Hehe~! Here you go:
Now need to frame it up only~!
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Completed!
After the 3 months hardwork, finally I completed my homework - cross stitch.
Hehe~! Here you go:
Now need to frame it up only~!
Hehe~! Here you go:
Now need to frame it up only~!
Sunday, March 27, 2011
blood pressure test
Yesterday, I went to my aunt's house. She got a Wrist Blood Pressure Monitor at home.
So, I tried to test for my own blood pressure.
This is how it look like, if you don't know what is that:
My result as per below:
Sys/Dia: 93/59
Pulse: 55
Normal rate is :
Sys/Dia: 120/80
Pulse: 60-100
My aunt said, it's very low.
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Since I'm lack of knowledge on this, so I "google" & search for normal blood pressure & pulse rate:
Here it shown:
93/59 - It's not really low, it just the lowest rate from the normal blood pressure only. It call it low normal. It is quite common for Athletes or children. (But, I'm not athletes or children :P )
Means I have to keep my blood pressure up. If drop, then I might become weak & tired easily, will get dizzy or fainting.
How to keep my blood pressure up? Normally, people will take supplementary. But I don't relies on supplement.
The other way will be do more exercise~!! (the cheapest & faster way ^^)
So, I have no excuses to stop any hike already, right? Hmm...
Another 3 weeks, is my 11km marathon. Not sure I can finish it or not, due to no training at all :P
So, I tried to test for my own blood pressure.
This is how it look like, if you don't know what is that:
My result as per below:Sys/Dia: 93/59
Pulse: 55
Normal rate is :
Sys/Dia: 120/80
Pulse: 60-100
My aunt said, it's very low.
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Since I'm lack of knowledge on this, so I "google" & search for normal blood pressure & pulse rate:
Here it shown:
93/59 - It's not really low, it just the lowest rate from the normal blood pressure only. It call it low normal. It is quite common for Athletes or children. (But, I'm not athletes or children :P )Means I have to keep my blood pressure up. If drop, then I might become weak & tired easily, will get dizzy or fainting.
How to keep my blood pressure up? Normally, people will take supplementary. But I don't relies on supplement.
The other way will be do more exercise~!! (the cheapest & faster way ^^)
So, I have no excuses to stop any hike already, right? Hmm...
Another 3 weeks, is my 11km marathon. Not sure I can finish it or not, due to no training at all :P
Friday, March 25, 2011
Dream after the drink
Yesterday, my company having a staff appreciated dinner at Bar & Bistro Restaurant. Yes, I joined it. It start at 7pm for the welcome guest & toasting session. Around 7.30pm only start for our buffet dinner :P
The dinner was tasty & nice. The songs was super nice too. Love those lovely oldies from the live band & songs played by CD.
Besides that, of course is drinking lo. I had white wine & campaign, it's nice too. Besides white wine, they also have red wine & beers. But, I always get gastric with red wine, therefore I choose white wine.. hehe... After the drink, is dancing lo~!
Wow... After so many years didn't dance, almost forget how to dance lo... So pai ser.. Took sometimes only get into it :P it's fun!!
OK. Today topic is not focus on the dinner.
It's about the dream after the drink :P
I was super tired after the drink & dance. Once got home, immediately go to bath & laid down on my bed already. The whole night, I feel like I didn't sleep at all. In fact, I was dreaming for the whole night. It's continue the drinking session.
Not sure where it start, I saw myself is in the car of a best friend - YF. I was smoking (I super hate people smoking, but in the dream, I'm the one who smoke :S) But the weird things is, it didn't have cigarette smell. I remembered YF walk out of the car to get another friend - KJ, then I sit in the car & I start to smoke.
When KJ get up the car also, YF drive us to somewhere (I just know the car keep on moving only, no destination). We were talking something, but I can't recall. I just remember I was drink some alcohol & I'm smoking.. Hahahaah~!
This dream was long. It only stop when my Cock Alarm cocking~!
Gosh, I'm tired & sleepy now >.<"'
The dinner was tasty & nice. The songs was super nice too. Love those lovely oldies from the live band & songs played by CD.
