Just aware that, almost 2 years I didn't bake cakes already.
In the past 2 years, whenever I free, I will think of bake cakes or make some food for myself or family or even for colleagues or boyfriend. Since after I broke up, I didn't touch on it at all, except the moon cake during mid-autumn festival.
Today, looking back on all my photo albums, only realize I lost my interest! Where it go to?
Recall that he lost his interest in photography for 2 years as well. He told yesterday, it's hard for him to take back the camera & shooting again. At first, I don't understand why & I replied him that, to pick up the skill is not hard, only to recover from the hurt is taking time. Until this morning, I think I understand why he said so already. It's not recover from hurt or not, it's how to bring back the passionate on it.
It just exactly same as me. When I gonna pick up my baking skill, buy ingredients & start baking cakes again? My baking recipes still waiting me at my bookshelf, when I gonna take it out & start all over again? As for today, I don't know how to answer you, because I really don't know when it gonna be happen again.
The similarity make me understand you more a bit, but also make our distance stay far a bit. Just because both of us are scare of getting hurt again~
2 comments:
you will find your passionate again once you found the person again. But now, you gotta open up your heart to love then the passion will be back.
it's not easy~ the passionate is not only because of a person. Even I like him, I don't think I will bake again just because of him.
It's just like something has pull away the passionate out from me already. If really bake again, the feeling is not there anymore. The cake will just like no "life" one...
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