Liar

Am I born to be a liar?
Yes, I guess I am, because I'm always lie to myself~

What I have lie to?
Lie to my feeling, lie to my heart, lie to everything that I think I couldn't accept.
& then tell others that, I'm perfectly fine & OK.

Yes, that's me~
Always have reason to be lie.
Reasons of:
1. Just want to cheer people, even though deep in heart is bleeding
2. Smile on face, even though tears almost drop down
3. Reply in msn with laugh, even though crying in own msn's window

Just to comfort others, never want to comfort my own.
These are the reasons that I lie to myself always?

So, this time.....
I have to tell myself that, I'm perfectly FINE & wonderful, in order to cheer myself up :S