Besides that, of course is drinking lo. I had white wine & campaign, it's nice too. Besides white wine, they also have red wine & beers. But, I always get gastric with red wine, therefore I choose white wine.. hehe... After the drink, is dancing lo~!
Wow... After so many years didn't dance, almost forget how to dance lo... So pai ser.. Took sometimes only get into it :P it's fun!!
OK. Today topic is not focus on the dinner.
It's about the dream after the drink :P
I was super tired after the drink & dance. Once got home, immediately go to bath & laid down on my bed already. The whole night, I feel like I didn't sleep at all. In fact, I was dreaming for the whole night. It's continue the drinking session.
Not sure where it start, I saw myself is in the car of a best friend - YF. I was smoking (I super hate people smoking, but in the dream, I'm the one who smoke :S) But the weird things is, it didn't have cigarette smell. I remembered YF walk out of the car to get another friend - KJ, then I sit in the car & I start to smoke.
When KJ get up the car also, YF drive us to somewhere (I just know the car keep on moving only, no destination). We were talking something, but I can't recall. I just remember I was drink some alcohol & I'm smoking.. Hahahaah~!
This dream was long. It only stop when my Cock Alarm cocking~!
Gosh, I'm tired & sleepy now >.<"'
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Broke & poor
Super broke again~!
Month to submit my income tax...
Wah, I gonna pay lot income tax to the stupid government which never benefit to me!
Feel super unfair ("hormone imbalance" when talk about this! lolx)
Another thing which make me broke is my darling - CAR.
My aircon's cooling coil, receiver & valve spoil.
Check with the 1st service shop: he said 3 things cost RM990!
WTF!!! Where got so expensive one!!!
Immediately, I called my friend who is service car one to check the price for me.
End up, another service shop told me, it just only RM700 if take the original cooling coil.
If don't want original one, then it only cost RM400, which is half of the price.
Luckily I know friends who service car one, else I really con by these people!!
2 things add up, it cost me thousand plus :S
Broken month!!! >.<"'
I need sponsor~ Who willing to sponsor me?
Month to submit my income tax...
Wah, I gonna pay lot income tax to the stupid government which never benefit to me!
Feel super unfair ("hormone imbalance" when talk about this! lolx)
Another thing which make me broke is my darling - CAR.
My aircon's cooling coil, receiver & valve spoil.
Check with the 1st service shop: he said 3 things cost RM990!
WTF!!! Where got so expensive one!!!
Immediately, I called my friend who is service car one to check the price for me.
End up, another service shop told me, it just only RM700 if take the original cooling coil.
If don't want original one, then it only cost RM400, which is half of the price.
Luckily I know friends who service car one, else I really con by these people!!
2 things add up, it cost me thousand plus :S
Broken month!!! >.<"'
I need sponsor~ Who willing to sponsor me?
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
重感情的人有这种习惯
今天，读到书脸上的一篇文章，觉得他/她写得很好：
他/她说，重感情的人会有这种习惯的：
⒈ 总会把事情想得很长久
⒉ 喜欢黑夜 习惯晚睡
⒊ 很固执 不懂得放弃 但一旦放弃了就绝不会回头
⒋ 在别人面前笑得很开心 一个人旳时候却很漠落
⒌ 在陌生人面前很安静 在朋友面前胡闹
⒍ 喜欢写字 阅读
⒎ 莫名地孤单 无法抗拒的恐惧感
⒏ 不爱说话 很爱说话
⒐ 心情不好旳时候 却喜欢听悲歌
⒑ 容易满足 更容易受伤
⒒ 习惯了沉默 在沉默中爆发或者选择灭亡
⒓ 习惯保留自己 因为只有这样在离开旳时候 心才不会痛
⒔ 不相信童话 却一直期待会有个真正懂得自己保护自己旳人出现
⒕ 喜欢怀旧 之后感到深深旳寂寞 恐惧
⒖ 一点点事就胡思乱想 想到戏剧般旳吓人
⒗ 付出旳远远超过得到旳
⒘ 坐在电脑前 不知道做什么 却又不想关掉它
⒙ 觉得世界上每一个人都不可靠 但却还是那样地选择相信别人
⒚ 不习惯一个人莫名其妙地消失在自己旳生命中
⒛ 不喜欢等待 却总是等待
以上蓝色的，也是我自己的心情。
是否你也认同呢？
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Lesbian
Am I really look like lesbian?
