进度

记得我是在12月11日买十字绣回来的。

从那个晚上开始动手绣。
那时的进度很慢 （当然现在也不快到哪里去啦）

不过，我却看到一些成绩了。
很高兴哦。。。
这里就是我目前的进度：

如何呢？
是不是看到一些图画了呢？
这里只不过是四分之一的70八仙而已咯~
还有很多要绣咯！

要继续加油咯~ 希望可以在明年3月前赶完~！
Ganbate! aza aza~~!
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目前的进度：1-1-11==========================================================
目前的进度：4-1-11
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几天没做，维持在这个进度而已：10-1-11
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这两天的进度：21-1-11
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新年期间的进度: 7-2-11

为你祈祷~

昨天，信息给我的好友。
因为担心她父亲的健康，也担心她。
有好几天没看见她上网了。
所以，拖到昨天才给她信息。

结果，她告诉我，她的父亲在几天前过世了。
我很难过，我也担心她。。。
我不知道她是否赶得及回家看她的父亲。
我不知道她是否可以熬过来。
我不知道她的母亲是否可以坚强起来。。

很多的担心突然涌上心头。。
因为我知道她很爱她的父亲，也知道她很担心她的母亲的健康。
我很想帮忙，可是却什么都帮不到。

我为她一家人祈祷。。
希望他们一家可以走过这痛苦的日子。
希望他们可以健康开心的过日子。
因为我相信她的父亲也一样的~

如，加油！
需要帮忙的话，请让我知道。

一个人

面对一些事，我还是一样会感觉到害怕的~

我以为我不再害怕了，以为我可以接受新的追求。
原来我还是一样懦弱！

从我去Lake Toba回来，很多朋友问我：　你的男朋友哦？他有机会吗？等等的话题。。。
老实说，他不是我的男朋友，我也从来没有想过他是否有机会。

被朋友们一再地问，我想了一想。。。
我的答案是：　请不要追求我，我害怕！
也没有特别的感觉。。。　只是一味的害怕和祈祷他不要喜欢我！
我只想维持现状，只做朋友，我不想改变～

这种改变让我觉得胆怯。
然后，我才发现原来我还是适合一个人。
不是我放不下以前的事，只是不知道怎么去接受２个人的生活了。
不知道怎么和别人相处了。。。

所以，维持目前的生活是最好的～

求签

昨天，我陪朋友去天后宫拜拜。
我没有拿香拜，只是在神庙外面用手拜拜而已。
因为我不知道要怎么拜。。。呵呵 :p

然后，我看到很多人都在那里求签。
这里的秋千方式很特别，我第一次看到这样求签而已。
不需要跪在地上，不需要抛阴阳卦。。。
只是需要在签筒里拿起全部的签（那里的签很大支的哦），然后在心里求心愿。
然后放手，如果有一支签特别的高出来，那么那就是你的签。
如果有几支签高出于其它的，那么重新许愿和“抛”过。

而我也在那儿就了我人生中的第一次签。
我的签是上上签（我自己认为而已啦。。。）

我的签说：
灵鸡一啼，天渐渐亮了，凡事就看明天吧！云开月出，光照天下，你更可看到天平景象了。

这首签诗的寓意是，黑夜过去了，鸡一啼，黎明就接着来了。一个人一生不会都走霉运的，当那时来运转，正如[云开月出]，会有一番新气象出现的！

抽到此签，如问做事求财，可以说渐渐有希望了。

这首签诗是苦尽甘来之兆，所以问功名，表示你十年寒窗，有出头的日子了。问婚姻，表示有情人终成眷属。移居平安，出外可行。

是不是好签呢？呵呵~
但愿如签所说的吧。。。哈哈~！

Christmas gift in 2010

Today, is a good and surprise day for me oh~!

In the morning, I received a Christmas gift from my lovely colleague. I haven't open & have a look on it yet. But, I guess I will love it very much one :) because she is a very lovely & concerned gal ^^

In the afternoon, I had lunch with one of my university good friend & received another gift from him. Actually I knew he will give me one of the gift already, which is the miniature from Serbian. I don't know that he had actually bought a set of another kind of miniature for me.

I'm so so happy.
I will show you the picture later ^^ (once I manage to shoot for it)











Tonight, my department got dinner celebration for the year end close as well.
Hehe~ Hopefully another joyful event oh (^^)

Last trip in 2010

Tomorrow evening, I will be on trip again.
This round, I will go to Lake Toba, Medan, Indonesia.

Let me intro what about the special of the lake first:
Lake Toba (Danau Toba) is the largest volcanic lake in the world and is in Sumatra, Indonesia. Samosir island within the lake is the island within the island of Sumatra.

