
可是解决的问题却没有减少到。。。

习惯胡言乱语的我
最近又发神经了~

下雨与心情

外面又响雷了
看似有要下雨了
就如我的心情
突然下起大雨

对着电脑
心绪完全不在此
如何找回自己的心？
如何让自己回到现实的生活上？

想念

我又回到了工作岗位上了。

假期结束了，心却还挂在远处~
想念着那里的天气和宁静
想念着那里的满天星空

七天的时间
说短不短，说长不长
就这样结束了
一切又成为回忆了~

赌徒

到底一个赌徒是怎么想的呢？

是否只要身上有钱就要去赌个清光才甘心呢？

是否为了赌，连自己的尊严也可以不要的向人借呢？

即使被人骂得一文不值时还不愿意悔改？

要如何才可以让一个赌徒彻底的戒赌呢？

空白

很想写些什么的。。。
可是，脑袋一片空白。
心里有些话想说，但是却无法将它变成字体。

这种感觉很空虚，很无奈。
好像也找不到方向。
后天，就要出国了。
好像没有任何的喜悦和期望。
不知道为什么，空虚的心情无法被愉悦起来~

一些不该有的回忆好像又突然间被挑起。。
那种回忆让我觉得烦躁和厌恶！
一些回忆却让我突然间很想念
现年当初快乐的我们，单纯的我们。。。

是因为老了，所以才比较多感触吗？
这几年里，我好像都很少真正快乐过。。
到底为何呢？快乐都离开我了吗？
是否可以抛开一切，不去想呢？
是否可以放弃一切，重新来过呢？

一些事物或许可以丢掉
但是，一些回忆是否也可以丢掉呢？
满脑子的事物，回忆不断的旋转
如何才可以将它们都抛出去呢？

写了一堆，却不知道自己到底在写什么。。。
也不知道自己想表达什么。。
就是盲目的写啊写的~

就当作废话连篇吧~

Miss my mom

My mom went to Chiang Mai 5 days already.
Didn't hear her voice, didn't chat with her, didn't see her face...
Hmm... start to miss her already.

But, another 2 days is my trip to Gui Lin for 7 days.
Wow... then it will be 2 weeks time didn't see her already lo...

Can't imagine if I relocation to outstation or I get marry lo...
Hahaha....

Start to day dream already. Too bored already :P

好朋友

再多几天，我就要去旅行了。
而我最亲密的好朋友到现在都还不来拜访。
我可不想带着这个好朋友一起去游玩咯~
我要去泡温泉咯。。。
怎么办呢？如何才可以让这个好朋友早点到访呢？
真的是无趣咧 :(

铁绣球

今天，我想讲一个故事：
有一个人用细铁丝做铁绣球。
当做到一半时，突然发现绣错了。
这个人决定拆除错的部分，然后重新绣。
谁知不管他怎么拆，铁绣球却缠得更严重。
当然这个人的手也被扎出多处伤口。

这个故事是说：
有些时候，执著会让一个人迷失。。。
当你恨一个人时，就是证明在你心里，你还无法放下他/她！

当一个人恨你时，请自动走开。
请不要以为假好心就会减少对方对你的恨。
因为那只是会造成反效果！