Where do I look like lesbian?
Why people said I'm lesbian?
So sad!!!
I can accept gals as my friends, but CONFIRM NOT girlfriend or boyfriend!
I can hug with gals, but NOT KISS with gal!
I can sleep with gals, but NOT having SEX with gal!
Please la~!
I still straight one le!!!
I just only be single for 2 years plus only mar.
No need said I'm lesbian what :S
Where do I look like lesbian?
Why people said I'm lesbian?
So sad!!!
I can accept gals as my friends, but CONFIRM NOT girlfriend or boyfriend!
I can hug with gals, but NOT KISS with gal!
I can sleep with gals, but NOT having SEX with gal!
Please la~!
I still straight one le!!!
I just only be single for 2 years plus only mar.
No need said I'm lesbian what :S
想
最近，经常在想：
1. 如果我到了40岁还是一个人过，不知道我是否会因为荷尔蒙不平衡而变成变态的女人吗？
因为经常听到别人说，单身的女人是变态的。。。
希望单身的我不会步入变态的阶段啦~
2. 如果我到了40岁还是一个人过，不知道我是否是一个难搞的朋友/同事呢？
因为那时候的思想应该不一样了吧，应该会没什么朋友吧。。因为，大家都有自己的家庭了。
希望我还是人见人爱的朋友吧
3. 如果有一天我突然死去，不知道是否有人会因此而流泪呢？
虽然不是很想看到家人，朋友哭啦。。但是却希望还是有人会关心我的，在乎我的。
4. 如果我得了癌症，我的人生会变得如何呢？
我是否还可以如此乐观的对待每一件事呢？还是我会选择放弃呢？
5. 如果我中了彩票，我会怎么花呢？
我会辞职吗？我会选择做自己喜欢的工作吗？我会自己去环游世界吗？
哈哈。。我想，我是真的想太多了吗？
1. 如果我到了40岁还是一个人过，不知道我是否会因为荷尔蒙不平衡而变成变态的女人吗？
因为经常听到别人说，单身的女人是变态的。。。
希望单身的我不会步入变态的阶段啦~
2. 如果我到了40岁还是一个人过，不知道我是否是一个难搞的朋友/同事呢？
因为那时候的思想应该不一样了吧，应该会没什么朋友吧。。因为，大家都有自己的家庭了。
希望我还是人见人爱的朋友吧
3. 如果有一天我突然死去，不知道是否有人会因此而流泪呢？
虽然不是很想看到家人，朋友哭啦。。但是却希望还是有人会关心我的，在乎我的。
4. 如果我得了癌症，我的人生会变得如何呢？
我是否还可以如此乐观的对待每一件事呢？还是我会选择放弃呢？
5. 如果我中了彩票，我会怎么花呢？
我会辞职吗？我会选择做自己喜欢的工作吗？我会自己去环游世界吗？
哈哈。。我想，我是真的想太多了吗？
Monday, March 21, 2011
很累
可以让我自私点吗？
可以让我什么都不管，什么都不在乎吗？
有问题可以不要找我吗？有要求可以放过我吗？
我很累，真的很累。。。
我很想休息~！
永远的休息。。。行吗？
我可以自私的选择放弃吗？
我知道。。。我做不到。。。
可以让我什么都不管，什么都不在乎吗？
有问题可以不要找我吗？有要求可以放过我吗？
我很累，真的很累。。。
我很想休息~！
永远的休息。。。行吗？
我可以自私的选择放弃吗？
我知道。。。我做不到。。。
FAQ for my single status
Recently, I notice that, I've many friends are curious about my single status.
Many was told me that, I doesn't look like single.
Weird, can see from outlook that whether I still single or not one?
