Actually I'm really down & moody these few days, especially today.
Today, best buddy called up to gather at Mid Valley & go for movie.
At first, I don't wish to go one.
After thought, not always got chance to meet them, therefore I decided to join them.
Once reach there, just had some chat...
In the conversation, my mood turn down & down.
I know for some people, they might think that's just small matter la.
But for me, i take into heart.
We knew each others at least 15 years already. In these 15 years, you tell me that you don't know my full name? In these 15 years, you tell me you don't know where is my hometown? In these 15 years, you don't know my birthday? In these 15 years, you don't know my personality?
You know how hurt am I? You know how sad am I?
I put you all deep in my heart, but what you all did?
Meaning I always be the spare tyre among you all... If the person you want to look for not around or not free, then only you come to me?
Whenever you all need help, if possible, I sure will show up & help. Can you all spend a little bit time for me? Why when I need someone listen to me also hard?
15 years friendship... really so fragile? Or in these 15 years, only myself 自作多情的付出?
My heart so painful~!
2 comments:
u guys keep in touch often or not?
15 years i supposed is secondary school la..
seriously i only remember those i always contact and quite good with me during that time, the rest, i already forget, some even their name and face. ;p
Yes, we knew each other since form 1. We are very close best friends. We don't always meet up, but still call to each other quite often. Anything happened, we will informed each others.
That's impossible that to forget.. Coz we are not hi bye friends, we are super close friends lo...
That's the reason i'm sad...
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