I saw it

Today, saw him lunch with the gal. The gal that my colleagues was told they are always together one. Only both of them... He saw me too...

Haha~Even though I was been told earlier & I have get ready on all this.
But, it still influence my mood bit...

When he back to office, he IM me.
I don't know what I should response to him.
I didn't see him hold hand or anything, I can't judge them as couple.
But, in deep of my heart, I know I'm letting go~!

Then, he start to find topics to chat with me.
He said, I also out for lunch one. Then next time can invite me go lunch.
That sound funny, right?
Yes, I personally feel it's funny.

Well... I said you already got accompany, I prefer tapao.
I only go lunch with booking in advance & only with certain people.
For him, need to see how first.
Am I bad with the answer? Yes, may be.

After that, I didn't chat with him at all.
One of the reason is I don't know what to chat & response. Secondly is I'm busy in work (even though I still chat with few friends at the same time)

I saw him having meeting at my floor, I didn't stop & look at him at all.
I walked fast & pass by the room that he was in (just for submit my work to other department). I try to pretend I didn't see him at all.
But, he come to look for me after that. What he want from me? What should I do?

When he come to my desk, I was on the phone & I pretend I'm superb busy, don't have time to talk to him at all. Coincident that, Max was in today & he ask me about him again. He said: You really like/love him?

What a funny question, right? Yeah, my answer is NO!
Then I head home~