How you see? Where you see any difference?
I think I need to prepare my own FAQ for all the friends. Here you go:
1Q: Do you have boyfriend already?
1A: No, I still single & available.
2Q: You doesn't look like single lo!
2A: Got face to see one? Yes, I still single!
3Q: You are kind & pretty, impossible still single lo!
3A: But, still! I'm single now!
4Q: Then, you must be too choosy?
4A: I don't think I'm choosy.
5Q: Is it your requirement too high?
5A: My requirements are simple: financial stable, mature, tolerate. Is that high requirements?
6Q: You got lot friends, should got more opportunity what?
6A: All my friends are married & not available.
7Q: Then, you should know more other people or outing.
7A: No accompany, where to go? How to go?
8Q: Do you put your "net" at wrong pool or river or sea?
8A: May be I put my net at ikan bilis area, which the hole of the net are too big.
9Q: Do your parents chase you on this?
9A: Yes, but fate not come yet. Chase also no used.
10Q: Do you scare to be alone?
10A: Yes, but will not force myself to simply get someone that will hurt in the future.
These are the common 10 questions from friends.
Do you have other questions? If yes, tell me, I will add it in :)
Many was told me that, I doesn't look like single.
Weird, can see from outlook that whether I still single or not one?
How you see? Where you see any difference?
I think I need to prepare my own FAQ for all the friends. Here you go:
1Q: Do you have boyfriend already?
1A: No, I still single & available.
2Q: You doesn't look like single lo!
2A: Got face to see one? Yes, I still single!
3Q: You are kind & pretty, impossible still single lo!
3A: But, still! I'm single now!
4Q: Then, you must be too choosy?
4A: I don't think I'm choosy.
5Q: Is it your requirement too high?
5A: My requirements are simple: financial stable, mature, tolerate. Is that high requirements?
6Q: You got lot friends, should got more opportunity what?
6A: All my friends are married & not available.
7Q: Then, you should know more other people or outing.
7A: No accompany, where to go? How to go?
8Q: Do you put your "net" at wrong pool or river or sea?
8A: May be I put my net at ikan bilis area, which the hole of the net are too big.
9Q: Do your parents chase you on this?
9A: Yes, but fate not come yet. Chase also no used.
10Q: Do you scare to be alone?
10A: Yes, but will not force myself to simply get someone that will hurt in the future.
These are the common 10 questions from friends.
Do you have other questions? If yes, tell me, I will add it in :)
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
No topic
Recently was busy on my work, and also some other issues. Therefore, no time for me to blog here.
Today, try to find time to blog here, with no topic...
Haha~!
What I want to tell today?
Basically, topic I can tell always few things only, which is work, family, money and friends.
For love, definitely NO at the moment.
Well, this also been informed by my colleague this morning.
She told me that, I seem moody recently, seem like got many things trouble me.
Haha... I don't aware that she notice my mood.
I also don't know myself in that kind of moody. haha~
Seem like someone is looking at me.
But, I feel touch that she is observing me :p
Today, try to find time to blog here, with no topic...
Haha~!
What I want to tell today?
Basically, topic I can tell always few things only, which is work, family, money and friends.
For love, definitely NO at the moment.
Well, this also been informed by my colleague this morning.
She told me that, I seem moody recently, seem like got many things trouble me.
Haha... I don't aware that she notice my mood.
I also don't know myself in that kind of moody. haha~
Seem like someone is looking at me.
