Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Decision

I'd decided.
Start from today, I will hide off my feeling from you.

I will not ask anything about you even though I wish to know
I will not care on you even though you told me that you are headache
I will not take initiative to chat with you even though I see you in IM
I will not sms you even though I miss you
I will not tell you my real feeling even though you ask me

I will persuade myself that you are not belong to me
I will persuade myself that you are not worth for me
I will persuade myself that you are not suitable me
I will persuade myself that you are not available anymore
I will persuade myself that you are a liar

Reason of doing so is simple:
I just want to pull out from falling in you~
May be you just like what others told, "flower heart", unfaithful...
No matter what you are, I decided walk away from you. Just to avoid being hurt~!

May be is funny, may be is silly...
If you are not as per above & wish to be with me...
Then, you may need to prove it hardly!
Because I will not put any expectation or hope on you!

1 comment:

bluestar said...

I want go back to the live before you come to me!!!