Lake Toba is an immense volcanic lake covering an area of 1707 sq km (1,000 sq km bigger than Singapore) with an island in the center. Formed by a gigantic volcanic eruption some 70,000 years ago, it is probably the largest resurgent caldera on Earth. Some studies say it might have been associated with causing previous ice age/climate change and the largest human population bottleneck ever. Genetic estimates suggests that there were only a few thousand individuals that survived the catastrophe. The island in the middle - Pulau Samosir - was joined to the caldera wall by a narrow isthmus, which was cut through to enable boats to pass; a road bridge crosses the cutting. Samosir island is the cultural centre of Batak tribe who are mostly Christians in the modern days.

This trip was planned in last minutes, and invited by a friend.
We decided on 30-Nov-2010 and booked the air ticket immediately (of course AirAsia got promotion lol :P)

Our budget for this trip is RM450 for 3 days 3 night per person (inclusive airfare oh)
I consider this is cheap, therefore I decided to go this trip.
This will be my last trip in year 2010. hehe~

I know, you gonna said I always said I'm broke, no money, but still going here and there, right?
Yeah... Actually I was struggling when my friend invite me.
I was thinking whether I afford to pay after this trip or not? Coz I gonna make lot of payment after/during the trip. Of course, the payment is for my house one lo~

At last, I still decided to go! The reason is I might have to stop traveling (oversea) for a moment, at least whole year of 2011. Else I will be in deep trouble of my financial issue. And also calculate the money that I have at the moment, I think I still survive for this trip. Therefore, without think much, I make my mind & GO!

Terrible, right? Ha~! Yeah!!!
I'm crazy now~~

Homework - Cross stitch

My weekend going to be busy now.

Last Saturday I went out with friends after few weeks staying home.
We went to Sunway, thought to shoot photos for the Christmas decoration. Who knows, it quite disappoint me, because nothing much to shoot & not much special for me.

Therefore, we went for window shopping (initial thought la :P)
Then, I saw few nice gift shops, without concern much & enter into the shop.
At one of the corner, I found a very nice cross stitch.

It's suitable to give my sister & brother-in-law as wedding gift :)
After consider for 5 minutes, I decided to buy lo... (price not cheap oh :S)

Here is the picture of the cross stitch~
Dang dang dang dang~~!
What do you think? Is it nice???
Yeah Yeah, I damn like it lolx...
But, problem is the cross stitch quite big oh.. abt 2x3 feet, which is 2 pieces of A3 paper.
Don't know how long I need to take to finish this... Scare not enough time for me to complete it before June 2011.

Some more, need to hide while doing it. hehe~! wanna give her a surprise mar :P

After working hard for 10 hours (3 days), I only manage to stitch for 2/100 only :S
Eyes tiring, but enjoy also :D

busy week

After free/bored for few weeks, or I should said months, this week I'm getting busy.

The reasons are :
1. Few tenders are going to submit to customers within this week.
2. Due to the last minutes checked by my boss (I was submitted to my boss since last week), therefore, I have to rush for the correction, and also the changes as per customer requests.
3. I will be leaving the office earlier on this coming Thursday & on leave on Friday, therefore has to complete all the tasks before I leave.
4. Represent my boss for the conference call with HQ, as my boss is in Indonesia for project execution now.
5. Been assigned as team leader for a company event, followed by team leader briefing.

Well, I'm damn enjoy these few days. Feel like I'm doing work :P
crazy huh?!

Lost in work again!

The more we grow, the easier we lost ourselves.
Do you agree with me?

Yes, I'm lost again~!
I'm lost in my work again~!
I wish I have a bright career, in fact, I didn't!
I wish my work is valuable & meaningful, but NOT!

I don't want an easy, or job with nothing to do!
I don't want just sit in the office do nothing, or just online, facebooking, etc..
I want something that can excite me, can bring up my talents, my interest~!

Well, I know it's hard to get something that I want.
I know this is the challenge for me...
Frankly, I just don't don't wish to waste time sitting in the office with nothing lo...
What should I do? What can I do?

S&P signed

Hmm... Quite a few days I didn't update my blog again.

Today, consider a good news for me, which is I went to sign my Sales & Purchase (S&P) agreement at my lawyer firm. Well, it's happy; at the same time, it's sad too... because I got to pay the remaining 7% of the downpayment.

That what I can said I'm broke! Totally broke! Before got the money out from EPF!!! Also, checked with the lawyer, I might be got the key by February or March 2011, if the owner side is OK!

As mentioned by the lawyer that, the owner still owe bank money, therefore the process might take longer, but she can help me monitor it. As I mentioned to her that, I would like to move into the house by May 2011 & I need to do some minor renovation, therefore, by March or April I must get the key already.

Suffer for the $$ again~!