But, I feel touch that she is observing me :p
Monday, March 14, 2011
红地毯
越来越多的朋友们慢慢的步入婚姻的红地毯了。
而我，也不断的接收着朋友的红炸弹。
当下，我是开心的接受。
而后，我是难受的想为什么我还是自己一个人？
难道真的是我要求高吗？
我真的觉得，我已经努力的做最好的自己了，但是我还是单身。
很多人对我说，我应该是有很多男生追求的女生，应该是有男朋友的女生。
但现实是，我依然是单身一人。
我的人生或许就是应该自己一个人吧。。。
我知道，即使是我一个人，我依然应该要开心的，因为人生还是得开心过下去。
只是有时真的很累，很希望找到个人让我依靠依靠。。
他，不是我可以依靠的人，因为我们没有可以继续下去的缘份。
所以我应该放弃，将精神放在愿意关心我的人身上。
可，这是正确的吗？
我知道对方对我好，可是我却对他没有特别的感觉啊。。。
真的不知如何是好~
完全可以体验这首歌：
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rETWOFncROc
而我，也不断的接收着朋友的红炸弹。
当下，我是开心的接受。
而后，我是难受的想为什么我还是自己一个人？
难道真的是我要求高吗？
我真的觉得，我已经努力的做最好的自己了，但是我还是单身。
很多人对我说，我应该是有很多男生追求的女生，应该是有男朋友的女生。
但现实是，我依然是单身一人。
我的人生或许就是应该自己一个人吧。。。
我知道，即使是我一个人，我依然应该要开心的，因为人生还是得开心过下去。
只是有时真的很累，很希望找到个人让我依靠依靠。。
他，不是我可以依靠的人，因为我们没有可以继续下去的缘份。
所以我应该放弃，将精神放在愿意关心我的人身上。
可，这是正确的吗？
我知道对方对我好，可是我却对他没有特别的感觉啊。。。
真的不知如何是好~
完全可以体验这首歌：
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rETWOFncROc
Sunday, March 13, 2011
sorry
Sorry...
Today, I lost my temper to my parents...
I wish not to do it, but at last I still do it.
Me really not a good daughter!
Always throw the temper to my family, even though I know not their fault.
Even though just a small things, I also lost my temper to them!
What am I thinking?
Why I become like that?
Why I am so bad?!
Sorry...
I really no intention to throw my temper to you.
Sorry!!!!
Today, I lost my temper to my parents...
I wish not to do it, but at last I still do it.
Me really not a good daughter!
Always throw the temper to my family, even though I know not their fault.
Even though just a small things, I also lost my temper to them!
What am I thinking?
Why I become like that?
Why I am so bad?!
Sorry...
I really no intention to throw my temper to you.
Sorry!!!!
Friday, March 11, 2011
好人之名
但很多人都为你戴上好人的名字，即使你想要使坏，也变得很难了。
这是我最近读到的一篇文章，我觉得很对。
很多人为我冠上了很多好听的名字，比如说：
好人啦，聪明啦，漂亮啦，关心别人啦，等等。。。
这些名字确实给我带来一些压力。
我并不是大家所说得那样，我一直都觉得我不好。。
我总是羡慕别人好的待遇，而我什么都得自己辛苦的熬过来的。
我总是想为什么我遇到的人都不是好人，或许我只配认识不好的人。
我对自己说我要笑着过人生，可是欺骗自己真的很辛苦。
我不开心，却要自己装得很开心。很白痴，对吗？
原因只因为我不想别人陪我不开心。。。。
今天，我的头痛了整天，同事看到，我也只是笑说没事。。
其实，我很累了。。
可以不要再为我冠上那沉重的名字吗？
这是我最近读到的一篇文章，我觉得很对。
很多人为我冠上了很多好听的名字，比如说：
好人啦，聪明啦，漂亮啦，关心别人啦，等等。。。
这些名字确实给我带来一些压力。
我并不是大家所说得那样，我一直都觉得我不好。。
我总是羡慕别人好的待遇，而我什么都得自己辛苦的熬过来的。
我总是想为什么我遇到的人都不是好人，或许我只配认识不好的人。
我对自己说我要笑着过人生，可是欺骗自己真的很辛苦。
我不开心，却要自己装得很开心。很白痴，对吗？
原因只因为我不想别人陪我不开心。。。。
今天，我的头痛了整天，同事看到，我也只是笑说没事。。
其实，我很累了。。
可以不要再为我冠上那沉重的名字吗？
Thursday, March 10, 2011
谢谢你们
最近，情绪波动都点大了些。
只因为很多事情都不是很顺利似的。
虽然如此，我还是勉强的让自己笑了。
我还是告诉朋友，我是开心的，我还是可以自己解决所有问题的。
只因为，我是个开心的女生，我是个坚强的女生。。。
不过，我还是任性的对朋友发发牢骚，对朋友撒撒娇。
我不是有意依赖你们的
我不是有意利用你们的
我只是很想有人可以在那个时刻陪伴我而已
谢谢你们努力的让我笑起来：带我去吃，带我去拍照，带我去玩。。
谢谢你们的安慰~
谢谢你们的关心，因为我胃痛了好几天。。
谢谢你们对我的好
真的谢谢你们~
虽然你们看不到，读不到
但是我的感激是真的发自内心的
谢谢！
只因为很多事情都不是很顺利似的。
虽然如此，我还是勉强的让自己笑了。
我还是告诉朋友，我是开心的，我还是可以自己解决所有问题的。
只因为，我是个开心的女生，我是个坚强的女生。。。
不过，我还是任性的对朋友发发牢骚，对朋友撒撒娇。
我不是有意依赖你们的
我不是有意利用你们的
我只是很想有人可以在那个时刻陪伴我而已
谢谢你们努力的让我笑起来：带我去吃，带我去拍照，带我去玩。。
谢谢你们的安慰~
谢谢你们的关心，因为我胃痛了好几天。。
谢谢你们对我的好
真的谢谢你们~
虽然你们看不到，读不到
但是我的感激是真的发自内心的
谢谢！
House Issue
Recently, many things seem not so smooth.
First things is about my new house.
My lawyer advise banker to release the money already. It should be happy for me, right?
Yeah, I'm happy for that. I asked lawyer inform the owner that get ready to move out, because I wanna start my renovation once I got the house key.
But after a few minutes, my lawyer told me that, the owner don't want to move out yet & want to rent from me until June like that. (The date is not firm one) The reason that he don't want move out is because his Semi-D is not done the renovation yet! But, it been renovated since October 2010 le.. already 5 months, still not yet complete mer? Is it true oh??!
I told the lawyer that, then fine. I rent for him for RM1,500, but my condition is he must move out by 30-Jun-2011! I want the house key by 1-Jul-2011! If he can't commit, then I will take legal action already! I don't want to negotiate anymore!
My lawyer told the owner & the owner told that, my rental is too high! Well, I replied the lawyer that, then tell the owner, if he don't want to pay rental, then pay the penalty of late of delivery, which is 8% of the total selling price. I calculated, which is RM1,720 per month or RM57.30 per day. Which one he prefer?
He already mess up my whole year plan now! I really really angry & not satisfy! If he still want to complain so many, then I don't mind I pull out at last which he gonna pay me back all the fee including the lawyer fee!
Angry angry!! :(
First things is about my new house.
My lawyer advise banker to release the money already. It should be happy for me, right?
Yeah, I'm happy for that. I asked lawyer inform the owner that get ready to move out, because I wanna start my renovation once I got the house key.
But after a few minutes, my lawyer told me that, the owner don't want to move out yet & want to rent from me until June like that. (The date is not firm one) The reason that he don't want move out is because his Semi-D is not done the renovation yet! But, it been renovated since October 2010 le.. already 5 months, still not yet complete mer? Is it true oh??!
I told the lawyer that, then fine. I rent for him for RM1,500, but my condition is he must move out by 30-Jun-2011! I want the house key by 1-Jul-2011! If he can't commit, then I will take legal action already! I don't want to negotiate anymore!
My lawyer told the owner & the owner told that, my rental is too high! Well, I replied the lawyer that, then tell the owner, if he don't want to pay rental, then pay the penalty of late of delivery, which is 8% of the total selling price. I calculated, which is RM1,720 per month or RM57.30 per day. Which one he prefer?
He already mess up my whole year plan now! I really really angry & not satisfy! If he still want to complain so many, then I don't mind I pull out at last which he gonna pay me back all the fee including the lawyer fee!
Angry angry!! :(
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
What is SHOULD?
What you means by:
I should compare all these?
I should do all these?
I should XXXXX
Which all these not my job scope!
Since all these not belong to me, what is SHOULD for me?
Damn it~!!!
You want to throw your stupid, uncontrolled emotion, please throw to other else!
Don't throw to me!!!
#$^%&*()_+
I should compare all these?
I should do all these?
I should XXXXX
Which all these not my job scope!
Since all these not belong to me, what is SHOULD for me?
Damn it~!!!
You want to throw your stupid, uncontrolled emotion, please throw to other else!
Don't throw to me!!!
#$^%&*()_+
Monday, March 7, 2011
Believe me or not?
Funny thing....
Many friends/colleagues of mine was telling the same things to me...
The thing is: You don't seem like you are single! Don't cheat la, tell us the truth...
Hahaa~!
What for I lie to you all? I really still single & available, nobody want me~!
Why you all don't believe me?
I don't know why all friends like this.
Is it because I always happy happy?
Is it because I always got activities?
Else what? Really don't understand~!
What you think?
You also having the same thinking as them?
Many friends/colleagues of mine was telling the same things to me...
The thing is: You don't seem like you are single! Don't cheat la, tell us the truth...
Hahaa~!
What for I lie to you all? I really still single & available, nobody want me~!
Why you all don't believe me?
I don't know why all friends like this.
Is it because I always happy happy?
Is it because I always got activities?
Else what? Really don't understand~!
What you think?
You also having the same thinking as them?
Thursday, March 3, 2011
de-mood
If I need a hug, who I can go for?
If I just need a friendly & warm hug, who can share their shoulders to me?
If I just want a silent accompany, who can be my side?
If I just want a humor joke, who willing tell the joke to me?
At this moment, I want someone be with me.
It can be you, can be friend, can be stranger, can be anyone.
I just want someone be here with me, without saying any words.
It's silly, it's weird, it's uncommon!
I really need it~
But, nobody is with me :'(
I'm de-mood again~! (no such word, right? it's my word of no mood... haha^^)
Allow me to be crazy~!!!
If I just need a friendly & warm hug, who can share their shoulders to me?
If I just want a silent accompany, who can be my side?
If I just want a humor joke, who willing tell the joke to me?
At this moment, I want someone be with me.
It can be you, can be friend, can be stranger, can be anyone.
I just want someone be here with me, without saying any words.
It's silly, it's weird, it's uncommon!
I really need it~
But, nobody is with me :'(
I'm de-mood again~! (no such word, right? it's my word of no mood... haha^^)
Allow me to be crazy~!!!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Decision
I'd decided.
Start from today, I will hide off my feeling from you.
I will not ask anything about you even though I wish to know
I will not care on you even though you told me that you are headache
I will not take initiative to chat with you even though I see you in IM
I will not sms you even though I miss you
I will not tell you my real feeling even though you ask me
I will persuade myself that you are not belong to me
I will persuade myself that you are not worth for me
I will persuade myself that you are not suitable me
I will persuade myself that you are not available anymore
I will persuade myself that you are a liar
Reason of doing so is simple:
I just want to pull out from falling in you~
May be you just like what others told, "flower heart", unfaithful...
No matter what you are, I decided walk away from you. Just to avoid being hurt~!
May be is funny, may be is silly...
If you are not as per above & wish to be with me...
Then, you may need to prove it hardly!
Because I will not put any expectation or hope on you!
Start from today, I will hide off my feeling from you.
I will not ask anything about you even though I wish to know
I will not care on you even though you told me that you are headache
I will not take initiative to chat with you even though I see you in IM
I will not sms you even though I miss you
I will not tell you my real feeling even though you ask me
I will persuade myself that you are not belong to me
I will persuade myself that you are not worth for me
I will persuade myself that you are not suitable me
I will persuade myself that you are not available anymore
I will persuade myself that you are a liar
Reason of doing so is simple:
I just want to pull out from falling in you~
May be you just like what others told, "flower heart", unfaithful...
No matter what you are, I decided walk away from you. Just to avoid being hurt~!
May be is funny, may be is silly...
If you are not as per above & wish to be with me...
Then, you may need to prove it hardly!
Because I will not put any expectation or hope on you!
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